holy shit this deserves so much more its so goooooooood

produced by the only goat @neohnq, featuring @1lav

#me:
is it okay here to be all alone?
im so scared to be lonely, i know its all my fault
darling, will u hold me? or u will let me fall?
guess im a falling angel, im turning into a devil.

i know u don’t wanna meet me, although our love was ended
just look into my eyes, u can see that im hopeless
deal with all these pills, all the scars upon my neck
u know I was suicidal, when i know this is our final
so i wont be so regret.

## @1lav:
and i feel so much regret 
my whole life is a lie
tryna be a star in the sky 
in the night, wanna shine
sometimes i don't feel like myself
but i know i'll be fine
i can see thru all of your lies
but it's all in my mind
is it really that wrong
when i'm left all alone
that i think about you
when i'm writing my songs?
baby i want you back 
but i cannot say that
tell me is it really true
or is it all in my head

#me:
is it okay here to be all alone?
im so scared to be lonely, i know its all my fault
darling, will u hold me? or u will let me fall?
guess im a falling angel, im turning into a devil.

(i know u don’t wanna meet me, although our love was ended
just look into my eyes, u can see that im hopeless
deal with all these pills, all the scars upon my neck
u know I was suicidal, when i know this is our final
so i wont be so regret.)

scared to be lonely +lavendr // neohn

im back w a rush
prod @breakupbreakdown + master @asta2002
host @zippie1
art work @qulncy
w @deepinparis @mis4ortune

Lyrics:
@zippie1
dont know how've she been now
that girl keep talkin down
that she wanna suicide
molly in her mouth
i be like-a-a-
yeah i feel like im on top
feel like 9hundred
shooting bang
thats a man down

now go pack your shit im just cappin
1 shot in yo head and her besties
…
tired em up i dont wanna lose it

shes keepin on that fuckin around
i dont give a fuck if ur drowned
i want to take all my all problems
smokin that kush feel like in garden

there is something i dont feel right
i wanna find someone to love
idk if shes feel hurt
or some one deserve?

i tried to move on
i can not forget her
dont know where she went
but i just spent a day to find her

feeling like im milly rock
shes chasing for another cvck
she just wanna bang
shooting bang you gon take that shot

dont know how's the death like
take me when the night down
death inside your eyes
fuck i dont feel it right

yea cuz you know me
i dont wanna go-o-o-

dont know how've she been now
that girl keep talkin down
that she wanna suicide
molly in her mouth
i be like-a-a-
yeah i feel like im on top
feel like 9hundred
shooting bang
thats a man down

@deepinparis
it wouldnt even matter if you try
im like im like
baby do you care if you die?
just stuck in my life
i-i-i-in the right
feel like im wasting time
they say to talk bout it but they do not up the fye

and you would never get it
i think that im reaching my limit
im just a sinner ahhh
hoping i would fail but i didnt
like bitch you know i didnt
fuck the check im uppin the smith n
i got a lot of wishes
i cant understand your decision

@mis4ortune
bring a bullet to your head
i wish u were dead
44, u can’t go mess
money chaser, non-pretender
bring this bag contain these papers
im not same, these fakers
wanna bring me down, im higher

imma step up my fucking game
ur a pussy, ur a lame
ur a sucker, gain for fame
pull up
i-i-i will never goin back
stir this 子デイ with some racks
are u ready to go dead

@zippie1
dont know how've she been now
that girl keep talkin down
that she wanna suicide
molly in her mouth
i be like-a-a-
yeah i feel like im on top
feel like 9hundred
shooting bang
thats a man down

(vocal chops)

EXPLODE + DEEPINPARIS, MIS4ORTUNE ( BREAKUPBRREAKDOWN )

explode🧨 + deepinparis, mis4ortune ( breakupbreakdown )

cover art by @qulncy
prod. @pw4prez x @skrena
me:

girl i tried to made u mine,
but all i see is lies
our memories’ collide
i thought that i was right.

all i see is pain
like a bullet in my brain
acting like a demon
everyone think im insane

(i know there won’t be a second time)

i shouldn’t have tried to bring u back
now i know it’s just a feeling
that won’t be forever last

should just have to let you go
now i know u ruined my life
slowly you killed all my dreams
now i don’t know where to hide
———————————
@hartfxlt2k
I dont deserve this
every single day I feel like im worthless
and that wont change I still feel the same
lay me to rest take away all the pain
from my heart
growing weak
dark outside it all looks so bleak
try to run and hide get away from me
Im at the point that ill never be complete
———————————
@1_xiinq:
僕は探す君の事
まだ忘れたくないよ
but, ill be leave alone
まだ向かう夏の方
あの日に戻りたいよ
巡る体温 つけるlieも
色が落ちるheart palet
色褪せるよ君の声も僕に届かない
苦し紛れ嘘を吐いて
i want to fly the sky
傷つけていたみたい
願う星 i wish 4ever

wish4ever ++hartfxlt, xiinq // sochi x skrena

@sennaiidesu @tores @prodjayysoul

um are you sad now
why you want to far away
i dont have to any choice
show me your love i know you know

i fcked up i felt down
i showed you all turn in my mind
(i dont know)
i shocked and fade out
please come back i know you cry

