😴 - 4

lyrics:
im a loser,
im retarded
i just ruin everything

you show me love
i dont deserve it
im a worthless human being

stab me 80 times and drop my body in the lake
id probably blow my brains if you escape and run away

im a loser
im so selfish
i want you all to me

i have the keys
to your house
and ill come in while you sleep

you cant change me
ive already gone crazy
its amazing
you sticking with me
even though im lazy
and stupid
and clueless
and maybe im too wreckless
ill buy you any necklace
ill do the things you tell me
and probably its gon kill me
youll bring out all the real me
and the real me is crazy
crazy, crazy, crazy

well im crazy now i guess

https://www.instagram.com/fuckpuker/
https://www.instagram.com/fuckpuker/
https://www.instagram.com/fuckpuker/
prod @Slushyized!

imsofuckingdonewiththisworldicantstandit prod slushyized!

https://open.spotify.com/track/3KCX1kCNZMiVW4zNSvpgNZ?si=d8d213bc833f4f05
z1pTies 2: https://soundcloud.com/heavn0nevaeh/track-u-down?si=d5bef7c1295a4b2cb17276998ecea298&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing
hands tied together w the zipties
tried2 take em off like a thousand times
move ur wrist imma make em even more tight
lmk when u wanna die 
leave red marks on my neck i dont mind
drop dead, but don't fall outta line
make it outta here alive
motion camera; take ur life
u dont know me but i know u all too well
{u dont know me but i know u all too well}
hands tied together w the zipties
tried2 take em off like a thousand times
move ur wrist imma make em even more tight
lmk when u wanna die 
leave red marks on my neck i dont mind
drop dead, but don't fall outta line
make it outta here alive
motion camera; take ur life
u dont know me but i know u all too well

z1pTiess

They makin blackpill edits to my shi
lyr : sittin' in my dark room, starin' at a bright screen
laying in my bed thinkin' about how they hurt me
drugs in the bathroom smokin' till the air green
i will lay in my tomb as long as you lay with me

you know you're the worst, i wont give you mercy
i hope that you hurt, cuz you know that you hurt me
you won't make it stop, you just make me bleed
you know you're the worst, and you won't let me breathe
my eyes will roll back until i can see 
my brain and my heart, i hope it stops beating
i won't stop screaming, i wont stop screaming
i won't stop screaming and i wanna kill myself
you treat everyone like trash 
we hate you pretty bad
we all think you're a bitch
we all think you're a dick
you act like you're so sick, and you never get better
behind your back we all talk shit, you get fatter and fatter
you always think the world owes you shit
do you really think that you're worth it

you're the fucking worst, one day you'll get your karma
hope you get what you deserve, you deserve the fuckin worst

sittin' in my dark room, starin' at a bright screen
laying in my bed thinkin' about how they hurt me
drugs in the bathroom smokin' till my eyes green
i will lay in my tomb as long as you lay with me

you know you're the worst, i wont give you mercy
i hope that you hurt, cuz you know that you hurt me
you won't make it stop, you just make me bleed
you know you're the worst, and you won't let me breathe
my eyes will roll back until i can see 
my brain and my heart, i hope it stops beating
i won't stop screaming, i wont stop screaming
i won't stop screaming and i wanna kill myself

you're the worst

prod @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

1,000 words, 1,000 days
not enough to explain all the times you were fake
locked away and now im floating in space
close my eyes and all i see is your face

i walked away from your love
all because you didnt give a fuck
you were proof that i ran out of my luck
disappear from my life cause you fucking suck

1,000 days later and i still cant forget you

on all plats   vvvvvvvv
https://open.spotify.com/track/5xa36KuOilMGle5wvI6UlJ?si=RFoCM_2rQdeLRdxpfOgIWA

heavily inspired by fangirls - h4rtbrkr
lyr:
i watch you, you watch me
we stalk each other creepily
i want you, you want me
my need for you is crippling
i'd run through all the dust
just wanna feel your touch
you hate me but i miss you 
you make me feel so fucking dumb

i'm like a ghost to you
you see me and you stare right through
just wanna mean something
don't wanna be a spirit to you

i watch you, you watch me
we stalk each other creepily
i want you, you want me
my need for you is crippling
i'd run through all the dust
just wanna feel your touch
you hate me but i miss you 
you make me feel so fucking dumb

i feed into the delusions 
there's something in my head
i don't wanna keep on losing
i'd honestly rather just be dead

i watch you, you watch me
we stalk each other creepily
i want you, you want me
my need for you is crippling
i'd run through all the dust
just wanna feel your touch
you hate me but i miss you 
you make me feel so fucking dumb

i watch you prod h4rtbrkr

illusion + savesomeone (breakfall)

mv - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wYwHNQUx4OM
full credit to woozy for the guitar i love u zig
https://soundcloud.com/wwoozyy
I wanna fuck it all up
I wanna ruin your love
I'll put a knife in ur gut
Just to hear you scream fuck
I dont know what it was, my vision just went to black
I saw the color of blood, i knew i couldnt go back
I wanted to feel like you so i stabbed myself too
And now you'll forever be a doll in my room

