i have 0 meaning this is all that is left

Secrets

i think this could've been different
all thats on my mind
im just feeling so blind
everything ive learned n its always forgotten
u dont wanna know
n it makes me feel rotten

i hate it when u show me affection
i could never believe
i need resurrection
lose it too many times
im an imperfection
im the one at fault
i dont want u to leave

my life its just been a sore
im so done not a thing i adore
cut u up i hate u whore
i dont know what im doing anymore

i hate it when u show me affection
i could never believe
i need resurrection
lose it too many times
im an imperfection
im the one at fault
i dont want u to leave

indiff (withdrawn)

https://soundcloud.com/luv-xb3/idk?si=596ed95cde6c48e487e547daecb7b02d&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing
prod. me & @luv-xb3


i swear i'd fall
its true that i miss u 
i dnt ever wna go 
stab my back 
atleast you didnt see me fall
i been tryin bitch now how does it feel
baby i just want
i just want to see it thru
call me up tell what am i to do

wna have fun
this shit aint fun

id fall id fall bitch you dont even kno
oh my god i think i mite go
think im done but who the fuck knows
you can call me fucking up
come on like me let me feel u touch 
like fuck
i wish i could be enough
nevermind im a stupid fuck
oh my god tell me how to feel
bitch why the fuck is this shit even  real
like fuck....

SPOTIFY

i dnt evr wna go(me & xb3)

try to die +xandera (wayza)

prod. me
feat. @xxcrush
mix. me, @xxcrush & a third more mysterious figure
master. mysterious figure 

lyirxxxxx: 

@misalivee
i been fucking gone baby i just wna run
baby i just wna fuck baby i just wna cut
i been off the percocet baby oh my fucking god
say she love me baby wna leave me fucking stuck
omg how you really leave me fucking cut

omfg im in love baby can we touch 
or will u leave me fucking stuck

@xxcrush
On sum fake pressed pills ya u know me
Bitter taste too it but im so sweet 
Ya I wish It could come like oh so true
O m g Idgaf
Od In tha party
I can’t stop me stop me
It’s a lot to me
Find a way find a way find a way
I always find a way to fuck up erything
I tried to see what they see
This not for mee
Ion want it back 
broken phone screen I still laugh 
Live love laugh
Ur outfit is trash yaa

Spotify

will you leave me stuck? ++xxcrush

SOUL  +  M1V

prod. me 
feat. @xxcrush
rushed master by me 

i want 2 fucking givee uppp

lyrix;
@misalivee
ohhh ohhhh i just want
i just want it all, i just want

i hope that you forgot everything i said
i hope that you deleted every message that i sent
im a fuck up, an addict, i should kms
why am i living? bitch i wna know myself

i still see you in my dreams
like omg bitch youre the one i need
its hard to funtion when youre like all i got
been mixing drugs in hopes my heart gon stop
and baby all i want, i might fucking give up
talk to me cuz i been twisted off my drugs
i wont talk to you again and it sucks

@xxcrush
You know this is bad for me
You don’t know what im battling
Like don’t talk this way
 it’s hard to say
I wna kms yahh like I have too
 like she bad news
Well im bad too
Bat wings actually 
i had too Feel the noise
I can’t hear your voice
Ina void promise I’ll get back too you 
tryna be fly like me
These not angel wings
Uu can’t ever see the way I see 
Ima freak like that’s so me
You look so cute with those bangs omg

why am i alive ++xxcrush

mistletoe w/ techna (6383)

#𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓯𝓮𝓮𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓰
GOTTA FEEL IT PT 2
enjoy
pt 1 (i enjoyed making both these songs vry much so i gotta run ts back)

https://soundcloud.com/revenantmutilation/lavendr-x-iveyys-lullaby-x-kiryo-x-p6inkillr-gotta-feel-it-pixelhood





@1lav
————————

decaying bodies on the floor
you're such a dirty whore
i'm in love with all your scars
omg let's cause a scene
ik that's the shit you love
yeah she loves to see me bleed
omg i fell in love
pretty little stars aling
when she kills me as i cum
i need an autopsy
they wanna see me bleed
let's bring it back right now
i can't even see shit
girl ive got this feeling 
i might kill myself
put ur blade up to my heart
girl i wanna feel it


blairr (me)
——————

yea i wanna feel it 
bby let my body go 
am i fuckin rottin 
scrts that well never kno 
ion wanna be the one 
said its all said n done 
omg yur such a tease 
yes i love it when they run 
LUV IT WHEN YOU BLEED ❤️
CRYING OUT FOR MERCY 
CUT ME OPEN BBY 
YOURE THE ONE WHO HURT ME -_-
I CANT GET AWAY 
NO I CANT EVER RUN 
ION WANNA PLAY THIS GAME TS 
IS NEVER FUCKIN FUN


