Hey sweetie I've been thinking about you all night
I wonder if you left to escape or maybe you just want me to find you
Faking smiles and pretending everything is alright
But Candy Girl I've been missing you so much I can't think straight even if I have to

And Maybe were just perfect at our own way
and maybe we don't need someone saying we're okay
and maybe we were just about to find our own place
i guess we'll never know because you didn't stay

cutie is december again
and believe or not this time is colder without you
baby i keep waiting like i promise you that time
and even if i don't get any sign from you i hope your promise too

and baby you shouldn't worry about what they could say
as long as you are with me everything will be okay
and darling you don't know how much i wish you'd come back
without you everything is so dark

and by keeping your distance you think we will be safe
they are dividing us united we stand
everything we achieved is getting out of our hands
please we can still save the little that remains

and where's everything we said? 
all the promises of love we made... 
seems like you forgot everything when you left
and what am i supposed to say
if you are not coming back i swear you will live forever in my memory

Candy girl… i guess we'll never know because you didn't stay


Candy Girl (demo)

he's just a dreamer boy
and she has a little big problem
he waits just for a chance
but she will never understand

hes always feeling insecure
she wants to get out of her own life
he wants her only for himself
she only wants him far away

please understand you're the only one that he have waited for
and he wants you to know you're the only want that he would fight for
and if you leave him now you will be two halves apart

i'm never going to be her kind
i just can't take her out of my mind
and even though i know 
i will never be by her side

i like to try each time i can 
to make her fall in love and keep her that way
but shes not interested 
but shes not even looking at me

please understand you're the only one that i have waited for
and i want you to know you're the only one that i would fight for
and if you leave me know we will only be two halves apart

please understand you are the only one…
and i want you to know you are the only one…
and if you listen well you will know
that this song is for you

022202 (Demo)

you came into my life like a shooting star
you made me feel alive and then just let me down
and it was all my fault and now i'm all alone
you just disappear in the midnight sky

I've never seen someone shine as bright as you
i never fell so hard for someone like i did with you 
and if you give me a chance i won't let you fall
why can you see nobody else deserves you like me

and if i don't who will
hold you hand when you can't stand the fear?
and if you don't who will
scare the ghosts and demons away?

who will make me feel alive once again?

and never someone else gave me a brightest day
never someone else made me want to change
and if its not you then whos going to be
the one that will be there to catch me

and if I don't who will
hold you hand when you can't stand the fear?
and if you don't who will
scare the ghosts and demons away?

who will make me feel alive once again?

and i learned to keep moving forward
living each moment without regrets
please don't go so fast 
im just two steps away

and i will hold if you want me to
and i would go everywhere with you
please don't go so fast
it's just 4:29 p.m. 

and i can make it last forever you know i can
we can live forever at 4:29 p.m.

and if you don't who will
scare the ghosts you left inside my head away?

Missing Emily