(dead girl, dead girl)

I'll keep you somewhere safe where they'll never find you
I won't ever let you go, i'll always hide you
They want you back but you're mine now
They won't ever take away my new doll

doll (music video out now)

prod me

what's there to talk about
tryna get away from my home for now
driving forty minutes and i look around
i don't think i'm ever gonna turn back now
why'd you talk that way
there's dread in your heart every single day
seems like you've known nothing other than hate
now all you do is give it away
i swear to god i tried
to do what's good to do what's right
still did me wrong but that's alright
cause now i'm driving into the night
and so i think a lot
bridges that i've burned and ones i've crossed
memories that haunt my head
they'll only leave me once i'm dead

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later:
and when i think about it
i think too hard and my mind is crowded
i know you said you cried about it
baby i know that you're lying
so i walk a lonely road
walked passed our spot as i'm coming home
and i remember that you once said
 i'm all you'll ever need and all you'll ever have but
maybe in ten years when we're older
i can see you on the aisle
with your boyfriend turning husband 
that can really make you smile
i was never meant for you and
you know i was in denial
maybe we can talk again some time 
but not for a little while

into the night w/ jacko

#3 - i cant stop thinking about it

Tattoo your name on me, 'cause I know you're not leaving
Without you I'm deleted, and the pain has me defeated
Put that blade right to my wrist, 100 stabs might do the trick
I take it back those cuts ain't shit, look my mom in the eyes and she saw my slits
Codependency is nothing new to me, I need therapy, I need counseling
I guess I'll do the things that they say I need
But I don't really think it'll fix a damn thing
They say just speak your mind and you'll be alright
But if I said what's on mine, I'll be in cuffs tonight
Or maybe I would be fine, my paranoia will kill me
I would kill myself if they learned the real me
I'm a disgusting useless addict, degrading myself is my favorite habit
I'm walking around with a guilty conscience, 'cause I'm a fucking creep and I hope I can stop it
Look in the mirror see my fat body, stop eating food and start doing molly
Nothing matters I'm still useless, horny, manipulative, and abusive

you know too much now you have to die

Track 3 of the project, my personal favorite.

One, Two, Three
I feel trapped in my skin and bones
I feel trapped in my
I feel trapped in my skin and bones
I feel trapped in my

Why won't skeletons leave me alone?
Just leave me alone
Just leave me alone (just leave me alone)
Why won't skeletons leave me alone?
Just leave me alone
Just leave me alone (just leave me alone)

trapped

lyrics:

Mistvale:
can we sit down by the bar
I wanna play sad songs I learned on my guitar
and I cant sing good without you(without you)
So that's why I'm always with you(x2)

I don't wanna talk about it(x3)
I don't wanna talk about it at all
I don't wanna talk about it(x idk)
I don't wanna talk about it at all

Can we sit down by the bar
I wanna play sad songs I learned on my guitar
And I cant sing good without you(without you)
So that's why I'm always with you(x1)

@Kaysnoto:
Ya i Think sad things while I’m writing this song
I gotta cut my hair your calling it too long
It’s just another sad indie song
Don’t know what I’m doing wrong(x2)

Mistvale:
Can we sit down by the bar
I wanna play sad songs I learned on my guitar(x3)

@kaysnoto:
Ya i Think sad things while I’m writing this song
I gotta cut my hair your calling it too long
It’s just another sad indie song
Don’t know what I’m doing wrong

Another Sad Indie Song w/Kaysnoto

too far gone

hit by a bus

Produced by holdmetillicry and coldwntr
Vocals mixed by holdmetillicry
Lyrics:

@holdmetillicry
you make me wanna die
you make me wanna die
i think ill kms
cause my whole life is a lie
commiting suicide
and i dont even know why
cuz i just wanna feel something instead of rot

the way u drive me crazy
dont think ill live at 80
girl i just want ur love but u been acting shady

and girl im sorry that i forgot to take u out
but im a loser , sit online , what i write about
ill cut my wrists just watch me bleed i wont make a sound
i think ill kms tonight and im sorry 

@coldwntr
swear ur Love drives Me crazy
swear I want Ur Love so badly
Dont know what it'd take for you to like me back
I'd give you my life, I wont ever look back
You seem to not care latelyyyyyy 
i know u dont notice meeeeeee :///
Visions of what we Could Beeee<#33
just know that For You Id bleed

@holdmetillicry
and i can't work at all
baby i just wanna lay in bed zzz
i took 20 fucking pills to get you right outside my head
but it didn't even work, so i just think of you again
i think ill kms tonight and im sorry 

you make me wanna die
you make me wanna die
i think ill kms
cause my whole life is a lie
commiting suicide
and i dont even know why
cuz i just wanna feel something instead of rot

(ALL PLATS) for you, i bleed w/ coldwntr

Another track revisited today, new version and mix of our song about football ,cocaine and night club life

Champagne Part two

prod by greyrock, генеральский
t.me/mhsquads
t.me/greyrock

Another Sad Indie Song w/Kaysnoto

Mistvale

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