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CRUSHED IT! + Nosgov + Ichigo + Scratchy & pluto (nxty)

yo

my shadow sleeps next to me while i think myself to bed
in the blink of an eye i wake myself from my rest
brush my teeth and i leave to start the days i dread
how much more till i bleed whats left of my head
 
 
it doesnt matter what i do ill always feel the same
i wish i didnt feel this way i would always say same 
stay away im protecting me so i could feel okay
dont try to get close to me ill ask you to go away

i sit alone in my desolate room.. dim lights on my face.. 
converstate with random people that dont know my name..
why the fuck do u spend time with me.. i swear that im so lame
i wish i could see everything from outside my face

ive got so many friends i know i can talk to but
anyday i would pick myself over all of you..
see.. i could never leave me.. i would never tease me
i prefer everything this way. even if it means theyll forget my name

but its okay..  for me its okay
with friends its hard to tell
i am honest to myself so i think ill stay by myself

ill admit that i get so lonely
but at least i cant bother all my homies
in a matter of time they could hate me 
another night in my hell



ive been so tired of these days that keep countin bye
ill sing myself some sweet little lullabys
itll keep me warm in the winter.. nd falling down in september
  hope it doesnt leave me.. when i start feeling better

he'll always sit alone

ROMANCE SONG W/ MY BEAUTIFUL GF @u4riaa
lyrics:
asht0nn
girl i love you so much i would never lie to you
all these other girls never got me yeah its only you
and your the only one ive ever really wanted too
you fixed me and thats the last thing that i could ever do

u4ria
i could ever do yeah im so abused boy i love the way you move
all these other guys never treated me just like you
been thru a lotta shit ya i lost some fucking screws
cookin shit together til we on the news
see us on your TV wish that you had a clue 
to the secrets of this life you just cant conclude
if you hate us so much what you gon do 
project your insecurites why cant you be you 
just be yoouuuuu

ITS ONLY YOU W/ U4RIA

Shoutout coldplay,, also shoutout CaptainSparklez XDDD
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LYRICS:
I used 2 rule the club!
Scene hoes, money, & a bunch of drugs <3
I told my bro to pour that shit in my cup
Yeah we in the party str8 up tearing it up
AND BABY!

I just need your love, & I really want you to believe in us
I just wanna fuck you and just for tonight
Wnna dance with you under clublights, oh yeah baby!

I got you in my heart, I think its love from the start.
I knew that you wanted me, oh baby girl you're my dream
Taught you things that I know, theres so much things I could show
You bring me up at my low, & I just thought you should know

Everyday I get lit, getting fried as a bitch

Chilling with the gang, the same people that I been came up with
These fuckin' posers always on my dick, get off it or I'll fkn smack ur shit
I MEAN IT!!!

All I fkn think bout is you
Staring at the celing every night in my room
And I can't stop these feelings, these feelings are true
I cant imagine my life without you

When I fkn hit it I'm spinning
I feel the dopamine rush from the music I'm singin'
& I feel the come up and the feelings I didn't
I told my shorty "Whats up, hey bae you wanna hit it?"
One day we'll be the biggest

*And we light it up
We get high and crunk*
(Repeat)

Shawty know I'm the one, and its our kingdom
Everyday I have fun cuz you're by my side
And you changed my life
Don't know what I'd do without you
I feel so blessed to wake up 2 texts from you
And you know that I'll always tell the truth
The way you got me, you don't even have a clue

I used 2 rule the club!
Scene hoes, money, & a bunch of drugs <3
I told my bro to pour that shit in my cup
Yeah we in the party str8 up tearing it up
AND BABY!

