Painfully Sober (with Teenage Disaster)

Lyrics:

I get it all

I’m cold

Can’t feel the warmth

Don’t know your close

I’m getting old

Im grown

But i won’t change cause its all i know

I’m gon waste the day

Feel comfort with pain

You a ho

I’m a troll

How i entertain

My life like a game

Guess who getting played

Every single day

I won’t move a single pace

Won’t move from this space

Its where I’m feeling safe


I’ve been waiting 

I’ve had to wait so long

You don’t get my respect

Ain’t gimme what i want

Im an ipad baby

And i need more

If i can’t do what i please

I don’t wanna hear you anymore


You ain’t know, nothing about me

I don’t show when i S O B

What i chose, what i want you to see

Its all a joke my defect im me

New clothes, bitch i am the king

Something missing is it wrong

Its a prison in my dreams

Right

I’m close to getting what i need

Its never getting better cause everything is preconceived 

Make you love me it was taken from me

We’re so close yet far away

We share this disconnection

This mis-reflection

Its gross

Get away from me

No

Don’t want a new perspective 

Theres demons in my mentions

Lets see what do they says then

Manchild

Lyrics:

I kill everything i touch

And i will 

I turn it into something else

I’m trismegistus playing tricks on your system

Its some visionary fiction

Author of this hyperstition

Its glitching

Everything you’ve ever known is missing

Its a symptom of your innocence

Beginning to end

And

All of the dissonance you can’t understand

Its a part of a harmony thats outside of your hands

Outside your perspective connected to what you object

Your obsession with possessing everything is what makes you a speck

Cause in the end its all dust

In the end we all gotta give it up

Cause in the end is a beginning from above

To below in the middle where you stuck

It never end lifes a mobius strip

So lets begin come open your fist

Let go of what you’re holding become whole

Its a gift

Explosion start the growth how the code transmit


I kill everything i touch

And i will 

I turn it into something else


Destruction is creation

Creation is destruction

Destruction is creation

Creation is creation is

Destruction is creation

Creation is destruction

Destruction is creation

Creation is creation is


I kill everything i touch

And i will 

I turn it into something else

Creation And Destruction

Lyrics:

I can’t escape you

Thought i would hate you

I don’t

I can’t replace you

You’re so complicated to know

I couldn’t make you

I couldn’t shape you

I tried

I just embraced you

You were amazing to know

Who’s perfect anyway

Your flaws what make you you

I’ll take that anyday

You’ve always been there for me

Who’s perfect anyway

Your flaws what make you you

I’ll take that anyday

You’ve always been there for me


Love was not

What they taught

What they showed me it was

Can’t be bought

Isn’t law

Can’t accost fear ain’t us

Isn’t real

Why you here

Lets go waste some time

With you its worthwhile

Sometimes i hate my mind

This feeling one day it will end

I’m here till then

Lets forget and get away

Beauty Is Ugly

uh

lil bitch wanna be me

wanna kiss this dick wanna see me

uh they flip they believe me

get a grip this shit you need me


I can sync your rhythms with god

eliminate enemies your the center of it all 

never drop

you can bump this shit in the mall

I'm an ambiguous entity livin rent free in your skull

make it blown

party like the apocalypse started

already got me a part in this theatre of cruelty 

i'm doin it usually

A student in the school of life

you keep getting held back 

cause you can't go through to newer sights

you diggin through the trash 

to find my back stage passes

I'll sync you with the track

don't let the glass break

you tap in

all these industry rappers started as incels

including me

disinformation is your intel

you goin broke throwin pennies at the wishing well

you gon cope drinking anything you wish for real

uhh but you got plenty on the internet

uh

lil bitch wanna be me

wanna kiss this dick wanna see me

uh they flip they believe me

get a grip this shit you need me


can't get in my safe zone

its me

my ego is too frail 

is all my own

the center story 

I'm alone

imagine you not boring

its what you need

Get A Grip

PROD. @mkultraproductions

lineup:
LIL DARKIE @lildvrkie
BLCKK @blckk
CHRIST DILLINGER @christdillinger
FL.VCO @hellomesq

SHIT ON MY PLATE (PROD. MKULTRA)

