Lyrics:
Try to say you’re just being fair
you’re just instigating again
you ask why is it that
you can never control your anger, 
 
I can see you’re just playing favorites
and i’m not the one who’s winning.
 I try and speak but my words 
fall on decades of deaf ears.

it took years of self-reflection 
to know that miles are enough
and blood is not the thickest
but blood's not all I got  

I’m done fighting over who’s wrong or right
it’s clear that we’ll never see eye to eye
He flaunts his things that are shiny and bright
I may not have that but I have my pride

Didn’t you want to hear 
How I felt as the house crumbled on me?
You tried, but when you 
saw the truth you went and
turned it on me.

Kept it short, 
Buried deep in your head 
Tried to preserve the family
I crashed on the lawn 
and all I wanted was reassurance
   
That things will change for the better
And I won’t have to fear anymore
I just wanted trust and comfort

Deaf Ears

Lyrics:
I never had a name 
for all the things that I
I’ve been keeping down
I’ve been holding out

I circled back to the day 
that I felt it last
But it can’t get out
And it’s screaming loud

Don’t go too far
I’m standing here
Won’t remember my name 
in twenty years

It won’t be long
When you look back
Your chest begins to cave
like a heart attack

I just want you
to be here too
Counting the stars
or the night clouds


I hung around with certain thoughts
that held me back
I can’t wait to grow
I just want to know

That everything I had worked for
Wasn’t for not
Can you feel it now?
I’m not going down

Don’t go too far
I’m standing here
Won’t remember my name 
in twenty years

It won’t be long
When you look back
Your chest begins to cave
like a heart attack

I just want you
to be here too
Counting the stars
or the night clouds

It’s too late for the morning birds
Go to sleep

don't go too far

“I want to be with you”
Tell me, boy well is that the truth?
Is it that or is it that I 
I don’t belong

These streets don’t seem the same
Either that or I’m just insane 
Could it be I’m not who I once was
Before it all

Feet beat and drag stripping down all the sidewalks paved gold 
Can’t you see this is no place to live this is the land of all the broken souls

Stairs to the church littered by all the bodies and shame
can’t erase, can’t replace all the chance tell me is your god still by your side?

You say that you want a change
Counteract the years of the pain
Retribution for the unfairness
you only knew

Embedded in the thoughts
not outright but slips of the tongue
not mistakes or little accidents
you can forgive

This isn’t just another sob story
 This sadly is the hell that we live in
A place where the monsters walk among us
Trying to keep the peacemakers silenced

I Don't Belong

Overcast with your lah-uv-ah-uv-ah-uv-ah-uv  
(With your love)
Sky’s clearing uh-up-uh-up-uh-up-uh-up
And I want to know
Am I free to go?
Gm,

Give me it
Give me everything
I can handle you

Tell me that
Is what makes you squirm.
Scared of your shadow


Did you want somebody who 
stands by you to lie to?
In a way that only you
could try to justify.

I am

Overcast with your love
Sky’s clearing up
And I want to know
Am I free to go?


Gave my all
It wasn’t enough
That’s on you, not me

Tell you what,
you won’t threaten me 
with the same old shit

Did you think I wanted to 
stand by you? Be lied to?
All the years I tried to see
the best you, it’s not true.

I’m done

Overcast with your love
Sky’s clearing up
And I want to know
Am I free to go?

Overcast

Chasing down sunsets (Tonight should never end)
Strolling 'til daybreak (Wish we could do this again)
I don't have much time, you see.
When the morning comes to break me

You make it easy (Easy to fall in love)
Words so sincere (Sincerely always, Me)
Letters left behind in a case
Attics flooding, you get what you take.

Don't ever leave me (Whispered on my bedside)
Just keep on fighting (I've fought for far too long)
When I'm gone listen for this
Song whistling through the hills

-I'll be there -

Last Words

Produced by AYAM
https://soundcloud.com/ay_am_me

Lyrics:
Sancutuary's gone
The pain has never felt so cold 
Heartbreak learned from selfishness
Replacing everything you so stole

 I am all alone
And now you are a ghost
You still control all my thoughts
You still make your presence known

Stop haunting me in my sleep
You're making me seem  
So crazy 
I can't accept your apologies  
Can't forgive your insensitivity 
You're making me seem 
So crazy

I'm not crazy, crazy, crazy
I'm not crazy, crazy, crazy
I'm just forever angry

Way too close for comfort 
My skin has never felt so warm
Broken trust based on illusions 
I hate that you live in my bones

You left me here stranded 
And though you have moved on 
You still flow inside my blood 
You still blow up my phone 

Stop haunting me in my sleep
You're making me seem 
So crazy 
I can't accept your apologies 
Can't forgive your insensitivity 
You're making me seem
So crazy

I'm not crazy, crazy, crazy
I'm not crazy, crazy, crazy
I'm just forever angry

You've made me so cold
Where the fuck did your soul go?
Was it ever there?
I don't know
I'll never know

And it's haunting me
It's haunting me

I Am Not Crazy (Single)

I Am Not Crazy

I Am Not Crazy ft. OWLM

Music Video by Jonny Carmack:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oDF43bAVfYo

Falling through the cracks 
Camel cigarettes at the alter 
Marrying a friend 
So you could love again 
But you can't 

And you won't 

Sitting on a throne 
Hollow cheekbones 
and your savior 
With Nowhere to go 
Electric overdose at midnight 
Hollow to the bone under moonlight 

Well, alright 

You can dance to lonesome romance 
On your radio 
You can pretend that you're in love again 
With the shadows of being alone 

Well, alright 
It's alright, you know 
Well alright 

You're better on your own 


Driving through the night 
Fragile desert light in the summer sky 
Honeymoon for two 
Wearing something blue 
But you can't see 


That you will be 

Laying in bed 
Smoking cigarettes 
With your angel 
For a love so violent 
Clouded silence at midnight 
Empty paradise under black skies

Electric Overdose

I hear the moon calling out for you. 
Don't want to lose to a galaxy's love,
But constellations have always won. 