I just need your love, & I really want you to believe in us
I just wanna fuck you and just for tonight
Wnna dance with you under clublights, oh yeah baby!

used 2 rule the club

SPOTIFY

used 2 rule the club (Pawl4k)

rip teen u were so inspirational 2 me b4 I was even making my own music so it rlly meant a lot to speak to you and drop this song with u </3

suddendeathovertime x tr0ubledt33n - drunkk  (prod. mastercard2k)

prod.me
feat. @asht0nn
i hate the life i live

omg
bitch you gon leave me fucking stuck
and i would kill myself
cuz this shit sucks yeah i wont lie
baby tell me what
the fuck am i supposed to do
should i just kill myself
like id do anything for you

baby i been stuck
i rly wan just give it up
yeah my life just like a joke
i dont give a fuck
i dont

i just cry
baby i just wna fucking end it
im lost im fucked
i dont get it

@asht0nn
Fuck my wrist is crying 4 u T-T 
I can’t take this you can’t too
My soul is hurting your so cruel
Ik all your secrets I can tell when you lie
Don’t make me kill myself
Don’t wanna see me end my life 
Smoking blunts in the snow cut ma wrist wit tha knife

want it all to stop ++asht0nn

ft @kaneda_7 prod sltted

sltted: 
i spent that money on you cuz i know id make it right back
i feel like im dead inside i feel like im vyvanse
travel round the world just to make it aint no coming back
when i see you why the fuck would i ever come back
going in circles just like im running laps
feel conflicted with the person that i am
feels like everything everything is going bad
feels like everything just went bad
we can just stay true 2 ourselves
i dont know why u told how i felt
i love you like nobody else
you never really told me how u felt


kaneda:
A fox looked at me as it walked into the road 
A car hit it and it seemed happy it got home 
Why do you avoid looking into my eyes 
Are you cautious to confirm what’s behind 
Why are you so despondent 
Does your mouth taste like venom when dishonest 
Do you think there’s a corpse inside your closet
Skin tears like the web of your promise 
A husk wearing a human suit and despite the facade it still comes off soulless
Why couldn’t it just snow on Christmas instead of a day where I didn’t need anymore coldness
A husk wearing a human suit and despite the facade it still comes off soulless
On a day where it rains does it offer you solace

Staytrue2ourselves ♫ ft Kaneda7

old song 
anyways guys im taking a break from making music

stay awake !!!! (prod.xgatteora)

prod misalive

misalive
bitch i swear im gone
its hard to give a fuck
noboby cares i just fell inlove w drugs
know if you want me what the fuck
i'd drink myself until im stuck
now everytime i pop a pill
n bitch i only think of you
like how you left me feeling stuck
and i been off these fucking drugs

evira
darling i don't want u to die
i dont wanna leave u here
stay close to me my dear

we got all we need cant u see
i dont really see why u'd wanna leave
ur so precious to me baby
won't let u get away so easily

my heart is tempting me to stay
wouldn't ever run away

ill never run away

think of u :( feat. misalive

Independent (9lives)

produced by me <3
promise you won’t miss me pt II
lyrics ,,

@w6lker
a fathom too deep, eleven more days 
i’m far too weak, and i’m ready to cave 
i know you’re tired of my heartbroken, 
lovesick bullshit 
and trust me i get it, trust me i get it 

but would it kill you to show a little sympathy?
i need to know that at least you’re fucking hearing me
pathetic & selfish, i’m writhing and helpless
was i ever worth it? i wish they would tell me

but can you really blame me?
when i swear my body’s always aching 
when i’m always pulling teeth from my throat
you don’t understand at all
inhale it all, try not to choke
when all of my best friends are gone 
so do they really hate me?
when every single day is the same thing 
when every single body part is breaking
when every single heart becomes tainted

@m1v
And i been so alone down here
Please come home its great my dear
Call your secret night affair
See your eyes glow in despair 
And im rolling deep
Start loving patiently a make believe
Drowning in my sea
And you dont see whats wrong whats wrong with me

@w6lker
but can you really blame me?
when i swear my body’s always aching 
when i’m always pulling teeth from my throat
you don’t understand at all
inhale it all, try not to choke
when all of my best friends are gone 
so do they really hate me?
when every single day is the same thing 
when every single body part is breaking
when every single heart becomes tainted

want it all to stop ++asht0nn

misalive

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