I want to kill myself

harmful

harmful [i_dont_care_anymore.wav] [FC, 21/06/2023]

nobody will ever understand this self loathing

Im Sad And Unhappy

The Birds Are Cold (Today)

Dehumanizer

not really sure if i am content yet still with how this turned out. i do consider this shareable though. might also help if i just decide to publish it anyway, so i can free my mind off of working on this. 

holding onto responsibility called past faults

in 2024 i had a psychotic break 
i wasn’t ok i was in a lot pain 
I asked god if i should die
she said yes i don’t know why 
prayers only get you so far 
killing myself is self care
and purity my only sin

heaven today
heaven tonight
heaven is dead
for death is heaven

HEAVEN & PURITY

Abandoned

take me home after it’s done
take me home after it’s done
i just wanna go home 
i just wanna see my pets

i just wanna be alone 
i don’t know why though 
is it the anxiety
crippling mental i can’t breathe 

omg it feels like the end
omg it feels like the end
omg it feels like the end
omg it feels like the end

TAKE ME HOME

yes this is reupload we all have shit going on in our lives dead fates is on hold

escapism

past decisions

3414166

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Songe

An EP that was simply made for fun. I started taking my music too seriously (despite facing little to no pressure) and got to a point of not enjoying it. I gave myself no time limit and made whatever sounded "cool" and enjoyable to me. I spliced both old demos and scrapped sounds with new ones, and I this is the most genuine fun I've had making a project thus far.

Street (Within Passing Cars)

Detuning - When I'm With You (EVERNUM Remix)

(readth) die alone

16 yr old idm/breakcore producer
july 31st


https://soundcloud.com/random-account-461348435
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https://soundcloud.com/dj-nurse-130901718
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////////////.rip is shutdown. maybe i will upload the archive and samples to archive.org, but honestly i don't feel like giving this retarded community anything back especially@mirrormgae98698486489568 and vlam you piss me off so much, kattmynta was right about every single one of you
@mirrormgae98698486489568 you think you know so much about waqs, but you know maybe 30% of the rabbit hole, you have no idea who milen is or what he believes in. and vlam is even worse, keep sampling the same 5 popular waqs tacks, are you retarded? and they are not even good, the music SUCKS ASS.
constantly advocating for suicide in their song names, but as soon as someone says something slightly pro-choice you block and ban him, very nice. the best thing is, milen agrees with me, he has very similar opinions on this topic, but you idolize him and ban me? are you stupid?
@mirrormgae98698486489568 but, you will never in your shitty existence listen to milen's secret project and to his unreleased 2016 album. and that makes me really, really, really happy.
fuck this community

Abandoned

mirrormage

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