Blue topaz eyes
Please sing me lies
That you'll come back
And I'll be your prize 

Light freckled skin
Don't do me in
They won't take me 
So I will break-in 

Find the courage to say
"It is time to let go"
Searching hard for a cause
Don't you have the answer?

I'm doubting words 
I hear through all the echoed voices 
I hope you're here, you're still with me 
My favorite daydream.

Wondering how they'll age
and what they'll say.
Of what they knew of us.
You'll be here 
Words roll off quite
Don't taste the same
From where we last left off

Curled ginger hair
I need your swear 
That without me 
You'd only have air 

Dark tattoo ink,
What would you think
If I joined you
And downed this drink?


Find the courage to say
"It is time to let go"
Searching hard for a cause
Don't you have the answer?

I'm doubting words 
I hear through all the echoed voices 
I hope you're here, you're still with me 
My favorite daydream.

Daydream (Single)

Daydream

Orbited Fantasy (Demo)

Separated

Saw you out on the balcony
Eyes glazed with a cigarette
Wondering what was going through your mind (mind)

Tried to escape your past
Outrun all your demons
Don’t you know they will ca-a-tch you in your dreams 

Wanna know who you are when you sleep 
(Sleep)
Talking all this crazy shit to me
Try to dream off all of the nerves
(Nerves)
Darling you know it’s after the birds

You’re on your ghost train now
Find your way out 
Before it’s all dust

I wanna go-oh-oh 
To the end with you
So take me too

Oooooh 

Watched you up on the silver screen 
Parted hair like a prom king
Selling your role as a paradigm
(Paradigm)

Saw your name up in lights
Illuminating the dark skies
In the black you will always be my nightfilm 

Wanna know who you are when you sleep
(Sleep)
Talking all this crazy shit to me
Try to dream off all of the nerves
(Nerves)
Darling you know it’s after the birds

Lost in paradoxical sleep again
Is it too real?

Cursing your thoughts
Audibly this will remain 
Sleep talk 

(Sleep talk
Sleep ta-a-a-alk)

Sleep Talk

C R I E S   B L A C K   O U T  

C R I E S  B L A C K  O U T

Candy Hearts

Lyric video: 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AqFFTRGLHEY

Lyrics: 

Stumbled through the lupine
I was searching for a sign
Spun in a hazy fit
Crashed on the sandstone

I was just
I think I was just

Carelessly in love
I was searching for a 
wink or a smile or a touch
A hand reaching out 
I could trust

Thought I had a blessing but I 
Count again cause all I'm seeing is patterns
Manifesting through their actions 
Taking jabs at everything I question

Second thought I should've stayed away from
Thinking all the world is good when it's not
It's a hole of empty gestures
Talking about pointless things 
don't matter.

Tunneled through the iris
Tried to find some peace of mind
Lost in a strung out thought
Bound to the rapid tides

I was just
I think I was just

Carelessly in awe
I was looking for a 
push or a pull or a force
A voice speaking out 
for a choice

Thought I had a blessing but I 
Count again cause all I'm seeing is patterns
Manifesting through their actions 
Taking jabs at everything I question

Second thought I should've stayed away from
Thinking all the world is good when it's not
It's a hole of empty gestures
Talking about pointless things 
don't matter.

Careless

I have laced these elegant lies
Within every word I wrote
And now you’re on your own.

In this fuss, in this mess, 
and you’re lost
Unaware, so scared that you can’t escape
But then you ran away

And I asked 
“What’s wrong, is this not what you expected”?
“Darling, were these not your true intentions”?
I can go on with my life because 
I don’t need you

Just be quick gotta think like I do
If not, with a darker twist
Gotta be on your toes

Now you’re in for your nightly coma
Sunrises, all the lies are brand new
Go on and figure this one out.

And I asked 
“What’s wrong, is this not what you expected”?
“Darling, were these not your true intentions”?
I can go on with my life because 
I don’t need you

What’s wrong 
(What’s wrong)
Darling
(Darling)
I can 
(I can)
You

And I asked 
“What’s wrong, is this not what you expected”?
“Darling, were these not your true intentions”?
I can go on with my life because 
I don’t need you

Elegant Lies

Lyrics: 
I don’t think you’re ready 
to commit to all the things 
that you think you’re ready 
to commit with  me
 
You say you hear bells but 
I think that’s a siren warning you 
to take notes of the red flags 
all around

You think you can see a
Better man in me and
I love the thought that
I won’t mess it all up
 
If I had been raised right
Maybe this could work out
I am just the product
Of another breakup

If this is what you want
it’s who I am
I can’t change my past
I am damned

Do you want to make sense 
of the abstract shapes that float
around in my head when there is no one around?

Try to form their shape,
I’ve tried for decades 
I think they’re finally consuming
who I am.

You think you can see a
Better man in me and
I love the thought that
I won’t mess it all up
 
If I had been raised right
Maybe this could work out
I am just the product
Of another breakup

Commit (Single)

Commit

Contact:
Mitchellalexandermusic@gmail.com

Mitchell Alexander

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