😴 - 4

https://open.spotify.com/track/3KCX1kCNZMiVW4zNSvpgNZ?si=d8d213bc833f4f05
z1pTies 2: https://soundcloud.com/heavn0nevaeh/track-u-down?si=d5bef7c1295a4b2cb17276998ecea298&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing
hands tied together w the zipties
tried2 take em off like a thousand times
move ur wrist imma make em even more tight
lmk when u wanna die 
leave red marks on my neck i dont mind
drop dead, but don't fall outta line
make it outta here alive
motion camera; take ur life
u dont know me but i know u all too well
{u dont know me but i know u all too well}
hands tied together w the zipties
tried2 take em off like a thousand times
move ur wrist imma make em even more tight
lmk when u wanna die 
leave red marks on my neck i dont mind
drop dead, but don't fall outta line
make it outta here alive
motion camera; take ur life
u dont know me but i know u all too well

z1pTiess

They makin blackpill edits to my shi
lyr : sittin' in my dark room, starin' at a bright screen
laying in my bed thinkin' about how they hurt me
drugs in the bathroom smokin' till the air green
i will lay in my tomb as long as you lay with me

you know you're the worst, i wont give you mercy
i hope that you hurt, cuz you know that you hurt me
you won't make it stop, you just make me bleed
you know you're the worst, and you won't let me breathe
my eyes will roll back until i can see 
my brain and my heart, i hope it stops beating
i won't stop screaming, i wont stop screaming
i won't stop screaming and i wanna kill myself
you treat everyone like trash 
we hate you pretty bad
we all think you're a bitch
we all think you're a dick
you act like you're so sick, and you never get better
behind your back we all talk shit, you get fatter and fatter
you always think the world owes you shit
do you really think that you're worth it

you're the fucking worst, one day you'll get your karma
hope you get what you deserve, you deserve the fuckin worst

sittin' in my dark room, starin' at a bright screen
laying in my bed thinkin' about how they hurt me
drugs in the bathroom smokin' till my eyes green
i will lay in my tomb as long as you lay with me

you know you're the worst, i wont give you mercy
i hope that you hurt, cuz you know that you hurt me
you won't make it stop, you just make me bleed
you know you're the worst, and you won't let me breathe
my eyes will roll back until i can see 
my brain and my heart, i hope it stops beating
i won't stop screaming, i wont stop screaming
i won't stop screaming and i wanna kill myself

you're the worst

on all plats   vvvvvvvv
https://open.spotify.com/track/5xa36KuOilMGle5wvI6UlJ?si=RFoCM_2rQdeLRdxpfOgIWA

heavily inspired by fangirls - h4rtbrkr
lyr:
i watch you, you watch me
we stalk each other creepily
i want you, you want me
my need for you is crippling
i'd run through all the dust
just wanna feel your touch
you hate me but i miss you 
you make me feel so fucking dumb

i'm like a ghost to you
you see me and you stare right through
just wanna mean something
don't wanna be a spirit to you

i watch you, you watch me
we stalk each other creepily
i want you, you want me
my need for you is crippling
i'd run through all the dust
just wanna feel your touch
you hate me but i miss you 
you make me feel so fucking dumb

i feed into the delusions 
there's something in my head
i don't wanna keep on losing
i'd honestly rather just be dead

i watch you, you watch me
we stalk each other creepily
i want you, you want me
my need for you is crippling
i'd run through all the dust
just wanna feel your touch
you hate me but i miss you 
you make me feel so fucking dumb

i watch you prod h4rtbrkr

illusion + savesomeone (breakfall)

mv - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wYwHNQUx4OM
full credit to woozy for the guitar i love u zig
https://soundcloud.com/wwoozyy
I wanna fuck it all up
I wanna ruin your love
I'll put a knife in ur gut
Just to hear you scream fuck
I dont know what it was, my vision just went to black
I saw the color of blood, i knew i couldnt go back
I wanted to feel like you so i stabbed myself too
And now you'll forever be a doll in my room

(dead girl, dead girl)

I'll keep you somewhere safe where they'll never find you
I won't ever let you go, i'll always hide you
They want you back but you're mine now
They won't ever take away my new doll

doll (music video out now)

I did it for you

im lost

You have to be the one for me 
Im so tired of all your pleas
Painful days, never settled in
All alone, im really drinking gin
Escape this place, Never see your face
Drink to calm the sorrows away
Love aint real, its an illusion
Always drunk, calm my delusions

Feeling always lost and sick
Forever stuck acting like a kid
Immaturities, I hate this spell
She wont know how i really felt
Hate this town, hate everyone
Always strict, always stuck up
Hate my life, its never fun...
(i was supposed to scream here but this song is buns so i left it unfinished)

love is an illusion lol

Im stalking you

take advantage of me

with @czden

@cherishourmemories
dont try to hide your face from me
why cant we make it all believe
running circles around my head
when i saw that girl she said she wants me dead
im not hearing none of the words that u said
just lay in my bed and wait for the time to pass us by

@czden
dont testify your sins to me
youre a meltdown crying out no sympathy
how can it be
youre dead to me
dont talk to me no more
thats what u said to me

go cry your last tears cause its time
theres no more hope i
cant rely on no one
to just go and rewind time

@cherishourmemories
dont try to hide your face from me
why cant we make it all believe
running circles around my head
when i saw that girl she said she wants me dead
im not hearing none of the words that u said
just lay in my bed and wait for the time to pass us by
let it pass us by 
we're always arguing and fighting baby pick a side
you say im wrong and that ur right but we know its a lie
we know its a lie

pass us by w/ czden

(Cover by astroloxxy on ig)
@kaysnoto
youve been stuck in my head while im running ur world
ya im making the placements im playing you like chess
youve been roming the world for far too long
deal with all the hatred your facing all the stress 
you hate me and i hate you sometimes
Idk what to do like can i get some rest

@mistvale
you said love over lust since the start
but every time im coming through yeah your asking for sex
everything that you put me through i dont wanna play your games
you got me falling in love again 
you got me coughing out my brains

@kaysnoto
idrc abt nothin that said i do 
ya its hard to fuckin listen when you in that mood
and idrc abt breaking the rules
dumb young ones couldnt give a shit bout you
now im all your in head
and your all in my bed
and im losing my train of thought 
whats left in the end
am i better off dead i dont wanna just be a thought (almost passed tf out doing that) 

@mistvale
i could never ever change for you
cuz you know i fucked things up
and you could never ever change for me
cuz i swear your just a slut
i could never ever change(x2)
i dont wanna change for you
i could never ever change
i dont wanna change for you
everything that you put me through i dont wanna play your games
you got me falling in love again 
you got me coughing out my brains

@kaysnoto
idrc abt nothin that said i do 
ya its hard to fuckin listen when you in that mood
and idrc abt breaking the rules
dumb young ones couldnt give a shit bout you
now im all your in head
and your all in my bed
and im losing my train of thought 
whats left in the end
am i better off dead i dont wanna just be a thought (almost passed tf out doing that)

Bed Rotting on a Friday w/kaysnoto

requiem for you - my life

lyrics:
where did it all go wrong?
with you thats where i belong
i thought we'd make it so far

i cant get out of my bed
cant get you out my head
you keep giving me more scars

wish you could understand the way i feel
its been 3 days, and im skipping meals
i hate myself, to the point where i dont know
if you should stay, or if i should let you go

I did it for you

Mistvale

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