@sonyun
i cant feel the same
boi he tried to talk 2me 
but he's a fckin lame

swim me in the ocean 
everytime she goes away
leave me with these moments 
i know i made her cry

ye i know that love so hard
i will always be there
ye wherever u go
used to be an angel 

till u takin my soul
i put my guard down  
to let u go
tell me knoww

tell me know w/ sonyun (sennai tores jayysoul)

0:00 w/ jayysoul + sardonyx + wintfye
0:28 w/ kuriyai + zan
0:54 w/ jayysoul
1:34 w/ rxi
2:13 w/ shxde
2:39 w/ wintfye +voiceluvv
3:30 w/ wintfye + nightiger
4:14 w/ over
4:53 w/ ilysean
5:20 w/ kashik
5:46 w/ blazedini
6:21 w/ 22aryja +dxvi
7:13 w/ kuriyai
7:53 w/ kashik


happy new years!! 

thank you to everyone for listening

23' end of year (w/ jayysoul, wintfye, sardonyx, kuriyai, zan, rxi, + more)

@muynislitz @zerichu @sonyunnn @troiner
(@theinfinitude)
lyrics:
@muynislitz
u said we've gone to farrr
i gave u all i have but u'r so blindd
Im playing what im not the player
ghosted me everytime i text her
but i still wanna be the stayer
tryna go and prove me the braver
im not the ...
i see what i saw
u leave me on call
baby 같이 있어
what i used to fear most now...
is in the mirror
who i used to love most now...
is my heart tearer. . .

@zippie1
now im just fallin in love with u
vi sao em khien anh tro thanh thang ngu
anh chi muon nhu luc xua
ta ben nhau vao luc mua
xin quay lai, hay quay lai nhu luc xua

anh ghet cach em roi di
made me sad all night
gio anh chang con gi de niu
i just cried all night

sao luc em di em khong ngoanh lai
vui lap nhung con dau em mang lai
im stuck in this state of mind
keepin your lies i saw thru ur eyes

@zerichu
cho moi cam xuc dang trao
em oi em noi nao
o dau? (em o noi nao, em o noi nao)
cho moi cam xuc dang trao
xin em hay quay lai
trong giac mo anh dang tim nguoi
(em o noi nao, em o noi nao)
cho moi cam xuc dang trao
em oi em noi nao
o dau? (em o noi nao, em o noi nao)

buoc truoc doi mat anh (em chang con day)
neu nhu la luc xua ( ta chang con nhau)
niem tin kia gio tui minh da xe doi
chi con lai chung ta voi
ki uc muon mang

@sonyunnn
i fall down im bitter
could we do it again
co hoi kia a k the nam lay
ki uc a k muon quen
muon ben e tung giay
o ben e noi nay
a k muon thuc giac anh sang kia vut bay
i do it for mah gang  do it for mah mane
a chang muon nho ten kh the quen dc e
why it not as da same it seem very difference
i cant play ur game can u feel da distance

QUAYLAI (ft. muyn, lizzeri, sonyun) [lizzeri, troiner]

QUAYLAI (ft. muyn, lizzeri, sonyun) // [lizzeri, troiner]

prod me
mastered by @asta2002

would u care if i disappeared rn?
wish i could let u go but idk how
same street but im still looking down
i dont believe that u could forget about...

did u forget how we could talk all night long
tell me if i did smth wrong
these days i dont feel strong
so ill stay home 
and be on my own

@sebstixns-funerl

dont wanna talk no more,
i do not feel this place,
im numbing to the core,
im numbing to the core,

new year,
no resolution,
im the same,

guessing,
all the time,
i needed a break

that boy wanna be friends,
i dont even kno his name

but i dont wanna talk,
im in my own lane

i look in the mirror,
i see a monster
he think im inferior,
put him in the roster
got too much trouble,
im in the rubble,
wanna be subtle.
im in the rubble

