best song of the year, reminds me of #mama2019

im 17

(0:00) "choice, pt2"
(1:10) "divided"
(2:27) "perfume" + @tuaaandx
(3:57) "flowers decay" (ib with3r)
(5:10) "ranked" + @tuaaandx
(6:23) + @tuaaandx
(7:19) + @tuaaandx, @prodmelik
(8:27) + @so-r-u, @chewy
(9:43) "mechanism" + @okeefey
(10:41) "blue" + @2variant
(11:47) "thru the rain we glo" + @1lsdcore
(13:05) "laboratory" + @tuaaandx, @makemeapromise, @prodmelik

bday #17 + tdx, okeefey, cranes, heroine, lsdcore, melik, surgeon & variant

@blushxoxo @1savestate @viinssoo

lyrics:

yea, pills got me oh so fucked up
damn, me n #7s we tryna touch sum
tryna count bread
til we all dead
and this bitch kinda crazy tryna get in my head

they always tryna tell me that im tweaking
but im staying posted in the deep end
pills in my face got me seething
yea bitch im ballin every season

yup ballin til my bros up on the map
why she tryna slide up to my crib
i aint taking you back
if i die in this shit
wanna be buried wit my racks
never die for a bitch
but id die for my clique
dont give a shit
tell em suck my dick
why they tryna shut me down?
like i dont keep my clip
what a dumbass yea he switched
over a check like bitch?
yo sorry ass aint getting paid shit
pick up the pace or yo ass gon shift 
#facts

blushxoxo - deep end (vinso savestate)

produced by me, beat inspired by @vampiremutual
i love you @ch2rms
art by me

[im too numb]
i cant feel a thing
i cant feel a thing at all
can you save me from myself
i just go through these withdrawals
u cant see the way i tried to fall
im screaming out that i still wanna die
i wish i didnt know what this was like
im scared but im too scared to lie
im scared but im too scared to cry

im so numb
i feel so dumb
i wanna run
but i feel so torn
cant feel inside
i dont know
how to go
bring me home
bring me home
bring me home
bring me home

empty ft ch2rms

@pyu @1luvpurp (i also added the lil guitar at 2:05)
Heavenbound_#LoveStory2k24


the ink sets
the story starts
just how i thought that it would end
i was so wrong
sometimes i feel like the blood is on my hands, it’s my fault 
trynna find my way back to the right path
it’s a long walk

next chapter, page turned
don’t let your past erase your future 
wounds heal but they still show
i knew it would hurt
girl im sorry but i gotta go
let go of this curse
chemicals made me lose control
i got them all concerned 

how i wish that life was fair
and you could get what you deserve
ups & downs i guess that today is my turn 
i know just how you feel
i think it’s all inside my head but it feels so so real

take what you want from me
my heart, it belongs to you
my dear, you’re my everything 
i care.. what you think of me
you’re scared don’t know what’s ahead
so you run every time you can
i’m right here so just hold my hand
I’m right here, right until the end

the right path (meta & luvpurp)

0;00 - me & ashlynn
1;25 - me & ashlynn
2;44 - me & K1ro
4;22- me & heroz
5;28- me & digipak
6;43- me & digipak
7;55- me & arrant
9;09- me & negative.creeper
10;17- me & K1ro
11;55 me & soma
13;03- me & audii
14:23- me & alx

isolatedclips2k23 @ashlynn@k1ro@heroz@digipak@soma@arrant@audii@negativecreeper@alx

@lilac

thanks 4 all the love this year <3

i cant let go
i cant do this on my own
i can feel it in my skull
if u need me pls jus call
kno i'll b there i wont stall
spend these nights talking to walls
im for u like im a thrall
im with the trees i've seen it all
ziplock tucked inside the drawer
was i like this way before?
i cant feel im on the floor
got a taste i wanted more
let the sunlight touch my core
u look like a angel i cant b the one
every fucking angle i kno u the one
it was all so painful but u made it numb
kno i was so shameful kno i was so dumb

kno u make me better
feel it on my sweater
i cant change the weather
we cant b forever
i cant have this severed

at least i tried
if u need me i could slide
screws loose all inside my mind
i think im rly done this time
keep my faith like im walking on ice
i jus got dat pack w my bro im alright
idk if u even care but it's all fine
i feel so damn fly hang on telephone lines
i cant even trip cause u kno that i tried

where'd u go i need u
off that za w my bro im see through
its been so hard just to breathe too
u said ur hurt i said me 2
on the big screen like the regal
what ur words say its so lethal
i jus cant trust all these ppl
try to keep faith but im evil

spotify

severed (lilac)

it took too long i need my drugs
wear my jeans down up to my waist 
ifsixwasnine is where i hide my drugs
creeping up crawling out like a bug
i had enough just show me love
it went away where do i turn to
medicate all the same
what i meant to


maybe they got me thinking way too strong
ive been gone too long
causing thunderstorms head to the concrete
how can i save her when i can't save myself
its funny when u start saying no
they start acting different
im a egoist i just act this way
i do this all the same
tell me all these drugs the same
i dont want nobody, nobody
its all the samee

it took too long i need my drugs
wear my jeans down up to my waist 
ifsixwasnine its where i hide my drugs
creeping up crawling out like a bug
i had enough just show me love
it went away where do i turn to
medicate all the same
what i meant to

egoist (prod. augury + sunrisess)

keep going
prod by
@negativecreaper
@iheartlindo

lyrics
ur better off moving on, ur wasting ur time holding on
when u could be right here in my arms
in n out of love ever since u been gone
and nothing burns like the cold ah
if u gone hit my line, pls dnt waste my time
i wana put u first in line
and i know u wish i was still in ur arms
i would catch a flight just to see u in the morn
they call that a red eye, just gimme a sec i
we can go toe to toe, we can get matchin tats
we can go back to back, we can run it back
every girl i was ever with, all i thought about was u

let go move on (negativecreeper & lindo)

Inspired by https://soundcloud.com/k9id3n

Cover illustrated by me

First track release for a later planned EP

Your/Promise/Demise

@miro
@bodygaard
@eruh
@chained2

Spitting blood on where I've fallen
Breathing in pollution, pollen
Standing here again, I'm stalling
Scatter up the walls, I'm crawling

Black and white with a blur
Sore eyes kiss the dirt
Happy life but it hurts
Grateful for what it's worth

These things keep calling
I can see your eyes through the walls
Can you help me grow like pollen?
I can feel the bite of it’s jaws

Head down, laid out, sprawling
Something in the air got me coughing
Dust off for precaution
My legs giving out from exhaustion 

Crawling towards you
I can no longer support you
I wanted more of you
But I couldn’t change your mind for you

I still adore you
I don’t think I could resort to
Forcing you
Why does my head and my heart keep me torn in two?

Like, why'd I do that?
The double bar tag
Shatter like glass
I swear it's not bad

Spitting blood on where I've fallen
Breathing in pollution, pollen
Standing here again, I'm stalling
Scatter up the walls, I'm crawling

Black and white with a blur
Sore eyes kiss the dirt
Happy life but it hurts
Grateful for what it's worth

Black and white with a blur
Sore eyes kiss the dirt
Happy life but it hurts
Grateful for what it's worth

Pollen w/ bodyGaard (eruh)

miro

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