ouuuu i made an eeky song

written, produced, sang, pretty much everythng by me tehee ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა

lyrics ー

somebody be sure
to check on me
if i ghost
to make sure
i'm still
safe at home
to help me feel
less alone
to watch my tears
leak through my bones,
still so stubborn
that only i
can help myself
that it's exhausting to
everybody else
i see the sky
it gets more close
but i refuse help,
sink into a 
quicksand dream
breathe through my 
wide nose
try to stop strugglin
so it'd finally let
me go, 
another repeat nightmare
filler episode
turn the television off, 
i cry every time 
despite knowing how this
episode goes
i've talked enough
but not enough
considerin my mind's
plagued with stuff
i either can't remember
from repressing
or shit i worry
is too concerning, 
(i worry ×3) depressing
(who else is gon do it??) 

i'd stare over
my mirror until
the person in it
stared back vacantly,
wash my skin
until my body
shines clear
but i find, there's
still a dirty feeling
that lingers on me,
i pick at it
a little
with an itching feeling
but my mind
tells me
to not scratch
when my heart
tells me to
tear away this husk,
i thought i fixed it
i thought once
it was done
i wouldn't have to
relive it
so why, so why is it
in horror movies
that feature in
my sleep,
i'll eradicate it
before they find it
with luminol
and shame me
for that itching pain

i am the 
burning bridge
i am weightless
touch me so light
i am clean
i am calm
thin me out
like turpentine,
i am the soil
and i'm the ocean
i'm the shore
that pulls you
in between the midnight,
i am smooth
i am empty
i am nothing
if not something
for you to cleanse
of the life
i thought i knew
all i knew
means nothing
because of you,

i am only existing
for the sake
of you
is that what you
wanna hear?? will
singing your praises
manage to
quell my pain
cause you broke me
then took it
upon yourself
to console me, 
blaming somebody else
offer me a hug
but there's wire
n needles in
your sleeves
where's my love
you promised
you wouldn't let them
wound me
but you supply
hallucinogenics with a look
soft smile
to conceal the teeth, 
tearin flesh outta me
i thought that was
a lovin touch
and you told me
i meant so much, 
but i'm your
chalk outline
you cover it up
with charisma n 
a shrug
made me scared
of your love

mouve. ー luminol.

everythng written, produced, sang, made by me :)

lyrics ー

nobody's here for me
except me
latch a bear trap
around my foot
to remind me
i'm still here,
infestation of bugs chirping,
and i think their
song is a
warning sign, 
of my fears,
break my back
watch my spine
come out over
everything i've shouldered
tryna not complain,
'' i could cope on my own '' 
try to convince
myself again, 
but now i've annoyed
my friends again
i talk too much
i feel too much
i express too much
pressure myself so much
could i consider
it enough??
drag me underwater
by my hair
so i can hear the
ocean drown it out
and after distress
comes peace, oh,

readjust my brain
to your liking
i'd do it
for everybody i know
to avoid the biting
sting of the bear trap
i set on myself
for being
too much of myself
and never asking
for help,
not to demand too much
but could you
hit harder
so i can learn better
so i can stop this song
and so it'll
be over,
pain is how i'll learn
so do your worst,
the glow
of a soft peripheral light
follows me home
and warms my
naked bones,
dig a hole
into the earth
cause i don't need
the sun
only to be shadowed
by your light, 

( scared of my heart
have you seen her
talking shit bout me??
cause they turn on
me but my brain
tells me
to stop feeling
stop feeling EVERYTHING
so it isn't in
the way,
you made me forget
what i'm capable of
next time i see you
it'll be a punch
and not a hug,
i lock it up
in a forest
trap it in a
hollowed tree
and burn it,
keep the bear traps
as a reminder
scratch the wounds
to prove it happened
didn't know my
walk would have
a plus one
didn't know they
had a knife
so i blame myself
for not being
underneath the sun 
the walk home
becomes a run
 run..run..RUN!! )

mouve. ー bear trap.

track 3 eeee

everythng written, produced, etc by me lol

lyrics ー

i live on
a dead eyed hill
it stares at me
when i sleep
and when i leave
in the morning,
i've tried to
live up to mountains
that tower over
this form
of mine that lays
bound to the ground
waiting to rejoin
the sea,
that hill judges me
so i won't be
surprised when 
the people do,
strip a little
piece of me to
deserve a
piece of you

and life is too expensive, 
for years
i, i have known, 
but would it
cost you too much
too much love
for me to call
you home?? 
i peer from the edge
of this cliff
you've sculpted like
a balcony, and ask
you if you ever
feel lonelier, 
when you're surrounded
by people who
adore you like
a saint, do you?? 
i know it won't
mean much but, 
could you believe
if i felt that too??
i drip my body
in pearls from
my birthplace in
the sea, to lure
the lechers while
you watch me
drown them with
no mercy, then reemerge
to kiss your cheek

oh, darling
bring your ear
to mine and
hear the crashing waves,
as i see the scars
from lightning in
my mirror, you come
over and kiss them
for me
and i'm finally saved, 
i'll count
the hairs on your
head one by one,
but my hands
feel numb and clumsy
cause i've had
to hold myself
for much too long,
bite at the water
like a dog
with seafoam
in my almond eyes,
but, the sharks in
my bones
mean no harm
people just see fear
in horror movies,
but they don't
scare you,
i would be glad
to strip a little
piece of me
to deserve a
piece of you
 
