I wrote “Feeding My Mind” back in 2019. At the time I was convinced it was the worst year I had ever suffered through. Clearly, I was not yet aware of what was to come (hint: pandemic). I have struggled with chronic insomnia for over a decade, but for some reason, it was particularly bad in 2019. It seemed no amount of sedatives was enough to put me to rest. Ultimately, the exhaustion drove me to a strange state of madness, in which I remained for a good while. It was as though I grew comfortable with being in the presence of my own demons. In a weird way I enjoyed their company, so I pretty much just let them overstay their welcome and somewhere in the midst of all that chaos I wrote: “Feeding My Mind”. // NEA EINI

Obsessed

Feeding My Mind

Feeding My Mind - NEA EINI

Sun's Arising Again - Combstead & Robert Grigg

...too catchy, therefore worthless...

Moments

In So Little Time

I was happy to write lyrics and perform the vocals on this song! I wrote the lyrics about a man who has lost the love of his life. He visits his loved one's grave site and soaks in his depression, wishing she was still here with him. 

Bret Sinclair- Music, Arrangement, Instrumentation, and Guitar Solo.
Brett Anthony- Lyrics and Vocals
Manuel David- Organ and String Arrangements, Mix and Master
Aabrar Mahmood- Cover Art

Without Her

All Music By Me (Performed and Written) with the following exceptions:   “Everything Is Bigger In Texas” written by Benjamin Nix and Dani Ford  “So Wrong (So Many Times)” written by Benjamin Nix and John Moreland  “Emotional Constipation” written by Benjamin Nix and Kahlan Davis

Special thanks to Dani Ford, Kahlan Davis, John Moreland and the Toxic Bros.

Cover Art by OlcayErtem (PixaBay)

Emotional Constipation

Guitar, Bass, Piano and Mix/Mastering by Robert Grigg
Video Link:
https://youtu.be/vv4ajMFurzU?si=Q2VL9p65QCj8NrlX

Mocus Focus

The feeling I get when the world becomes too much

I Don't Care

Far Away

It started slowly
Creeping unknowing
There's something in my head
Swallowed in paranoia

It's sickly sweetly
I'm submerged completely
Everything's spinning
My heart's a hummingbird

I can't deny it
Cells multiplying
My heart's beating faster
Headed for disaster (scream)

Is this how I lose you?
Is this how I lose you?
Is this how I lose you?
Did I die tonight?

Your face is in my hands
I'm a stranger in badlands
Where time moves slowly
I'll scream until I lose my voice

Spine in all directions
A flooding in my senses
A prisoner in my body
Is this forever for me?

Is this how I lose you?
Is this how I lose you?
Is this how I lose you?
Did I die tonight?

There's a ringing in my ear
Louder than last year
A pain in the middle my chest
And flashing lights now in the mirror
Am I alive or am I dead?
Will this be repeating in my head?
I see you now and what I've done
And all the things that can't be unsaid

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Hummingbird

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17 year old Singer and Songwriter heavily influenced by pop and musical theatre.

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