if youre listening, i hate you

sickboi

18 years 
and youre still the worst person ive ever met
only thing that i think about is regret
and the only thing i wanna do is forget

n i hope yk i wish you were dead
all i want is for you to get out of my head
and today makes me wanna rot in my bed
all the things you wanted you could've just said

i feel so cold i feel so sick x 2

n i finally realize ur not it
idk why i waste my time on a

18 years and ur still haunting my fucking mind

if i leave this world would you go with me

know its stupid to think about
all those words that left your mouth
what you did was sickening 
and i know youre listening 

on this day you changed my life
feel like this i dont know why
do you still think of me i dont know
do you still think of me i dont know



even though i despise you so much

you just cant help




but constantly pollute my mind

july27th

lets check out the rides and if you want then i would get on with you
you treat me right girl there is nothing i wouldn't do for you
its what i do this for
were texting through discord
youre something to live for
youre something to live for

i was in love through everything i wanna be with you
you saved my life i wouldn't be here if it weren't for you
knew i was sad and i know you like to brag
i know that you got me had
when you took me to six flags


you were an integral part of my healing

and im sorry i neglected you

i wish


we could hangout one more time

remember when we went to six flags

i just cant bring myself 
and i really needed your help
yes i really loved you so
but my brain wont let you go

really wanted you to be the one for me
maybe i wasn't enough im so sorry
all she told were those lies dont listen to her
if you really love me just take my word

those long nights with you
it felt right with you
it didn't have to be this way
lord knows im not okay

i think about you alot


but i dont know

if we were really right

in the first place

kshi

hana

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