never again

written/performed by @sydcxx & @eunhae
produced by saint mike
mix/master by @sydcxx

sydcxx - https://linktr.ee/sydcxx
eunhae - https://linktr.ee/heyeunhae
saint mike - https://www.beatstars.com/saintmike

[syd]
i swear i told you a hundred times
i'll wait for you, i'll wait for you
but everything we said means nothing
if you're gonna run away don't come back when you do
cause nothing ever goes my way
but still i tell you i'm okay
i thought you were the one i need
but now i guess the joke's on me

cause you were never there when i needed you
i told you i was scared and i pleaded you
to take me out of here
but you don't even care no more it's clear to see
i've already become a memory

[eunhae]
cause you were never there when i needed you
you left me in the cold, started turning blue
never thought i'd get to see that side of you
now if you call i won't pick up cause i don't feel it's true
being with you never felt safe
and i can still feel it every day
but everything we did is fading now, and no i won't get closure
sick in love, wish i'd given up, don't want no serotonin

cause you were never there when i needed you
i told you i was scared and i pleaded you
to take me out of here
but you don't even care no more it's clear to see
i've already become a memory
cause you were never there when i needed you
i told you i was scared and i pleaded you
to take me out of here
but you don't even care no more it's clear to see
i've already become a memory

i've already become, i've already become a memory
i've already become, i've already become

ive already become a memory w/ eunhae (saint mike)

@owtiss
prod @diligencexs, @ev333, @prod_death

(and i dont know who you are, anymore... anymore...)

i cant be
why do i feel cold?
fighting things
monsters on the road
there's one left she's
draining all my blood
like 1 2 3
im the very last one

and i know my time is up
in a rocket ship see the sun
all our memories think back on
how our love is gone
i dont wanna
have to start the conversation again
i know imma
little over my head
i dont know what to think
i dont know what to say
for my brain instead i have a black hole
when you complain should i come back more?
when im marking my land i plant a flag pole
when you walk in my door dont you ask more
and i never give up dont know what for

monsters on the road (dili, ev333, death)

sometimes u just need to step back and breathe

thank u to @shatter3d for helping me w the track, feedback helped me turn it into this :P

also thank u to my inspos-
@lilac @lovefelt @y4ndere @winter @diligencexs and @resolve1k

my sound has developed and changed by taking inspiration from what all of u make <3

breathe

something's not feeling right prod sochi + cloudbxy

Crusifye  Kuru - Alright (prod. Odel)

deer in the headlights

wired (feat. wstdyth)

https://soundcloud.com/monocryy
prod. caves jolst

mckel - why not

@prodsoma

Apologies I never got 
I know that I’m not worth too much
Promises that you forgot 
Sorry I just work alot 

Never thought I’d fall in love 
Never thought I’d lose it all 
Gave my all you gave me scars 
Wash away out from my arms 

All alone I’m so scared everything 
Everything you did to me 
Did to me I’ll do it back
Wish it wouldn’t be this way 
Stabbed my back 
You forced my hand 
You fucked me up in every way 

Can’t drink the pain away 
Can’t wait for your embrace 
It's been a long time
Since I've felt something 
Inside my chest
Live a long life 
I still can't get you out my head


All your words were never true 
Something that I always knew 
Back when you would love me too 
Love the way I’d fall for you 
Go outside I come unglued 
Anxiety comes creeping through 
Creeping through the avenue 
And bleeding through my worn out shoes 

Worn out shoes, it’s overdue 
It’s still hurts just knowing you 
Cut me loose and I conclude 
That I’m fucked up but so are you 

So are you 
So are you 
So are you

Promises (soma)

<3333333333
@xoxodieforu

Prod: Geam

lyrics: soon

wired (feat. wstdyth)

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