Eyes Wide Shut

Run Back To Your Arms

Start It All Over With Me

Through It All

Danger

Start A War

Kryptonite

I Could Never

ONE MORE SONG is a song I have been writing for the past two weeks and I finally got to finish writing it last week. I have been busy so it's just today that I got to record a guitar-and-vocals demo for the song.

I hope ya'll like the song! Lyrics after the jump.

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I close my eyes and I could feel
The cold midnight air, the freezing mountain breeze
The silence ain't so bad, just us with the word we had
written on crumpled papers, which we would scream out later

We were the kings of the night
Breaking the silence under the midnight sky
We shouted at the top of our lungs
Till we ran out of breath
Till the guitar strings snapped
Till our voices cracked
It was you and me against the world

And I wish I could go and sit with you
One more night
Scream all the words that we wrote
All those nights
I would give all that I could
Just to write again with you
I would give all that I could
Just to sing one more song with you
 
I open my eyes and it brings me forward
Back to reality, where you're now a stranger to me
The silence is so loud, and there's no turning back now
But if I get the chance I would chose to go back

To when we're the kings of the night
Singing the melodies that made us feel alright
We shouted at the top of our lungs
Till we ran out of breath
Till the guitar strings snapped
Till our voices cracked
It was you and me against the world

And I wish I could go and sit with you
One more night
Scream all the words that we wrote
All those nights
I would give all that I could
Just to write again with you
I would give all that I could
Just to sing one more song with you

But if I get just one more chance,
I would give all I can
Just to sit with you once more
With your guitar and drums on your phone
I would give it all
Just to sing one more song with you

Oh, whoa

I would give all that I could
To go back to what we were
I would give all that I could
Just to write again with you
Just to sing one more song with you
I would give all that I could
To go back to when it was you and me against the world

Aftermath

One More Song (Demo)

"HOW"
Written on December 22, 2019

Verse One
I try my best to move ahead
But in front of me is a mirror
I see my reflection, now much clearer

I also see the piercing sight 
Of all the things I left behind
I see the fallen parts of my life

They say its okay to miss them
They say its part of moving on

CHORUS
But how do you move on
When each step you take leads you to them
How do you put yourself back
When a piece of you is left with them?
How do you heal your wounds
When all you did was run to them to fix you

VERSE TWO
I give it all I can to find a strength
To move to upper ground 
But for every step up 
I take half a step down

I feel the tug of the strings
wrapped around my aching heart
Pulling me back to this never ending war

A war with what I feel and what I know
Is this all part of moving on?

CHORUS
But how do you move on
When each step you take leads you to them
How do you put yourself back
When a piece of you is left with them?
How do you heal your wounds
When all you did was run to them to fix you

BRIDGE
Even if the truth is in front of me
How do I move on and find my own way
When my mind knows that it's long lost gone
But my heart still hopes that all of this will be okay

CHORUS TWO
But how do I move on
When my heart still longs so much for them
How do I heal myself completely
When I couldn't even let go of them?
How could I clearly see
That all of this is what's meant to be
For them to be free
And for you to start healing
But how could I heal
But how could I move on
When all of them still lives in me

How (Demo)

This may be the last song I write about depression.

Because the next time around, I might not be around to write anything anymore.

The Boy In The Middle Of The Road

Shane Carl Montefalcon