https://soundcloud.com/bhertuy

amv:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=75dMlaEOepE

lyrics:
ur so immature
u did what u deserved
the petals from a flower won’t remain if it gets
burnt
i’m not ur reserve
i wasted my effort
if i knew you would’ve been like this i would defer

how could u
how could u
tell me something out of date to ur thought
how could could u
how could u
be the one who vacillates ur own fraud

turn back time i’m who
im the person that u fucked wit
said u needed ur space
but ur when ur with him u are free
didn’t attempt to care for me
now i see who you would be
even if we finally had something you’d still be deceived

baby you
i think it’s you
you wiped my mind up
till i turn blind
baby you
i think it’s you
you say ur sorry for me or u

don’t tell me that bullshit
i’ve heard it more than i need to
ur easily see through
it’s hard for a redo
i hope that u rot
cuz this is what u want
nowadays it’s hard for me to reprogram ur thoughts

petal

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bhertuy - petal

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prod joshwa and me

https://www.instagram.com/prodbyjoshwa/
https://www.instagram.com/joon.prod/

I've been up to nothing but waiting
It's been hard to sleep with the truth
I turn up but I can't ever face it
Gotta maybe start with you
Gotta choose
How to talk the way I did but I don't
Love the way I miss that stupid taste
Woah

I tried to warn myself to never never go alone
But late night sunrise keep me out the home tonight
Yeah they keep me out the home tonight again
1, 2, 3, 4

Last night turned into a movie
She got me lost what to think about
Now I'm stuck in pretend again
Till summer ends
I just can't shake it off
But you still wanna talk
Let's run away at night before you're wasted
Wont try to keep you missing once again

She's so fine but I can't ever tell her
Ima scroll through one more time
She could be mine but I just never let her
But she knows that I've been dying to let her know it
But I'll be fine act like I never knew or cared at all
Loving's so hard when you can't ever talk about it

I tried to warn myself to never never go alone
But late night sunrise keep me out the home tonight
Yeah they keep me out the home tonight again
1, 2, 3, 4

Last night turned into a movie
She got me lost what to think about
Now I'm stuck in pretend again
Till summer ends
I just can't shake it off
But you still wanna talk
Let's run away at night before you're wasted
Wont try to keep you missing once again

Your tongue can't lie I've been falling
Don't even cry cause
I'm not gonna walk away or talk away the moment
Love it when you always get the notion
Your tongue can't lie I've been falling
Don't even cry cause
I don't wanna walk away or talk away the moment
Love it when you talk the way you do

Last night turned into a movie
She got me lost what to think about
Now I'm stuck in pretend again
Till summer ends
I just can't shake it off
But you still wanna talk
Let's run away at night before you're wasted
Wont try to keep you missing once again

Shoutout Allison for the photo creds :D

last night

produced by: heydium

written, mixed, mastered by: jacob kim

daydream

Talk To Me

ambivalent

Prod me and @prodbyjoshwa
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Verse 1:
Some don’t require affection
But you pull at my heart every time
And you know I’ve been lost in direction
So then why do I keep it alive
Said you'd rather just wait 'till the summer
All to see if you'll leave me to dry
What you waiting for? (Baby)
Oh the way you’re torn (Maybe)
You got lots to choose

Chorus:
What about me?
‘Cause I’ve been waiting for free
You watch me hold to my tongue every night
The stars don’t align
But I’m okay that it’s me

Verse 2:
Texting don’t help the complexion
I would rather you speak all the words
Tell me why I always change my mood for perfection
So alone is what I prefer
Yeah you know
How I breath
Still you’d rather fall in love with someone else than me
What you waiting for? (Baby)
Oh the way you’re torn (Maybe)
You got lots to choose

Chorus:
What about me?
‘Cause I’ve been waiting for free
You watch me hold to my tongue every night
The stars don’t align
But I’m okay that it’s me
What about me?
‘Cause I’ve been waiting for free
You watch me hold to my tongue every night
The stars don’t align
But I’m okay that it’s me

waiting for free

self prod
thank you for an amazing year.

@zephyrcove

@1kise
And I’ve been tryna find another way
Get the fuck up out my face 
I said I’m sorry (I said im sorry)
And I don’t wanna ask for help
I swear Im gonna do this shit all by myself

It’s true, you said it’s all on me
You cry, my heart it starts to bleed
We fight all night, I can’t decide keep it inside and start to weep
I feel so weak, I feel so weak
Said you’re falling and you want me
I said sorry that’s just not me
That’s just not me at all

And you always gotta have it your way
You don’t really care what I say at all
If you love better say it to my face
Better hurry up before it’s too late, I’m gone

@itskirkk
you say that you love me
but you never did
call me on the phone
but Im so done with this
lying through your teeth
the walls are caving in
I said this is the end
no we ain’t staying friends
begging on your knees 
like baby where’s the trust
how you gonna leave
you gon abandon us?
stuttering your words
cause you ain’t saying much
this is your character 
yeah you a damager

@1kise
I feel so weak, I feel so weak
Said you’re falling and you want me
I said sorry that’s just not me
That’s just not me at all

before im gone w/ kirk.

Was messing around with that new fl synth kepler and made this, it makes no fucking sense but its a groove xd

Choppy

prod joon & joshwa

Would you call me 
If I’m wearing something else 
Should’ve saw me
While I’m tearing perfect jeans I got
But the summers not around 

So I’ll drive you 
And I’ll try to
Keep my body moving
Hope I’m not boring 
Priceless entertainment
Keeps me from snoring tonight 
I hope you're sleeping well
But

I could run away
Maybe laugh alone
But I’d find a way to call my bluff
Could’ve sworn my name 
That you’d love me so 
But all the time couldn’t keep me up 
Touch my fingertips to water 
I guess you’d let me drown in your hands 
And so far you did all that
Just take it back

I’ve been drinking but couldn’t swallow
Got no reason
But I’m terrified of your words that got no meaning
Should I unfollow 
But then you tell me that would hurt
And I’m watching tears go down 
Your face and I
Proclaim that I 
Got nothing to do 
Oh I
Could say that I’m 
Complacent
But I got nothing to lose

I could run away
Maybe laugh alone
But I’d find a way to call my bluff
Could’ve sworn my name 
That you’d love me so 
But all the time couldn’t keep me up 
Touch my fingertips to water 
I guess you’d let me drown in your hands 
And so far you did all that
Just take it back

*epic solo*

I just love it
When I’m drowning 
In our convos
And our plans

And so far you did all that
Just take it back

Touch my fingertips to water 
I guess you’d let me drown in your hands 
And so far you did all that
Just take it back
Just take it back
Just take it back
Just take it back

take it back

**About This Track**  
An original AI-assisted composition by Rob Nelson (*Bring Your Own Brilliance*) and Ron Cameron (*Alien Garden*). This song blends human creative direction with AI tools to bring our vision to life—merging storytelling, mood, and innovation into a dynamic listening experience.


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Meeting A New Love [Version # 2] [MANL2]

i wish i was perfect.

tlk to myself behind closed doors
crying 4 help im on the floor

fked up, my bad
lie to my head
tears on my shirt
got what i get
fked up, my bad
lie to my head
tears on my shirt

break what we had.

wish that i told u i nvr cld.
but baby u wldnt have understood
getting ahead of myself again
ask me if im doing fine but i never wld
i guess im a little bit selfish
baby i cant really help it
gtfo of my head
im trying my hardest 4 u
2 be perfect.

Talk To Me

MIHN

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