I lost my boyfriend…. 💔 Im only 18 and listening to this

What if I ended it?

CINEMA

Heavy

Good Looking

Glue Song

Good God!

Nothing's New

Promise

the way things go

The Land Is Inhospitable and So Are We

My Love Mine All Mine

This Is How Tomorrow Moves

Real Man

words 

I spend my nights better alone
So please stop calling my phone, 
cause I don’t want you
I get high better alone 
Without always stressing 
about if you’re in a mood
Spend my nights better alone
So baby stop calling my phone, 
cause I don’t want you
I get high better alone
Without overthinking 
about if you’re in a mood

Baby I don’t wanna get high in a bad state 
Steady fucking buggin my phone because I’m out late
“Self project on me it’s fine” I said it that way
Then they ran off and they cried, “I’m in bad state”

Help me see the better side of everything
I wanna go I wanna see
I wanna go I wanna see
I wanna go I wanna see 
I wanna  (sh)

Spend my nights better alone
So baby stop calling my phone, 
cause I don’t want you
I get high better alone
Without overthinking about if you’re in a mood

Why you always on my dick, I know you like that
Breathing up and down my neck, you think I like that?
Why you always holding shit over my head 
Let me fucking live my life, not trying to fight ya

You really know how to kill my vibe 
(You really know how to kill my vibe)
Drinking dark liquor just to clear my mind
You really know how to kill my high 
I’m just trying to get you out of my life 
(I’m just trying to get you..)

Help me see the better side of everything
I wanna go I wanna see
I wanna go I wanna see
I wanna go I wanna see 
I wanna  (sh)

I spend my nights better alone
So please stop calling my phone, 
cause I don’t want you
I get high better alone 
Without always stressing 
about if you’re in a mood
Spend my nights better alone
So baby stop calling my phone, 
cause I don’t want you
I get high better alone
Without overthinking 
about if you’re in a mood

i get high better alone (feat. aWannabe)

Words 

I’m gone in ways, 
I’d explain but I don’t know what to say 
I’m gone in ways, 
Stitches with soon replace
My mood, my gaze, 
Every ounce of emotion on my face
Is fake 
I’m fake 

I just really wanna talk to you again
I have so much that I wanna say
But you’ve gone, far away past earth and beyond my gaze 
And I’d pray But I’m scared of what he’d say
Cause I’m fake
Im fake 

And I’d pray but I’m scared of everything he would say
Cause I deflect and reject every ounce of help that is sent my way
I’m scared for the day, no one will show to my grave 
Cause fake 
I’m fake 

Cause when I found you died 
It would be a lie if I said that i didn’t die too
They said I’d be fine, it would pass with time
turns out that was a fucking lie too 
Cause I’m still hurt
Every since I saw you get lowered in the dirt 

Were planting crosses in the dirt above 
I’m laying pictures of a time when all we knew was love
And I know that I’ve been fake 
I haven’t been the same since you’ve gone away
I’m sorry I haven’t prayed but I know exactly what I’d say

Of how I miss those days when me and you would run and play
Smile and laugh all through the days 
Break all the rules our parents made 

As we got older things had changed
You started to drift away
There’s so much that I didn’t say
Cause I was scared to push you away 

Gun lust, bad drugs, 
it gets crossed up with the ones we love
I’m so afraid 
That there will be a day
Me and you will be face to face and I still won’t know what to say 

I’m sewn in ways 
Stitches reflective on my face 
I’m gone in ways
Stitches will soon replace
My mood and my gaze 
Every ounce emotion on my face
Is fake 
I’m fake

i feel so fake

i wish

Inhale me like nicotine
I’m all that your body needs
You’re fragile like my self esteem 
Crumbling beneath my feet
Every-time you look at me
Our eyes they always meet
Your eyes are like an open sea
Ready to pull me beneath

I hate the way they look at me
You know exactly what I mean
Everything they say to me
They think I’m some kinda of freak 
Everything they say is mean
They always hurt my self esteem 
They know how to get to me
Because these people they’re just me 

Inhale me like nicotine
I’m all that your body needs
You’re fragile like my self esteem 
Crumbling beneath my feet
Every-time you look at me
Our eyes they always meet
Your eyes are like an open sea
Ready to pull me beneath

I love the way you look at me 
Your love it helped me see
Everything that’s make believe 
All the thing that reside within me

i hate the way they look at me

Words 

I only know 
Two chords on my guitar but I try to make the most of them 
I don’t really know
How to express myself but I do the best that I can 

So I’ll scream until my heart stops
slices down my wrist watch as I blow the roof my own head
I take back what I said 
I’m sorry I got angry again 

I only know 
Two emotions but I do my best to feel the rest of
Them 
I don’t really know
How to love that much but I do the best that I can

But I drink until my mind stops, 
scream until your tears drop, watch as you leave me again
I take back what I said
I’m sorry I got angry again

I can’t take it back
The damage that I’ve done is permanent 
I can’t take it back
All of my actions are permanent 

Even the sad ones
Even the mad ones
Especially the drunk ones

I wish I mad more decisions out of love
I wish I talked to you more kindly before you were gone
I wish I thought before I spoke
I wish I understood myself 
I wish I could’ve been better for you
And not treated how I treat myself 

I want to be better for you
But everything I’ve done is permanent 
It’s probably better to stay away from me
I’m bound to undo everything I’m trying to make permanent

I don’t really know but I do my best

Puberty 2

I Bet on Losing Dogs

Offering

Gilded Lily

Atlanta Millionaires Club

Kingston

She/her 
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Sometimes, Mitski feels life would be easier without hope, or a soul, or love. But when she closes her eyes and thinks about what’s truly hers, what can’t be repossessed or demolished, she sees love. “The best thing I ever did in my life was to love people,” she says. “I wish I could leave behind all the love I have after I die, so I can shine all this goodness, all this good love that I’ve created onto other people.” She hopes her newest album, The Land Is Inhospitable and So Are We, will shine love long after she’s gone. That’s precisely how it feels: like a love that’s haunting the land.

“This is my most American album,” she says. The music feels like a profound act of witnessing this country, in all of its private sorrows and painful contradictions. Sonically Mitski’s most epic and wise album, the songs introduce wounds and then actively heal them. Here, love is time-traveling to bless our tender days, like light from a distant star.

It's full of the ache of the grown-up, seemingly mundane heartbreaks and joys that are often unsung but feel enormous. It’s a tiny epic. From the bottom of a glass, to a driveway slushy with memory and snow, to a freight train barreling through the Midwest, and all the way to the moon, it feels like everything and everyone is crying out in pain, arching towards love. Love is that inhospitable land, beckoning and then rejecting us. To love this place, this earth, this America, this body takes work. It might be impossible. The best things are.

My Love Mine All Mine

Mitski

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