( could you believe
if i felt that too??
i coat myself
in obsidian from the volcano
that formed my
ancestor's home
as you watch me
burn the hands
of people promising gentle
to us
but taking too much
in their hunger,
then reemerge and
love you on
this dead eyed hill. ) 

mouve. ー dead eyed hill.

just a small a cappella cover of a sza song i rlly like tbh while i work on some music things and art. but changed some words around bc i'm native not black so i can't say the n word obviously but as a mixed native latine/caribbean i can say cholo so

SOS cover (original by SZA)

track 4 from the album i've been working on since 2022/21 lol

lyrics ー

if i could, i'd
win
just to lose,
and come in second place
make some space
for you, 
twist my leg
on purpose
when i approach
the finish line
just so you'll
still be mine
and so
i'll still be fine, 
cause i'll lose to keep you, 
and if you were
to ask
i'd be what
you want me to
shape me with
the glue
so i'm still fixable
for you.

drink from the ravine
like a starving deer
watch my shadow
loom away as
the soft eyes shift
to a leer,
and count up
all the days
awaiting something that
i've long since feared
i can never see it coming
so prepare my heart,
my dear,
because for all
the heart in me
it's still you
that i revere
you that i hold dear
my dear, 
what will you
make of me,
what do you
see in me
the deer in the ravine
or the cicadas
hidden in the soil??
i'll foil my plans
to do
what i can
for you..

how do i prove
that i'm worthy
for you
to have you
in my space of time
and fingers
they can only
hold me for
so long when
i lay on the floor
to die,
i'll glide them
against the banister
once more
to keep a caged
beast inside
it's been plotting
for a while
ephemeral crucified smile, 

drink from the ravine
like a starving deer
watch my shadow
loom away as
the soft eyes shift
to a leer,
and count up
all the days
awaiting something that
i've long since feared
i can never see it coming
so prepare my heart,
myーー
TAKE ME
TURN ME INSIDE OUT
AND OUT I GO
TAKE ME TAKE A
LOOK AT ME
AS I EBB AND FLOW
TAKE A LOOK
AT ME
WHAT WILL YOU
MAKE OF ME??
WHEN I'M SHAKING
SHAKY, BLOOD
BLOTTING MY TEETH,
AND ONE DAY
MAYBE I WON'T
KILL MYSELF
TRYING TO CARE
ABOUT ONES
WHO HARM
MY health. 

mouve. ー what will you make of me.

lyrics ー

wake up in my
own arms
a morning sweetheart,
backseat driver
in my mind
maybe i'll find
something that makes
me worthy,
and you gave me
five seconds
just to make up
my mind
and still i
wouldn't know
what to say,
maybe the pressure
pushed me to
say yes
just to give
an answer,
i come home early
and pray
for mercy from whoever's
ears are willing,
yknow you're killing me
scrape me away
with a windshield wiper
these flies gather
around your mess
and i'm the
morning sweetheart again,

just to satisfy
would you disappear
just so i
can keep my mind
even though
you could be good
for me?? 
i love to push
people who love
me away
until they grow
to hate me, cause
i know
if i don't
they'll find another
way to be disappointed
sorry if
i let you down, but,
te mataría 
guardarme un beso 
antes de irte??
así aún puedo 
saber que no 
me odias,
feel the needa
prove something still,
maybe i'll find out
finally tonight??

and, could you,
could you, huh??
make me feel real
make it good enough
to convince me
to abandon
the thoughts i claimed
the intrusive ones
telling me everyone
hates me
cause i've grown
sick of it
sick of lookin over
my shoulder
to make sure nobody
tears a chunk
from it, 
sick to death
of being a morning sweetheart
kiss myself to sleep
after i fall apart, 
solo quiero estar contigo
cada pensamiento
que tienes es conmigo,
i just want what
the main character gets
all the fucking time
do you take
tea or coffee, and
how much of me
could you stand
to take before
i'm too much?? 

i'll kiss you
and it'll mean nothing
i'll accept attention
from anyone,
good baby
fountain of words
i tend to expunge
cause i'm annoying
you think it's
for fun, rip
my skin off
screaming into a blaze
nobody has the cognition
to see me burning
burrowing into the heart
of my morning sweetheart
and, i'm okay for now
but, if you leave me
i think
i'll kill myself,
maybe i'll find 
out just
what i'm meant for
finally tonight??
is tonight the night
where i die again?? 
( wait, that's too much right??
sorry, sorry,
you won't get it ) 

mouve. - morning sweetheart.

raaagh

lvl 20 pan-polyam; enby; they/she/he; mixed native latine (taíno) 🇵🇷🇨🇱🇲🇽

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mouve.

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