anyway, speaking of being gay, have you ever played DDR?

trashed in the tech club

my head
is all over the place
its not getting better

i cant
seem to make a change
ill be like this forever

23
whole years i
feel retarded all the time

any longer im confined
im gonna lose my god damn mind

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

breakdowns
from anxiety 
i hate being alone

wasting all 
my energy 
staring at my phone

cant focus
for 2 minutes
even if i try

yet another day goes by 
and im still here but i wanna die

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

out to lunch

sit across the room, who else could be in my view but you, feel so far away, feel so far away but i could kiss with bullet casings, bullet casings riddled cross the room, im rly gna miss u too, bombs in the lunchroom rly gna miss u 2, remember i had never met u, but now ur in view, predators form when stress builds up inside, served with a side of library suicide

library suicide

i really like this song, so dont take it down sc

I want you to be
as miserable as me
i want you to scream and I want you to bleed
i want you to hurt
i want you to hurt
i want you to be buried deep down the dirt

I WANT YOU TO HURT
I WANT YOU TO HURT

Why arent you sad?
why aren't you mad?
why is your life great
and why is mine so bad
I wish you the worst
I wish you the worst
I wish that i could see you be carried away inside of a hearse

I WANT YOU TO HURT
I WANT YOU TO HURT

Wrath - Fried by Fluoride (yet another reup)

please don’t drag it on
why can’t you see my jeans drag
can’t you see my hairs black
you look sad alone
come be sad with me
sharing razors when we bleed out

you make me feel like nothing
i swear that means something

every time you feel loved 
i will destroy you with my spite 

with your fingerless gloves
baggy jeans 19 enough

Sharing Razors demo

h4rtbrkr - zeroday (demo)

Rick Reese just liked this. I'm glad he's doing fine

sorry if I sound kinda depressed or smth, I'm just a little sick. btw lyrics maybe aren't 100% right

I feel alright, I feel just fine
Lately I feel upset about that night
I cried for help and so you killed myself
Leaving behind nothing to ever show

Two shots down and six to go
I'll be gone before you know
Even in death, I'm only a mess
No one gives gives a fuck
Until you're dead and gone


It's all I want and it's all I've got
So please tell my mom this is not a fall
I won't ever cry or break the Christmas time
And when I die I know I'm gonna die alone

Two shots down and six to go
And I'll be gone before you know
Even in death, I'm only a mess
No one was surprised, I don't want to die
I don't want to die

I Don't Wanna Die (Rick Reese cover)

Pls follow Fried By Fluoride
https://open.spotify.com/album/07ds3GizG9fhauv0YzPgwo?si=OSgLiL5bQUuj-GVcuU-7zw

Fried By Fluoride- When Pigs Fly

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Pls follow Neet 

https://open.spotify.com/artist/5zkzVyXidwVcrhfFuhWtjR?si=KXPp9qcKR_ufcUUyU32Cag
lyrics:
And I’m not sure why
Never truly felt right
In darkness my whole life
Never had a good time

Bitter and I’m jaded
All these things I’m hating
All of you replacements
You all make me so sick

You’re in my sights
Get ready to die

I load up all my guns
Get ready for some fun
Bringing you all down with me
Say your goodbyes
I load up all my guns
Get ready for some fun
Bringing you all down with me
Say your goodbyes

And I can’t fake it
Pointless conversations
All of you so basic
Now it’s time to face it

Bullets all in the air
No one’s getting out here
My life is a nightmare
Now I’ll be your worst fear

You’re in my sights
Get ready to die

I load up all my guns
Get ready for some fun
Bringing you all down with me
Say your goodbyes
I load up all my guns
Get ready for some fun
Bringing you all down with me
Say your goodbyes

Neet-Bringing You All Down With Me

original song finally 

lyrics

could be bpd
thats why im so mean
could be adhd 
i cant do anything
why bother with doctors
im self diagnosing
they already told me up on my phone screen
oh im autistic
let me sperg about my special interest
im going nonverbal
im ticking im stimming
all of my symptoms
they just seem to fit in
schizophrenia
self diagnosis
you cant blame me when im in psychosis
if i did something bad it wasnt me
it was my alter i have did
meet my system 
its hard to keep up
please believe me 
even with the slip ups
and a buzzfeed test
told me that im bipolar
you cant call me retarded
yeah its really immoral
and im neurodivergent
you are neurotypical
we want you to feel like we are divisible
if theres not something wrong with you
then theres something wrong with you
the quizzes and videos
they are all calling you

self diagnosis

Im down on my luck
I think I’ve had enough
Im gonna grab a gun
And shoot Donald trump

