Hell [Demo]

I don't want to think about it,
but it looks like I'm going to have to…
I've got nothing new to say,
I've got nothing new to bitch about.

Picked me up like I was falling sand,
the further up the more I descend.
Someone needs to draw the line,
it looks like I'm going to have to...

But when they find my bones,
etched with a portrait of you.
I swear they'll think you were my darling.
I swear they'll think we were in love…

But I've been searching for forever,
in the corner of my eye.
And I've tricked myself to thinking,
that forever is a lie that we could,
never get away from, 
without seeing eye to eye,
but emotions never traveled,
are the hardest ones to try, 
to find this kind of love inside,
but, boy... Oh, boy, do I try…

Now when the time is just right,
I will forget about your voice.
Now when the time is just right,
I'll know it was better to avoid.

But I've made my own undoing,
I'll never learn to be alive,
if the harvest that is coming,
takes me before I reach my prime.

Won't [DEMO]

Here's a song about my childhood dog.

Lyrics:

My best friend was smiling at me just last week.
Now he’s a box on my mantle for keep.
Soft brown fur,
now just some ash.
He smiled at me,
and now I can’t smile back.

I lost my best friend on my grandmothers birthday.
Not even one year since she passed herself.
He laid there defeated,
by life and by death,
Now a box on my mantle,
and I just can’t comprehend. 

My best friend was smiling a year or so ago.
Eternally unaware of how things would go.
But when his time came,
it was like he knew all along,
and the smile did fade,
and now my best friend is just song.

Petey

Lyrics:

Shaded light,
dimmed and glowing bright.
Suffocated in the windows,
that leak ever-present night.

But the midnight glow;
a late-night TV show,
dances 'round my dizzy head,
while I forget my dizzy life.
And lie awake tonight.

Shaded light,
mystifies the night,
a crimson disguise that brings shadows to life,
and keeps me awake in my bed.

But I think you know,
just where the blame should go,
You're a whisper, a ghost, a vacuous host,
that reveals things I choose to forget.
And I lie awake tonight.

Mistereebok