😴 - 4

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later
prod both of us as always

@i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later: 
slow down 
shut up 
take a picture of us 
watch her driving away
leaving nothing but dust

i know 
you dont 
really like to pretend 

you love me so let me go
??

me: 
im sorry
you know me
you expect way too much, again

you're going
still coping
i cant live my life without u in

so she'll go
on her own
and find someone else to make her smile

it makes me sick when i think of what we said
so many words i regret, but cant forget

pictures of us

https://open.spotify.com/track/3KCX1kCNZMiVW4zNSvpgNZ?si=d8d213bc833f4f05
z1pTies 2: https://soundcloud.com/heavn0nevaeh/track-u-down?si=d5bef7c1295a4b2cb17276998ecea298&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing
hands tied together w the zipties
tried2 take em off like a thousand times
move ur wrist imma make em even more tight
lmk when u wanna die 
leave red marks on my neck i dont mind
drop dead, but don't fall outta line
make it outta here alive
motion camera; take ur life
u dont know me but i know u all too well
{u dont know me but i know u all too well}
hands tied together w the zipties
tried2 take em off like a thousand times
move ur wrist imma make em even more tight
lmk when u wanna die 
leave red marks on my neck i dont mind
drop dead, but don't fall outta line
make it outta here alive
motion camera; take ur life
u dont know me but i know u all too well

z1pTiess

They makin blackpill edits to my shi
lyr : sittin' in my dark room, starin' at a bright screen
laying in my bed thinkin' about how they hurt me
drugs in the bathroom smokin' till the air green
i will lay in my tomb as long as you lay with me

you know you're the worst, i wont give you mercy
i hope that you hurt, cuz you know that you hurt me
you won't make it stop, you just make me bleed
you know you're the worst, and you won't let me breathe
my eyes will roll back until i can see 
my brain and my heart, i hope it stops beating
i won't stop screaming, i wont stop screaming
i won't stop screaming and i wanna kill myself
you treat everyone like trash 
we hate you pretty bad
we all think you're a bitch
we all think you're a dick
you act like you're so sick, and you never get better
behind your back we all talk shit, you get fatter and fatter
you always think the world owes you shit
do you really think that you're worth it

you're the fucking worst, one day you'll get your karma
hope you get what you deserve, you deserve the fuckin worst

sittin' in my dark room, starin' at a bright screen
laying in my bed thinkin' about how they hurt me
drugs in the bathroom smokin' till my eyes green
i will lay in my tomb as long as you lay with me

you know you're the worst, i wont give you mercy
i hope that you hurt, cuz you know that you hurt me
you won't make it stop, you just make me bleed
you know you're the worst, and you won't let me breathe
my eyes will roll back until i can see 
my brain and my heart, i hope it stops beating
i won't stop screaming, i wont stop screaming
i won't stop screaming and i wanna kill myself

you're the worst

radiolove

on all plats   vvvvvvvv
https://open.spotify.com/track/5xa36KuOilMGle5wvI6UlJ?si=RFoCM_2rQdeLRdxpfOgIWA

heavily inspired by fangirls - h4rtbrkr
lyr:
i watch you, you watch me
we stalk each other creepily
i want you, you want me
my need for you is crippling
i'd run through all the dust
just wanna feel your touch
you hate me but i miss you 
you make me feel so fucking dumb

i'm like a ghost to you
you see me and you stare right through
just wanna mean something
don't wanna be a spirit to you

i watch you, you watch me
we stalk each other creepily
i want you, you want me
my need for you is crippling
i'd run through all the dust
just wanna feel your touch
you hate me but i miss you 
you make me feel so fucking dumb

i feed into the delusions 
there's something in my head
i don't wanna keep on losing
i'd honestly rather just be dead

i watch you, you watch me
we stalk each other creepily
i want you, you want me
my need for you is crippling
i'd run through all the dust
just wanna feel your touch
you hate me but i miss you 
you make me feel so fucking dumb

i watch you prod h4rtbrkr

illusion + savesomeone (breakfall)

mv - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wYwHNQUx4OM
full credit to woozy for the guitar i love u zig
https://soundcloud.com/wwoozyy
I wanna fuck it all up
I wanna ruin your love
I'll put a knife in ur gut
Just to hear you scream fuck
I dont know what it was, my vision just went to black
I saw the color of blood, i knew i couldnt go back
I wanted to feel like you so i stabbed myself too
And now you'll forever be a doll in my room

(dead girl, dead girl)

I'll keep you somewhere safe where they'll never find you
I won't ever let you go, i'll always hide you
They want you back but you're mine now
They won't ever take away my new doll

doll (music video out now)

somebody

Background Character ALL PLATS BTW

(Lyrics)
drugs drain me out of my system
I tried to quit but I cant kick em
so ill keep on hitting until I crash and die

im gonna overdose soon

lyrics:

