this music is going to be singing in my head for a while 

A AA A A AAAA A A A AA AA A A. A A A A A. A AA A A A A. AAAAA A A A A A A A A A. A A A 

what part 2

orange

performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @blxty

[mental]
i could never hate u
doesnt matter what u do
i know that u hate me
usually i hate me too
tired of complaining
but idk what else to do
tired of explaining
every wrong move i choose

feels like ive lost every reason
nobody else to believe in
think ive got too many secrets
so i keep sleeping and dreaming
that once for a change i could feel something else
and it pains me to stay with the cards ive been dealt
i could keep moving forwards and look for some help
but id rather exist with just u and myself <3

[blxty]
so bby tell me what hits harder den my words
i'm sick n tired of explaining so u first
i still cant find it so i cant tell u my worth
so bby would tell me would u feel the same..
if u were hurt
Like wud it work?
wud u find me useful?
or wud i b like dirt?
and maybe it's just a process
One that i can not process
bang my head n the wall
and u wont tell me i lost it
pls jus tell me i lost it

https://open.spotify.com/album/5dkyRFb1yJPEI0MDEtQi8v?si=7obS22PkQE-X6LH4oxsTHA

after you feat blxty

no one's understanding

walk innis bih w my dih in my hand prod @pleasureplug

Doki doki forever-Nightcore

@uglyzucc
https://open.spotify.com/track/2n3Xsh4JTvw2L3n54VZnR8?si=onYt1ajuS7GpLz5DqAqIlA
<3

hallowed ground (ugly zucc)

overarching slowsilver03 lore

@yungkurtains
@1spxce

Standby + Kurtains (Space)

luvv4gttn me2k fllws ;;* mor songs ##soons buhh <<##33

covr n ft @midwxst  @midwxst  @midwxst  
prodd by @angelus7k @wndwsdwn

[bonsee]  
i gt sum goin onn ;;//
bt u tll me tht im ##wrongg
goin outt of my ##wayy 2show u sum
attntn,, nthnxx x_x

u hide urself bt ur ##cthru
ill mk it outt whn i nd2 *~*
##unlock itt nw i putt tha ##key thruxx
stll cnt gt in lik thers a fee2 -.-

stitchn,, idk if i cn ##fixx it
ripp itt yh remnd me tht im ##lvn
sayy itt,, y cnt u js admt itt ?
chng itt,, i dnt evr wnt2replayy itt v.v

[midee]
##postd up wit bons thts a scaree sightt #0.o#
##shinin lik da fkn north starr in tha starry skyy ☆.☆
thots alwys com in2my hed,, i cnt slp @ nite *-*
stuff alwys seem2hpn,, whn no1is in sightt ;;//

try2lt u go,, bt ur tha ##runawayy
livn evrydy lik its my final dayxx x_o
tryn2shap my ##futur lik tht shtt is clayy
trappd insid,, +++++++++

no u nt my buh so i dnt hear wna u say so
stayn wit my ##gang kno tht i cld nvr chang hoexx
chopa on my waistt,, ima lt tht fkr brain blo !x.Xi
no we r nt similarr,, no buh we nt dah ##same buhh

wht2think ++ midwxst [p. angelus//wndws]

I'm High

https://www.instagram.com/heavnlyheavn/
https://twitter.com/haloboyyy

this was gna b on the ep but nahh...... 
(this is the 2nd part of "didntwanthis" btw)

Lyrics 
im just really tryna come and make amends
(make amends)
its really hard even all the time i get
(time i get)
i missed all my chances and thats where i am
(where i am)2x

I said you talk alot you know you dont
im sending shots alot i know im wrong
said you dont got alot ill give you some 

you givce answers , chances 
baby thats romantic 
i dont wanna talk now im trying not to panic
just leave me on my back for once 
ill tell you when to give it up

im just really tryna come and make amends
(make amends)
its really hard even all the time i get
(time i get)
i missed all my chances and thats where i am
(where i am)3x

Chances

Stream

chances

@blxty
@15elias

[mental]
you broke my heart its bleeding out
i cry for help i scream and shout
i need ur love i need it now
u broke me all my walls torn down
rip me apart im shattered
make me think i never mattered
i cant deal with all this damage
burn me turn me into ashes

[blxty]
going back to my patterns
im falling in
if u told i mattered
would it b pretend
feel like dolly
tell her that she still miss me
she don't miss me she only miss blxty

lets see how far all these drugs will get me
2d only see the part where u leave
its crazy how everyone wanna be me now
covered up in blood feel like a hound

[mental]
they all wanna be me
i wish i was someone else
live my life on repeat
secrets i can never tell
everybody leaves me
i know that u will as well
i know u dont need me
moving onto someone else
look up at the stars
fall into ur arms im safe
broke into my heart
everything is falling into (place)

shattered feat blxty prod elias & mental

no time2waste

wine (prod. wonderr & mixed matches)

Credit://
@heavenindaclouds
@bodygaard

Notes://
Suffer Center is now open...
Also i know its not April...
But its coming up so who cares...

Lyrics://
wouldn’t it be nice
if we didn’t have to wait till fall
but the timing ain’t right
and i know we don’t have that long

brb i’m not in the mood
i hate to rushing things with you
crossing glances after school
hoping everything is cool

why do you talk to me
to get to my bankroll
limp like an amputee
because all my pockets full
under the cherry tree
watch all leaves fall
i know we disagree

but i’m tryna call to you
see through your point of view
watching how the flowers bloom
smell of the morning dew

seems the jokes on me i guess i’ll try to play along
i think i gonna cut it short i hope you were waiting for long
they say i got chipped shoulder i know it’s gonna leave a mark
i’m tired of these night drives put the car back into park

april showers bring may flowers (x4)

orange

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