blvnkface + 5head

hey <3 ty for listening 
lyrics
ive been living all my life in my bed
in need of reassurance 
cuz im fucked up in the head
all i think about is u
and all i smell is your scent 
you dont care ab me
itd be better if i was dead
im not in your head
not in your bed 
i saw u out with him
had on your favorite dress
and the way u look at me is confusing 
i dont wanna try again ill end up losing

im a fuckin nuisance 
im so fuckin stupid 
and everytime i try i end up losin

im a fuckin nuisance 
im so fuckin stupid 
and everytime i try i end up losin

i could throw my life away 
i wouldnt care at all
im so sick of the constant pain
and the burning withdrawals 
and i would throw it all away
to see you fall
cuz ur everytime i needed you
you didnt care at all
fuck. 

im fucked up my lifes a mess
and my wounds get deeper with every step
constant feeling of anger in my chest
i dont want you happy
i want you dead
wakeup at 2am cant feel my head 
i try my best but i cant go back to bed 
im shaking 
heart beating through my chest
even tho i need to im not getting any rest 
shes a fuckin devil
shes a fuckin liar 
look at what u did my whole worlds on fire
gimme reassurance 
baby ik ur tired 
but i think tonight ill get a little bit higher 

it never works out for me 
ill never be who they want me to be
fuck

i could throw my life away 
i wouldnt care at all
im so sick of the constant pain
and the burning withdrawals 
and i would throw it all away
to see you fall
cuz ur everytime i needed you
you didnt care at all
fuck.

nuisance

prod. siem spark

Lyrics:
(You never left with a reason)
(The scars just deepen)
(I'll watch you fly so high)
(I’ll dedicate my life)
(So that you never have to cry)

I can’t, run away from what I feel
Your touch, on my skin feels so unreal
Hold you, in my arms so you can’t leave
Every time I look you in your face I can't breathe

I can’t, run away from what I feel
Your touch, on my skin feels so unreal
Hold you, in my arms so you can’t leave
Every time I look you in your face I can't breathe

Sweet valentine gave me signs and you still faded away
My lifeline when I die bring the flower to my grave
Falling down from the sky landed back on your feet
You made me feel so complete
(FUCK)
Look me in my eyes run your fingers through my hair
Tell me all your lies while we’re kissing on my stairs
Fucked up my life with the love that you shared
Felt so alive with you right by my side

You never left with a reason
The scars just deepen
I'll watch you fly so high
I’ll dedicate my life
So that you never have to cry

I can’t, run away from what I feel
Your touch, on my skin feels so unreal
Hold you, in my arms so you can’t leave
Every time I look you in your face I can't breathe

I can’t, run away from what I feel
Your touch, on my skin feels so unreal
Hold you, in my arms so you can’t leave
Every time I look you in your face I can't breathe

@55depths

shoutout to softbite for sampling my song<3
dthxrgt logo: @silentcxbin

tell me
what's the point of even trying anymore
when your hearts on the floor
and really
i don't really give a fuck anymore
left my heart on the floor
tell me why you're crying?
cause i caught you lying
you know i hate the silence
it only brings us violence

and after everything was said and done
i thought you were the one
and you still left me
you still left me
you still left me baby

no trying now
i'm calling out
we're falling down 
and fading out

i don't wanna keep this up with you
it's getting old
and lately i've been feeling hurt again
you broke my soul

and after everything was said and done
i thought you were the one
and you still left me
you still left me
you still left me baby

trying (softbite + deathright)

ft. @dthxrgt prod. me <3

ty ydkm for the title

the moonlight sheds no tears 𝓌/ deathright

shoutout @makeangelscry for being on this!! he carried the shit outta me.

prod. @nickp3tro
mix n master. zonex

running with the pack ft. makeangelscry [prod. p3tro]

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by bedhead
recorded @ goblin haven
art by Allen Rogers
lyrics:
I’ve been awake for a while now 
But I can rest when I’m dead cause I still need the time
And I drew a map to my hideout
I know you’re scared of the plane but you’re ready to fly
And there’s so much you still haven’t found out
I’m not someone who prays but I’m hoping it’s fine
On my wrist that was where I put the line down
I cover ground that I’m owed but they’re taking what was mine
So keep taking your time
Imma overthink til it’s over in my mind
Every day I’m sinking to the bottom of the mine
There is not a lot to make it worth it I could find
I’ll keep up the ruse and you’ll cling to a lie
I can’t tell the truth I’m scared one of us will die
Never see it on the news but I saw it in your eyes
I can’t even think about it I don’t wanna try
I remember we used to be kids so long ago
Until I got abandoned by you left out in the cold
Find me when I’m old I’ll be buried in the snow
And you can drag my body everywhere we said we’d go

scared 2 fly

Produced, Mixed and Mastered by me
I sell the Mix/Template I made this song with, hit me up if you're interested
In case you need a song mixed and mastered to your liking,
Hit me up on Discord: NYUK#1622

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-Lyrics-

[Intro/bridge]

I see it in your eyes
You need advice
You wonder why I don't care bout you

[Hook]

I locked myself in my room so I don't see you
You really don't have to be that rude
You don't make it easy for me girl
You never wanted me in the first place (no)

If I'm being honest yeah I'm pissed out (pissed out)
If this goes on ima cut my veins out
And you don't hagve to worry bout me
You're only makin it worse (makin it worse)

What's the purpose of life?
What's the purpose of lyin?
I need to controle myself, rather than
limiting my creativity

I wanna feel free
But I'm way too deep
Into that shit
lifes not fair,but I don't care

[Verse]

I try to share
My love with you
I guess my love
wasn't enough

I know sometimes I'm being rude to you
I know I'm killing the vibe
Is it on purpose?
no it's not (no it's not x6)

[Intro/bridge]


I see it in your eyes
You need advice
You wonder why I don't care bout you

[Hook]

I locked myself in my room so I don't see you
You really don't have to be that rude
You don't make it easy for me girl
You never wanted me in the first place (no)

If I'm being honest yeah I'm pissed out (pissed out)
If this goes on ima cut my veins out
And you don't hagve to worry bout me
You're only makin it worse (makin it worse)

What's the purpose of life?
What's the purpose of lyin?
I need to controle myself, rather than
limiting my creativity

I wanna feel free
But I'm way too deep
Into that shit
lifes not fair,but I don't care

open (dercept)

⋆ sojay

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