@zippie1

loving you like a mission
idk if ur feel alright
how many songs i had to rewrite
since u switched the line
cuz i dont want any trouble
ik u wanna go
how many times i had to try
im gon make it right

now im gon run faster
we cant be good all after
(yuh) loving chaser
we falin again all after

u told me that that u gotta go
i can not hold u back
never try me like
ur better than that

i fall to your eyes
ur shiny like sunries
ma co le ta da saiii
baby tell me why
not feelin alright
vi co le do ta da saii

remember w/ sebstixns + zippie

prod by @zerichu + master by @asta2002

stream Always u on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/3048wIhoyK21GBM8C1jH0S?si=Y8B38x0PQ_eW1zqGr_fDRg

lyrics:
vậy chúng ta là gì (nothing)
phải níu kéo hết những nỗi đau
vậy để làm gì (nothing)
babe tell me tell me why
khi em kề bên
em xua tan màn đêm
liệu ta có lẽ đúng hay đã sai (ngay từ ban đầu)

just tell me why u go
why i woke up without u
tell me why would i have fallen
girl this love is not exist
những câu nói đó khiến ta vỡ tan :(
its broken inside now im heartless
ooouh if i got one chance
yeah its always u <3

take me back to the past with u
wonder why u treat me like a fool
and i dont need this
its hard to believe
just give me a reason to be w u
u said we could fall in love <3
tell me how this can be true
its broken inside my heart
as long i be w u

b-be w u..
baby i wanna be w u
i dont wanna take this no more
everything we have been thru
shining ur bright
i dont need no light
cuz im ready to die
now im loosing my life for u >:(

nếu em cứ đi
liệu em sẽ thấy thế giới này còn điều gì?
dont worry bout me
u need sbd who am i supposed to be?
f-fallin down w me
i cant leave without u
bitch shes wanna be me
u treat me like a fool

just tell me why u go
why i woke up without u
tell me why would i have fallen
girl this love is not exist
những câu nói đó khiến ta vỡ tan :(
its broken inside now im heartless
ooouh if i got one chance
yeah its always u <3

take me back to the past with u..
wonder why u treat me like a fool..
and i dont need this
its hard to believe
just give me a reason to be w u
u said we could fall in love
tell me how this can be true
its broken inside my heart
as long i be w u..

vậy chúng ta là gì (nothing)
phải níu kéo hết những nỗi đau
vậy để làm gì (nothing)
babe tell me tell me why
khi em kề bên
em xua tan màn đêm
liệu ta có lẽ đúng hay đã sai (ngay từ ban đầu)

(ooouuhhhh) cuz i cant leave without u
tell me how can this be true
just fall w me
u can make me loose

always u (lizzeri)

@violetxx9

you will never know what always should have been
i know u stole my heart, for all the suddenly
you told me “no more lies”, but u just set you free
i can’t keep it to ya, now i just let it be
but i do know, i still miss you
i do know, when i kissed you
but it is time, have to move on
with this pain, i gotta carry on

the day you made me hurt
you didn’t know you made me burn
inside my soul, you take control
n throw my heart away
what chu mean?
want some love, and then betraying me all the way
it’s too hard to fall in love with someone else
and i tried, and i tried
so many times i feel the meltdown
nowhere near my safe and sounds
then why u choose to leave
why u made-believe?
blood all run on my streams
red uppon my sleeves
these memories at night
hauntin when i sleep
i miss the way u hug me
end up just a dream x.x

i do know i still miss you // violet

prod. @wisssery + @nihil2free

@mis4ortune
i tried to bring u back from the hell
i tried to bring u back from the dust
but i cannot fix the natural law
so i just watch u starting to fall
x2

@remiliaxd
so much we've been through
but i can't help it all
so easy to lose it all
and idc what you said anymore
one fleeting moment is gone
i'm scared for new ones to dawn

oh well
believe me i tried
please open your eyes again
so scared of goodbye
i promise not to let you go

starting to fall featuring. remillia // wisssery + nihil (2023)

featuring. @zippie1
prod. @prodkirian + @decago

(w/ fussy vocal)

@mis4ortune
(i gave u my heart
but u never return it
i gave you my heart
darling you made me feel alive)

i just wish that u were stay
no, I don’t wanna prey
for the day you do betrayed
you punched me in the face

oh, it’s hurt so bad, but you didn’t give a fuck
and i know you never changed, bring these memories to dust
(hold on)
one call away, but u left me all on read
everything fade, i know i have tried my best (tried my best)
to keep you stay, now our love have gone decayed (gone decayed)
it’s okay to let you go away

i gave u my heart
but u never return it
i gave you my heart
darling you made me feel alive
x2

@zippie1
u took my heart
ur not gon give me back
did u treat me right
its all lie

since i give u all my trust
all u giving me is laugh
why u take me as a joke
now i never coming back

you betrayed all my trust
now i think i had enough
even i said im all right
u dont even know thats a lie
anh chang muon thay em ben ai
these thinkings kill me eveynight
u gon leave me i know
yeah just leave me alone

give you my heart, but you never return it featuring. zippie // decago + kirian

18.
mgmt: @zippie1

@1aprilshowers
@souls0ciety
#infinitude
@extwenty

give you my heart, but you never return it featuring. zippie // decago + kirian

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