@misalivee
——————-

what what what???
baby watch me stunt 
im addicted to this baby i just wna cut 
oxy in my cup she want see me cut
yeah i hate myself bitches wna see me fall

everything i do bitch yeah bitch i just wna hurt
you watch me kill myself if thats just what u want
everything i do for you like baby watch me stunt 
and i dont care baby i just want it all


me
-------------------------------
y̷̩̻͘ḙ̵̳̥̆̅ḁ̶̡́̕͠ ̸̙̉͒̀į̸͆̔͛ ̵̪̀̊͘w̵̧̞̹͊͌a̴̘͆̽̒n̷̤̩͚̈͆͑n̷͉̆̋͗ȃ̴̪͉́̚ ̶̺̿͆f̸̫̄̍ȩ̶̤͔̒̏ḛ̷̍̍l̴͇̊̉̓͜ ̷̼͑ĩ̷͈̟̻͝t̴͉̯̄͗́
̸̡̭̥͐b̴̺̯̂b̶̰̞̅̆̕y̵̼̽̌ ̷̗͎̠̄̇̕l̵̼̃è̷̩͐̏t̷̲̹́̓ͅ ̸͕͕̉̇͌m̶̨̰̾̀̓y̶̞̦̆ ̴̼͂́̕b̵̡̙̅ó̴̜͕͖̉̋d̴̰̒ÿ̵̖́ ̷̋̉̀͜g̶̻̣͑͜o̸̲̹͊
̸̤̈́͒͜ǎ̴̧m̸̞̫̍͘ ̶̪̿͝i̵̧̛̖̾ ̷̽͜f̶̤̦̈́ŭ̶̡́̋ĉ̵͛̐ͅk̷̫̮͊͛͘i̷̼̐n̴̳̲͝ ̴̣̽r̸̭̺͍͗͌̅o̶͎͇͌̄̈́͜ţ̵̝͑͝͝t̵̠̗͆ị̶̢͉̿n̶̰̥̑̑͌
̵̜͙̚͝s̸͈̉͐c̴̹̍͝r̵͕͗̀͠t̶͉̂̉̃s̵̙̿́̕ ̴̝̃ṱ̷̥̭̍̌̏ẖ̸̢̗̀͆ǎ̷͎̾ț̸̩͙̽̆ ̶̟͝w̴̲̩͖̽̋̃e̸̹̅l̵͎̿͠l̴̩̯̑̈́͆ͅ ̵͚̀͊n̷̩̮̐͠ͅe̸̬̫͐͑v̴̖̏͐ȇ̴̘̭̙͌r̵̼̱͘ ̶̛͉̣́̓k̷̰̿n̶̛̫̤̐o̸̠̓̄̚
̶̮͓͂i̵̼͈̍o̷̲̱̥͐̽n̵͖̔̾̍ ̷̜̿͆̀ẁ̵̬̩͕̈̄a̵̛̗̗͑͊n̴̠̜̜̽̍n̷̹͑̋̑a̶̲̩͘͜ ̴̬̜͗̓͝b̴̧͔̤̿e̶̪͖͛͗ ̴̭̕t̴̤͘h̷̼̮͐̕͠e̵̮̐̈́̌ ̴̫̮̀̅o̸͓̼͖͝n̵͈̆͝e̵̮͒̎̋
̶̳̓s̸̟̞͙̎a̷̲͠ï̷̼͇d̸̳̮̖̂̓̒ ̷̦͇̂̆í̸͉̇̃t̶̺̣͍͛̓͊s̸̰̈́̓̂ ̶̭̀̈́̆a̴̰̻̐̉l̷̜̎̏l̷̘̥͓͐̎̈́ ̸̭͚̓̂͐s̵͎̓̎ǎ̶͉͙̆̇į̶̝̌̑d̴̮̗͔̓͝ ̶̝̾n̵͖̉͠ ̷̣̙̪̾͠d̷̡͉͉̊o̴̭̬̾̈́͝n̶̗̊͠e̷̛̦
̵̹̼̾̂̾ő̶̝͊ͅm̶͚̺̂̓̚g̵̲̒͒͘͜ ̶͚̩͂ý̷̺̱͎̊̓ű̶̮ṛ̶͇̍͑ ̷̤̳͂͜s̷̲̯̗̏̕ư̷͕͆́č̵̣̞̓h̵̡̹̕͜ ̵̤͖̘͑̐a̶̳̼͒̀ ̴̥͛̇t̵̛̍ͅe̶̻͠ȧ̵̬-




lavendr again
--------------------------------
decaying bodies on the floor
you're such a dirty whore
i'm in love with all your scars
omg let's cause a scene
ik that's the shit you love
yeah she loves to see me bleed
omg i fell in love
pretty little stars aling
when she kills me as i cum
i need an autopsy
they wanna see me bleed
let's bring it back right now
i can't even see shit
girl ive got this feeling 
i might kill myself
put ur blade up to my heart
girl i wanna feel it

MIND_FUCK w/ lavendr + misalive #𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓯𝓮𝓮𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓰 (lavendr)

prod. me (its just a salem song turned into a beat)
feat. @hoshiestar
master @luvhexx

i suck and i should end it
lyrics: 

@misalivee
like baby hit me up
what the fuck am i supposed to do
never cared? kill myself to be close to you
like hit me up cuz youre the one
acid tabs yeah i keep that on my tongue
and i swear baby you dont gotta cry
anything you want girl i would never lie
youre the only thing i see when i close my eyes
youre the one i wont ever let you go

@hoshiestar 
and i wanna be right by your side 
fucked up so high so fried 
and i never wanna let you go
on my nose you can see the snow baby
all these drugs made me crazy
maybe
maybe its time to call it quits
stuck up in an abyss 
who you know make money like this 
iom care tho baby im rich 
still theres hoes on my dick
yeah his girl wanna pic
sniffin that snow
sniffin that whitney
prettiest star just like britney 
before the break down
fucked up sniffin the k now

ill never let ++hoshie star

Music by Ziderfex. https://soundcloud.com/ziderfex

GUARDIAN ANGEL

zonedout - VIRTUAL MIRROR (prod. phntmzn bR)

The full instrumental for my song “GENESIS” off of the HOLY! Album

(Assisted by ALEPH)

GENESIS (Instrumental)

https://soundcloud.com/benadryl-fan-club

i just wna die in your arms

i dnt evr wna go(me & xb3)

misalive

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