Together forever
is what you promised me
I never got to
See what we could be

Can I spend the night with you
Cuz I don't wanna be alone

But I gotta do what i gotta do(x4)
Even if that means I don't get to do it with you

i dont wanna be alone tonight

featuring @kaysnoto
vocal mix: by me and @kaysnoto
master: me

tear me apart in the worst ways
always got a headache
my soul is yours
always got a headache fuck the ones i adore
and if u wanna tear me to pieces
then u better come and see it
im the priest bbg ur the demon
but fuck that body miss it sm i need it

wanna take it away
to a better place
your my ecstasy
your my ecstasy

wanna take it away
to a better place
your my ecstasy
your my ecstasy

tear me apart in the worst ways
always got a headache
my soul is yours
always got a headache fuck the ones i adore
and if u wanna tear me to pieces
then u better come and see it
im the priest bbg ur the demon
but fuck that body miss it sm i need it

think im going insane
ya ur calling me crazy
im just a lame thats what im thinking lately

think im going insane
ya ur calling me crazy
im just a lame thats what im thinking lately
fucked up too much never gonna save it at all
think im going insane
ya ur calling me crazy
im just a lame thats what im thinking lately

ive been sick for a while
(going insane
ya ur calling me crazy)
you got me going through these ups and downs
(im just a lame thats what im thinking lately)
x2

(ALL PLATS) away w/ kaysnoto

She’s so pretty

forgotten & lost

winter mood (feat. GUSII)

i can't keep on going

(Strophe)
Ich kann hassen, töten, lieben.
Ich kann treu sein, kann betrügen.
Ich kann Frieden, ich kann Kriege.
Sag die Wahrheit, versteck die Lüge.

Bin der Anfang wie auch das Ende.
Forme Schicksal in meinen Händen.
Ich bin alles, ich bin nichts.
Zeige selten mein wahres Ich.


(Refrain)
Ich trag' Namen, bleib' unerkannt.
Verhülle mich im schweigenden Gewand.
Ich bin Beginn, doch ohne Start.
Ich bin das Ziel, doch ohne Pfad.

Ich bin das Echo vergang'ner Zeit.
Bin die Kraft und die Herrlichkeit.
Ich bin ein Spiegel ohne Gesicht.
Ich bin ein Rätsel und doch bin ich's nicht.


(Strophe)
Ich kann lachen, ich muss trauern.
Kann mich selbst am besten bedauern.
Ich zeig' Stärke, bin ein Feigling.
Bin der Führer, oft der Lehrling.

Wenn ich falle, steh' ich wieder auf.
Fall' ich erneut, geb' ich mich auf.
Ich bin offen, ich sperre mich weg.
Stets auf der Suche nach dem wahren Zweck.


(Refrain)
Ich trag' Namen, bleib' unerkannt.
Verhülle mich im schweigenden Gewand.
Ich bin Beginn, doch ohne Start.
Ich bin das Ziel, doch ohne Pfad.

Ich bin das Echo vergang'ner Zeit.
Bin die Kraft und die Herrlichkeit.
Ich bin ein Spiegel ohne Gesicht.
Ich bin ein Rätsel und doch bin ich's nicht.


(Strophe)
Ich bin durstig, ich bin hungrig.
Ich bin geizig, ewig gierig.
Ich bin fleißig, dann lethargisch.
Bin gleichgültig, dann fanatisch.

Ich bin stolz und ich bin neidisch.
Viel zu ernst, nur selten kindisch.
Such' das Glück, find' oft nur Verrat.
Ich bin Zivilist, ich bin Soldat.


(Refrain)
Ich trag' Namen, bleib' unerkannt.
Verhülle mich im schweigenden Gewand.
Ich bin Beginn, doch ohne Start.
Ich bin das Ziel, doch ohne Pfad.

Ich bin das Echo vergang'ner Zeit.
Bin die Kraft und die Herrlichkeit.
Ich bin ein Spiegel ohne Gesicht.
Ich bin ein Rätsel und doch bin ich's nicht.


(Strophe)
Ich bin weise und ich bin dumm.
Ich kann schreien, ich bin stumm.
Ich bin gerecht und tolerant.
Bin willkürlich und arrogant.

Bin geduldig und optimistisch.
Doch bin ich auch meist realistisch.
Ich bin nüchtern und ich bin trunken.
In meinen Zweifeln längst ertrunken.


(Refrain)
Ich trag' Namen, bleib' unerkannt.
Verhülle mich im schweigenden Gewand.
Ich bin Beginn, doch ohne Start.
Ich bin das Ziel, doch ohne Pfad.

Ich bin das Echo vergang'ner Zeit.
Bin die Kraft und die Herrlichkeit.
Ich bin ein Spiegel ohne Gesicht.
Ich bin ein Rätsel und doch bin ich's nicht.


(Refrain)
Ich trag' Namen, bleib' unerkannt.
Verhülle mich im nächtlichen Gewand.
Ich bin Beginn, doch ohne Start.
Ich bin das Ziel, doch ohne Pfad.

Ich bin das Echo vergang'ner Zeit.
Bin der Schatten und die Ewigkeit.
Ich bin ein Spiegel ohne Gesicht.
Ich bin ein Rätsel, doch löse mich nicht.

im gonna overdose soon

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