bestie guestie mixes

Closing @ Suck The Lemon 7 - Gross Bisexual Rat

It’s the besties birthday 🥳 and I wanted to make something for your manic oscillation between peace, joy, hyperactive excess, and deep connection this Gemini ♊️ season - and of course for the inevitable flops that follow such iconic slays. Get it all babes ❤️ we deserve life at its highs and can handle it at its lows. All my love - kindeyes 🙇🏻‍♂️❤️🙆🏻

A lot of inspiration from the babes holding down the future of music; LSDXOXO, Kelela, Goth Jafar, and E.T. and all the incredible people I’m beyond blessed to know and call my friends, mentors, lovers, and delusional icons (catch you tonight SZA 🥰)

💎 triple ♊️♊️♊️ geminüssy 💎

So gals, for anyone who hasn’t visibly or audibly understood already, 2023 was not my year.

Several of my closest relationships changed in ways I desperately resisted and tried to control;  and in doing so, broke myself, my heart, and the depth of those connections.

It’s not all bad though, those relationships will mend, and these immense mistakes and overwhelming heartbreak on my part have also led to incredible healing and self love.

Some of these healing practices include:

 a threesome on new years 
- followed by - 
45 minutes of uncontrollable sobbing, alone, in the lab dark room while having to LITERALLY SWAT AWAY emotionally uninterested hands
- to then -
being fully and lovingly held by old and new friends and lovers @robert and @mohi @vinzenz

Another is (again) sobbing while listening to Deepak Chopras 7 spiritual pillars of success ❤️‍🩹 followed by railing my brains out with my favorite dildo “Her” and closing the ceremony with a 30 minute meditation.

Both are highly recommended; my self help book “healing from the inside“ will be launched in 2025 (should I?!??)

It’s incredible how being held by others and yourself in such vulnerable states can have such a stunning vibrational shift.

So, here’s a mix that somehow captures the immensity of heartbreak, longing for both what was and what could be, healing shame, hilarious drama, undying love, and the endlessly rediscovered joy for life that is my current and somewhat omnipresent self; desperately holding onto and actively letting go of - everything - with overwhelming emotion, trust, fear, and gratitude. 

Hope it’s bearable 🧸 love y’all 💞

Oh, also, happy birthday 🎉 to my mom 🤭

„‚cause the person on the other side, has always just been you“ - Weyes Blood

„We can do this, I just have to get over everything“ - me

What’s a need? When do you know if that’s just ego avoiding insecurity?

❤️‍🩹💋🐣 breaking points mix 🐣💋❤️‍🩹

kindeyes’ FKA Twinks mix

pc music performance art BUT at the grungiest swamp rave you’ve ever fallen in love at

“teetering on the edge of taste” - Caitlyn Polaroid 

Resident himbo for 
- suck the lemon 🍋 :
https://t.me/+ncoJLl5g-XRkMDIy
- forever ♾️ unlimited:
https://t.me/unlimited_whatever

AKA bestie bubblebutt pwincess

Sonic healing moodboard:
- your thesties favwit dj
- both adorable and cunt videogame theme type shit
- objectively middle of the road indie pop



coming to your brokeass rave s00n;

- twink death <> twe/inkarnation 30th bday rave, June 1st TBD

previous bestie ho-downs:

- STL Friends & Fam Rave, Kirche Von Unten, February 10, 2024
- Forever ♾️ Unlimited takeover, Kwia Berlin, Dec 17, 2023
- Dornika, Nobody Fucking Owns My Body, 80Mil, Berlin, Dec 15, 2023
- Forever ♾️ Unlimited, Berlin, October 20th, 2023
- Gone4Good 😭 Cowboy Blau Goodbye Rave, Berlin, August 25, 2023
- STL 8, Secret 🤫 Location, Berlin, April, 2023
- STL 7, Secret 🤫 Location, Berlin, November 4th, 2022
- STL6, Secret 🤫 Location, Berlin, August 5th, 2022
- House of Bodily Fluids, Berlin, May 7, 2022
- STL 5, Secret 🤫 Location, Berlin, April 15, 2022
- Cowboy Blau Gone4Good Release, Berlin, October 15, 2021


Hit up the bestie:

- dms on here for music or vibes or kiking in ur city


Book the bestie:

- kindeyesberlin@gmail.com

Suckers; 🍋 
https://t.me/+ncoJLl5g-XRkMDIy

kindeyes

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