prod/mix/master: @cody_benjamin @therealjvita

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/11CFlykq1HlRKvDht8LehD?si=01297a9ef5524633



verse:
you say you never leave me
you'd still be here if loving me was easy
perfume, mixtapes, t shirt with your makeup
took my heart right from me when you said that we should breakup
shot down, blood stains on your hands 
id kill for just another chance
I know i'm not part of your plans 
but I hope I ll see you once again

(but you hate me and you break me down..)

chorus:
you're gone and you're never coming back 
put that knife right thru my chest you cut me deep
I see shadow in my sleep 
and I hate to be alone 
with no place to call my own 
and maybe im just crazy 
but I really think you hate me
verse: 
you got me screaming underwater
she just threw out everything I bought
perfume, mix tapes, got rid of my t shirt
I gave you my everything and you couldn't put me first
I took a drive by your old house 
where we sit and talk when It was cold out
kissing in the rain and the snowfall 
but baby I think im the one who's cold now

(but you hate me and you break me down..)

chorus:
you're gone and you're never coming back 
put that knife right thru my chest you cut me deep
I see shadow in my sleep 
and I hate to be alone 
with no place to call my own 
and maybe im just crazy 
but I really think you hate me

(..woahhhhhh and you break me down)

you're gone and you're never coming back 
put that knife right thru my chest you cut me deep
I see shadow in my sleep

Shadow (codybenjamin)

*out on all platforms*

listen to "(delusional)" on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/intl-pt/track/0DNOifPqU5Z4g0syxVGI7H?si=9b534f2ee87a4324

prod by me

something about you
speaks with my soul
like no one ever got to (we dont talk anymore lmao)
the wounds is almost closing
i pray you don't go too soon (she did)
i'll never let go of you

(delusional)

*out on all platforms*

listen to "empty" on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/intl-pt/track/79xCWonpYYeEWDBYdIaqve?si=80e35131c8f94c43

prod by me

theres things i wish i could say,
but it really wasnt worth it anyway,
i tried, but is not the same, 
i cant help but feeling empty, so ashamed,
im trapped in my ways yeah im fucked up still,
we already fade, fade,
just know that i like u still,
it happened so fast but it felt so real,
wish i could leave it at that, but its hard to heal,
why the fuck did i like u still?

but maybe it just wasnt meant to be,
i gotta stop seeking for love if cant even love me,
need to be honest with myself, cant keep begging for help,
ive tried but then i failed

empty

prod by @stonesowavy
lyrics:
I wish I skipped my late night plans
Oh I wish I had like 1 more chance
To tell you what you really meant to me
I’m not sure what to say or how to say it differently

I Hope we see each other another time
Maybe soon cause I've been crying every single night
Or maybe in a different life
Feels like everytime you hit me up
I'm out of time


(hold on)
(hold on)
(hold on)
(hold on)

But now I’m writing out your eulogy
Im tryna find the words
That say how much u meant to me
And I wish it ended differently 
I know it's not your fault 
But look at what u did to me

Another life gone by
Another goddamn night
Paralyzed 

I’m just tryna
(hold on)
And I’ve been tryna 
(hold on)
Baby I can't 
(hold on)
Lately I can't
(hold on)

But now I’m writing out your eulogy
Im tryna find the words
That say how much u meant to me
And I wish it ended differently 
I know it's not your fault 
But look at what u did to me

Another life gone by
Another long damn night
Paralyzed

eulogy (outro)

sped up by 1 :D 

mix by me, @ploua,  @assperrr
master by asperr

lyrics

act like you didnt have a choice
everything u do set fire to me
hide the truth lie to me
dont know how to help i took the lead
and now my jeans covered in blood
cut up yea i still bleed 
you leave ur mark on me

(chorus)
i aint expect much
 just hoped we would be together 
autumn we fell in the leaves
since whend you stop fucking w me
scraped up from my hands to my knees
you wanna see me hurt
its how you find ur peace
ur doing better with him than me
dont send me pictures i dont wanna see
i dont wanna need you
you threw away everything now i see you
i dont wanna see u
you let go what we went thru
i know ur doing better than me
i dont wanna be here
w someone not fucking w me
trying harder but its just me
crying harder been losing sleep
up at 3 reading old reciepts

(ploua)

dont expect much 
if its me youre looking
you were talkin tuff
bitch dont know i got carats on my teeth

gotta keep in mind 
get yo money up 
a couple stingers on me 

try to buy 
a couple rounds of the soda ya 
make fuckin name 

sorry i dont like you 
snort another line
try to get me back 
betchya didnt know that

(chorus) 

if u wanna be with him then be
i was trying to win u 
cuz i didnt want u to leave
but if u couldnt see me for me
then why would i be here
this whole time u wanted to leave
my heart cant find peace
im better of getting used to me
i still cant see
the reason u lied to me
whyd u tell me u were gon come back
whole time u knew u dont need me
i hold to me a reason u do what u did
cause if i rlly knew would happened i think id be sick as shit

find ur peace ft ploua (asperr)

*out on all platforms*

listen to "nobody" on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/intl-pt/track/0VgE8hAZ3KOgFiJ7qn1mZ1?si=9e794bbf96004558
watch the lyric video on yt: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bNjz6gEOP_g

prod by me

@mmxnth
can't think of reasons
i should get out of bed
got used to live inside of my head
how can u even say that u care?
when i know there is nobody there