Not a liberal, just stuck in a hole
The only way out is a magazine full

(Chorus)
I was aiming for his head
I was aiming for his head
I was aiming for his head
I just wanted him dead

I missed my shot
I think I hear the cops 
Im lying on a lot
With a rock on my knot

Not a democrat, just armed and sad
She left me for a republican

Im down on my luck
I think I’ve had enough
Im gonna grab a gun
And shoot Donald trump

Not a liberal, just stuck in a hole
The only way out is a magazine full

(Chorus)
I was aiming for his head
I was aiming for his head
I was aiming for his head
I just wanted him dead

i shot donald trump at the july 13th pennsylvania rally

https://open.spotify.com/album/2eUpRQmkdOgKf2IRFSzIFQ?si=1tu8gygHQgWP41qV5H6i6g

i just posted a brand new album on spotify and everywhere but SoundCloud check it out link in bio

everyday, i sit pondering
everyday, i spend wide awake
spending days, in my bed wondering
spending days on end, wide awake
they all worry about extinction
i just worry about myself
i'm just worried about me
invested in all the bullshit
and i don't understand why
i always have to feel this way again
i wish i could control it
the image burned into the front of my head
they all worry about extinction
i just worry about myself
invested in my decision
i invest time in myself

extinction

if God doesn't smite you, i will

Pls follow Neet 

https://open.spotify.com/artist/5zkzVyXidwVcrhfFuhWtjR?si=Vp6SkihfSRy4Q2gXwsmgvw

Neet-This Whole World Is Nothing

“Gather close, and let the embers speak. For this is no tale of kings and crowns — this is the saga of fire, oath, and blood. This is the song of the last skald, and the flame that refused to die.”

In the twilight of the old world, when the fjords whispered of gods and ghosts, a warband rose beneath the dawn. Their oaths were carved in stone, their names etched in frost. The saga begins with “Oathbound at Dawn,” where warriors swear loyalty not by word, but by fire — a ritual of steel and spirit beneath the rising sun.

From the shadows of the fjord comes “The Wolf and the Fjord,” a tale of cunning and survival. The warband moves like smoke, striking with the silence of beasts. Then the drums thunder in “Hammerfall Rite,” a berserker’s invocation to Thor — the moment before the clash, where rage becomes ritual and the sky splits with fury.

But war is not only steel. In “Seidr’s Veil,” the warriors kneel before the völva, the seer who chants in tongues older than time. She shows them fate — not as prophecy, but as consequence. And then the clash: “Blood on the Ice” erupts with chaos, where shields splinter and the fjord runs red. Victory is won, but not without cost.

The ravens arrive in “The Raven’s Feast,” circling the dead with solemn grace. They do not mourn — they honor. The battlefield is silent, save for the wind and the wings. And then the myth deepens in “Stone of the Nine Worlds,” where the skald walks through realms of fire, frost, death, and dream. Each world speaks, each stone remembers.

Now the skald stands alone in “Skald of the Last Flame,” the titular track. He sings not for glory, but for memory — the last voice of a vanished warband, the final ember of a forgotten age. The longship burns in “Ashes of the Longship,” a funeral voyage across the sea, where names are whispered into the tide.

But the saga does not end. In “Echoes in the Hall of Shields,” the voices of the fallen rise in chorus. Their shields line the walls of the honored hall, and their names thunder through eternity. Yet even this is not the final flame.

A new chapter begins with “Where the Chief Fell, the Flame Rises.” The warband’s leader is gone, lost to legend. But his fire lives on. The Son steps forward in “The Son Who Bears the Ember,” uncertain but resolute, carrying the weight of legacy in trembling hands.

He learns the truth in “Peace Is a Lie.” The world does not honor restraint — it devours it. The Son casts aside hope and embraces fire. But in “Ashes of the First Command,” he learns that war is never clean. The cost of leadership is written in blood.

And finally, he rises in “The Flame That Does Not Bow.” No longer a child, no longer a warlord — he is the flame itself. Not wild, not broken, but eternal. He walks not for vengeance, but for truth. The saga ends not in silence, but in fire.

“So remember this, you who listen by the hearth: the skald may fall, the chief may fade, but the flame marches on. And in every oath, in every name, in every echo — the saga lives.”

h4rtbrkr - zeroday (demo)

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