Paralyzed with fear
As I see you come near
Beating myself up for mistakes
You can’t even hear
Hide my ugly face
And leave me for fuck’s sake
I’m terrified of what you’ll think
Inside my fucked up space

But after a few drinks
I’ll let you in my head
Promise you won’t treat me 
like every other one did
I’m bad at everything
Speak without thinking
And everyone gets tired
Of my constant complaining
But when it’s said and done
I’ve got a loaded gun

Bloated and confused
You’re perfect and amused
Friends all whispering and asking
“what are you doing?”
Who could lie to you?
What a goddamned fool
Pretending I have anything
Worth saying back to you

But after a few drinks
I’ll let you in my bed
Promise you won’t leave me 
Like every other one did
I’m bad at everything
Speak without thinking
And everyone gets tired 
Of my constant complaining
But when it’s said and done
You said I was no fun

Stumble up the stairs
Hello, I know you’re there
Open up the door and let me 
Crawl under your hair
My sweet, I’ll count to three
You better be ready
To take this bullet 
With our names on it

But after a stiff drink
You’ll let me in your chest
Screaming bloody murder
As your face my hand caressed
I’m sick of everything
Act without thinking
And everyone gets tired 
Of my constant complaining
But when we hit the floor
Doesn’t matter anymore

Paranoia Girl

I, Paranoia

Don't ask me who I am or where this is 
I can't explain it's difficult to pretend
We're falling for each other while I'm
Terrified of leaving crumbs
So if you open wide I won't be rough
Baby you're never-ending ecstasy
Your fingernails hold my essence 
In every crevice

I'm finally letting you know how I feel
Don't tell me you don't feel the same 
My dear
The waiting is torture 
So why don't you move closer
I'm starving, you're restless
You make me pray for penance

Darling, your lily white skin 
I yearn to touch when we’re apart
And I know you'll be right there waiting 
For me when I come home
Don't you tease me with the teeth
I'm warning you
I've got a temper like no other 
Makes me cry the way you do
It's criminal
Hold me close and don't let go

I know although we fight 
You're terrified of being lonely
To tease that tortured soul
Your chest under my lock and key, well
Though you said I shouldn't touch
Can't help myself
I've been hungry far too long
Baby you're never-ending ecstasy
Your fingernails hold my essence 
in every crevice

I’m finally letting you know how I feel
Don’t tell me you don’t feel the same
My dear
The waiting is torture
So why don’t you move closer
I’m starving, you’re restless
You make me pray for penance

Stockholm

Stockholm's Penance

Follow you in silence
Choke me like a fool
You do
I know you do
I know you do
I know you do
Kill me with your lies
I like it, I want it
To have and to hold 
'Til death do us

Part a sea of shit to get to me
I promise it's not greed
I saw you with that 
Boy last night
Does he love you 
Like I do?

Tell me what he has that I don't
Does he make you happy
Say you're pretty
Tell you lies and 
Kiss you softly
Buy you flowers
When he messes up
I can do that too
I can do that too

If I ever leave
Tell me you don't want me to
The least you can do
Least you can do
Now you're out again
Do you ever take a break?
Don't break my heart
Don't break me down
You break my trust again

If I met someone
Who touches only me
I'd eat their loyalty
But what's the odds
Little unlovable me

Tell me what he has that I don't
Does he make you happy
Say you're pretty
Tell you lies and 
Kiss you softly
Buy you flowers
When he messes up
I can do that too
I can do that too

Tell me what he has that I don’t
Does he take you dancing
Somewhere fancy
Make you scream with
His romancing
I don’t think I’ll 
Ever measure up
I don’t think so
I don’t think so

littleunlovableme

Kill me if you want to
Go ahead, try it, I dare you
My gentlemanly friend
So solemn in your shoes
Take a step toward me
I'm not awfully afraid 
Of you

I'm tired of fighting
Just go home my darling
You'll be fine
You're trying to fight it
But we know your soul 
Will soon be mine

I feel you tremble
Under the staircase 
We designed
You stole my revolver
Why would you involve her?

Under the life that we designed 
I loved another
Why would I involve her?

Under the knife that I designed
You carved into my lover
Now she will sing no more

Got a gun? Let me see it 
Got a gun? Let me see it 
Got a gun? Let me see it 
Got a gun? Let me see it 

Is it fun? 'Hind the trigger? 
Is it fun? 'Hind the trigger?
Is it fun? 'Hind the trigger?
Is it fun? 'Hind the trigger?

Kill me if you want to
Go ahead, try it, I dare you
My gentlemanly friend
So solemn in your shoes
Take a step toward me
I’m not awfully afraid 
Of you

Kill me ‘cause you want to
Go ahead, try it, you’ll like it
Murderous lover
So silent in your shoes
Take a step toward me
I want you to be afraid
Of me

Miræn

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