@xilohh
oh i'm writing about u again
how could u ask me if we could stay friends?
you hit me bout the time that we spend
that's a message im too scared to send
11 clock at night and we gon' argue through the morning
even after all this time i'm not feeling that important
we talk through the night and u speak out of spite
u dont care how i feel with the words that i write
it's a hundred thousand degrees, now my world is still freezing
u tell me to chill out, but now u're talking out of reason
yeah, we're both out of time
don't u act like you know me
you don't like what you see 
can't get back with the old me

nobody (ft. xiloh)

prod by me

eyes got tired
no desire
facing quires
uninspired
i wish i could blame someone
i tried, such a shame
im really not fine at all
but then u came
and said things, made me feel special
then u burned it all with a final message
u really made me thought i had u
so why u changed ur mind?
that's really the question

i've dive in too deep
im losing my sleep
just thinking of u
u even think about me?

u even think about me?

@staggyucrazy

PROD @prod_pk + @alxwav + feral

Lyrics:

{hook} 

I been getting weird looks

Feeling like a tweaker

You been dropping trash

So let me be a teacher

You been tryna tax

Just for a shitty feature

I been puffin gas 

You still stuck on drinkin litres

I been dropping bag after bag like a leader

I been payin tag after tag you do neither

Posted up with stag thumbin stacks like a dealer

Throw him in a pack full of trash ass reeferrr

Your name turn irrelevent

Rockin different setiments

You been on some hate shit 

who tf done let him in?

Roll up yea roll up all my medicine

Show love when theres no love

Thas my precident

Counting presidents all day

My fingers starting to ache

Like oh my godd

Please get off my case

Shit never go my wayy

{hook} 

I been getting weird looks

Feeling like a tweaker

You been dropping trash

So let me be a teacher

You been tryna tax

Just for a shitty feature

I been puffin gas 

You still stuck on drinkin litres

I been dropping bag after bag like a leader

I been payin tag after tag you do neither

Posted up with stag thumbin stacks like a dealer

Throw him in a pack full of trash ass reeferrr

@staggyucrazy

Thought that bitch was bad wouldnt bag that either

Bro you made me mad ima tax that feature

I been in my bag let me tap that eather

Ok im high

Damn near almost died in the past four nights

If i slow it down ima blow my mind

But im still making waves let me grow my tide

Bro why you looking at me like that

You sending daggers with your eyes i send em right back

{hook} 

I been getting weird looks

Feeling like a tweaker

You been dropping trash

So let me be a teacher

You been tryna tax

Just for a shitty feature

I been puffin gas 

You still stuck on drinkin litres

I been dropping bag after bag like a leader

I been payin tag after tag you do neither

Posted up with stag thumbin stacks like a dealer

Throw him in a pack full of trash ass reeferrr

TWEAKER ft. staggy [pk + alxwav + feral]

ig: luvcronaa

Lyrics:

Crona:
Stop calling me,
And say whatever you need to say,
But face to face. Just walk to me, 
You know that I live a block away
From you. Cuz I’ve had enough for two,
So make your move. If it really mattered to you,
Then you’d stop calling me, and say whatever 
You need to say, but face to face now.

I just need time to step away, I need some 
Space now. I’ve been tired for way too long,
I need to sleep now. 

Yoku:
Go ahead and break no contact like you do
Every time. Cuz I know you know no better, 
In my eyes you’re so unsettling to look at.
A set back, I don’t wanna say that. 
Cuz that just means you’re coming back.
Why won’t you just change your mind?
But I say that you’re too much for me 
To handle now, yuh.

face 2 face (ft. yoku) [p. crona]

IDGAF (zeromandia +kttyflwr)

i'll try my hardest
(thanks @onenightfall for the INCREDIBLY inoffensive vocal samples :v)
______
lyrics:
stab me in the back, i ain't talking acupuncture
really hate this headache imma punch me in my frontal lobe
i don't know why i was scared of you we grew up from the same roots and
i guess it's just been a long time

how long i gotta wait for you to realize the time ain't nigh?
do it now or you won't survive!

i don't know why i run away from you
i guess i'm scared of you getting critical
everyday i really try to improve myself, but it doesn't help
no, i keep falling back
and i'm fighting battles that don't need to be fought
but they distract me from thoughts
that only appear in the silence
they remind me of who i am
everyday i really try to improve myself 
but it doesn't help

i guess it's just been a long time!!

how long i gotta wait for you to realize the time ain't nigh?
do it now or you won't survive!

I stare at the knife
bear the ridges down on flesh
catharsis through the red
drown the voices of my dread

I've been waking up late again
It's pathetic, I've regretted how I've waited for months
to act on this hunch, hell, might be years if i overthought it this much
the singes on my skin, they worsen up the longer i stay pissing me off
i will not learn unless something is off
i'm getting tired of hating my phone, i'm getting tired of going on ghost
what if resigning and hanging my coat
could be the thing that stops the boat from tipping
all the times I've broken hearts
sometimes i think i'm just playing my part
sometimes i think i just gotta give it-

(time)
(everything i give...)
(everything i give is time)
(i guess it's just been a long time, since I've seen you)

empty

mxnth

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kanjiru

different xiloh.

different xiloh.

Cxbyy

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