Produced by MKULTRA

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rkrJBsx4aEw

Please don’t be yourself 

It hurts me

It burns me

To know that your not who i thought you were

Stop being yourself

I’m learning

You confirm it

That i never loved you anyway

Compartment mental lies

Don’t need to even try

I just know in my mind how the world work

If you don’t say the lines

Switch sides your ostracized

Put on a cross

You get burned its the worlds curse

This distance is a wall
 That i built
 Cause i was strung
 On this love 
 was bound to fall
 Yea I used you as
 my heroin 
Its not my fault

For the reason it went wrong
 You deceived me through the honesty 

You shared i wasn’t listening

Why should I have to try

You’re here to fix my life

You were the reason that my world kept turning

This is black and white

You got to pick a side

I love to hate its distracts

The hurting

You could be the one that

Fill the hole inside my head 

you can live there when i please you

Don’t, don’t have a say in this

We were made to be together

Fill the role you’re born to play

Please don’t be yourself 

It hurts me

It burns me

To know that your not who i thought you were

Stop being yourself

I’m learning

You confirm it

That i never loved you anyway

Compartment mental lies

Don’t need to even try

I just know in my mind how the world work

If you don’t say the lines

Switch sides your ostracized

Put on a cross

You get burned its the worlds curse

Being Yourself (MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

its so hard to ask you to stay
waitin for the right time just to see you
but that time never comes i dont feel

man its hard to say that im ungrateful
but with you man i feel so unstable
say goodbye to all my friends, cause im leaving for good

so sorry for the life I chose
and im really feeling like im a ghost
i wanna leave but i wanna stay
i wanna keep you just another day

i wanna die but im alive
feelin sick and i just despise you

lighter burns (prod. CRCL) *lyrics in desc*

lyrics : 

Sit on my grave I️ missed you 
old friend I’ll find past times 

Think fast or you make the wrong the moves
Note sent hung high up next mind 

Rot in worms nightmares 
Take your turn too scared 
Scythe different night might want the lost stares
Knife stuck inside snipe while the blood flares 

Let the metal loose (x4)

Step on my stone at night time 
Theres no home

worms will eat you one day (prod.sushi mane)

Faggot

FAGGOT |prod. TQ

BEDBUGS KEEP BITING
THATS WHY I DONT SLEEP IN THE NIGHT TIME
CREEPING IN THE SHADOWS WITH A GLOCK 9
IF YOU WANNA DIE CALL ME ANYTIME

OFF MY MEDS AND I MADE A MESS
WHY THE FUCK AM I SO DEPRESSED
THE VOICES CALLING AND I CANT STOP
FUCKED UP TILL MY BODY DROPS

HANDCUFFS AND FLASHING LIGHTS
THATS HOW IM GONNA END MY NIGHT
DONT BE SCARED JUST TAKE MY HAND
I'LL CUT IT OFF, RUN IF YOU CAN

WATCH YOUR BACK TONIGHT GIRL, WATCH YOUR BACK TONIGHT
(IF YOU CAN)
WATCH YOUR BACK TONIGHT GIRL, BETTER WATCH YOUR
(IF YOU CAN)

BEDBUGS KEEP BITING
THATS WHY I DONT SLEEP IN THE NIGHT TIME
CREEPING IN THE SHADOWS WITH A GLOCK 9
IF YOU WANNA DIE CALL ME ANYTIME

OH JUST TAKE ME AWAY TO A DIFFERENT PLACE WHERE ALL MY FANTASIES ARE TRUE
(AND ALL MY ENEMIES ARE DEAD)

BEDBUGS KEEP BITING
THATS WHY I DONT SLEEP IN THE NIGHT TIME
CREEPING IN THE SHADOWS WITH A GLOCK 9
IF YOU WANNA DIE CALL ME ANYTIME (X2)

I DONT KNOW WHAT IS REAL
AND MY REALITY IS BURSTING AT THE SEAMS AGAIN
AND I DONT WANNA TAKE IT

WATCH YOUR BACK TONIGHT GIRL, WATCH YOUR BACK TONIGHT GIRL
WATCH YOUR BACK TONIGHT GIRL, BETTER WATCH YOUR
(IF YOU CAN)

BEDBUGS KEEP BITING

BEDBUGS KEEP BITING

Being Yourself (MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

MKULTRA

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