with https://soundcloud.com/hanirl :)

then I sit down

put away my cellphone

do it for my health

then I'm gonna tell nobody 

the way I've felt

tell tales

tell everybody that I'm doing well

I'm not

okay, still sitting down

open up my laptop

can't talk now

is what I tell my friends 

because I'm writing about 

everything, every thought,

every scene, every now

and then

I write about how

my thoughts pull me down

why are they so loud?

Why are they so mean?

Fierce and hostile, I fear I've lost sight 

Cause years of my life

I'd feel the gaslights

Kept wasting my time,

my friends would ask why

my tears won't pass now

I block it all out

just shut myself down

It's so much more than what I wrote

what I wrote isn't all empirical at all

I'm gonna get out of my head

soak up the sunlight

and fall in love with life again

it's so much more than what I wrote

So you read what I wrote from

most of the week where I hoped for

nobody to pose if I'm honest about

what's on my mental

I won't pretend to

act like I don't dread 

the palpable potential

that I will only end up

like what I've tried to end but

if I tried and I failed

would you probably feel

like I've fallen to my own virtues

this isn't a goodbye, it's far from that

I don't want you to worry, time won't hurt you

it's so much more than what I wrote

what I wrote isn't all empirical at all

I'm gonna get out of my head

soak up the sunlight

and fall in love with life again

fall in love

and fall in love with life again

fall in love

it's so much more than what I wrote

playwright w/ han.irl<3

Leave it all in a pen and a paper
(Your thoughts are not your now
The times you fought made you alone now)
Though she falls, he still feels he can save her
(In time you'll find a way out
It's crossed your mind, was it your own doubt?)

You always tend to think of what you lose
Now she writes about the things you used to do
Just a pen is what she thinks of you
And another night the story's in your view

Read those lines
That you wrote for another
Friendship or lover?
Take your time
Remind me you're stubborn
And reach for the cupboard
Just grab a knife
Or smash all the dishes
And break what I wish is
The last time
Fore you make an addition
You write what you listened

You always tend to think of what you lose
Now she writes about the things you used to do
Just a pen is what she thinks of you
And another night the story's in your view

Author

Contemplate is the first single of my album 。。。
。。。will eventually be released in both stereo and Dolby Atmos on all platforms

More info:
https://www.anthesismusic.com

Contact me for inquiries, commissions, etc.:
contact@anthesismusic.com

Contemplate

sorry for the lack of releases i don't get inspired when i'm not suffering

stream on here i need numbers :(
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+Entropy+

And you wanted it to stop
I couldn't give you up
I wanna run off out
But I couldn't even walk
At all

And you ask why-
And you ask me-

And you ask why-
And you ask me why-
And you ask why-
And you ask me why-
And you ask why-
And you ask me why-

And you wanted it to stop
I couldn't give you up
I wanna run off out
But I couldn't even walk

And you ask why-
And you ask me why-

Think you should feel fine
I can tell when you lie
Cause you just can't find
Maybe it's in your blood?

It's in your blood
Yearning for the other side
Of a fence that you built up
Up with all your might

And you wanted it to stop
I couldn't give you up
I wanna run off out
But I couldn't even walk

And you ask why-
And you ask me why-

Entropy

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“thought experiment”

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Following another big setback tech wise, I felt like just publishing this. 

announcement: I'm working on an album :) 

Places id rather be
I'll die before I see
trying to find some peace 
stop staring let me be
my hands are getting warm
I can't stay here for long

likely to move on
hyperfixate on 
People pass, I'm through security
for once I'm feeling so much more to me

likely to move on
hyperfixate on 
People pass, I'm through security
for once I feel there's so much more to me 

Its All About Me

icelevel_chapter421

We'll Make It Right

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originally made for FORM's 'All Nighter 9'


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my remix of "as I hang up a picture" by dobi

time is finite (dobi remix)

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