simple song i wrote in 5 minutes. lyrics inspired by teen suicide

i woke up in the classroom
and someone was whispering your name
directly into my ear.
i looked around but i couldn't find them

i worry far too much and i know
that it will ruin us
just like it ruined so many things before
let me be a part of you while i still can

worrier

must be nice

without you (may 18 2025 practice)

coffee cover

You brushed against the mirror,
and shattered my reflection.
I wanted to show you an image of me
An image of who you wanted me to be
But I come crumbling down like a house of cards 
as you walk over my insecurities

Gashes, deep in my flesh
Not from your thorns
But from what I carved out of myself
Fantasizing that one day
I’ll be worthy enough to hold a rose

Right person wrong time, the angel told me
So I made wings to reach for the skies
Even if i burnt alive, through the essence of my own self
I was closer to you
And you took me in, embraced by the flames.

As you put your head on my chest
Laying on the bed that was too small for the both of us
I was out of breath, my lungs filled by the promises turned to ash
Not from begging you to stay
because there was nothing left of me to burn

I’m still not what you want
And I’m not who I was
I’m still not what you want
And I’m not who I was

Thank you for spending time with me,  laughing at my stupid jokes 
Thank you for letting me get lost in your eyes for hours on end
Thank you for always being so kind and understanding
Thank you for letting me be a part of your journey of finding truth in life
I hope that you’ll always be true to yourself and find what you’re looking for.
Thank you for being you

mizly

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