The Upload

Silent

**UPDATE SEP 22** This is coming out on Bandcamp, Spotify etc, finally! (yeah I know) on my new album LEADEN on September 25th 2022.

Woo 1000 soundcloud followers, thanks everyone!

Untitled Burial version on YouTube:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xHCge3dlP6Y

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Mnemosyne - An Open Gate

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Routines

Brim Low [id]

eternity w/ liquid deaph

VIVID

SOUNDCLOUD EXCLUSIVE
SCRAPPED EP...DIRECT SEQUEL TO WIDE AWAKE FOR ETERNITY
NEVER WOULDA SEEN THE LIGHT OF DAY

PURPOSEFULLY LEFT UNFINISHED, RAW, POORLY MIXED. FEEL THA GRIME

[[JUNE 2025 - AUGUST 2025]]

MELLOW YELLOW <[PROD. SUOENT]>

“Don’t Wake Up” is the new single from the upcoming album Hypnagogia, capturing the fragile tension between dreaming and awakening. Deep atmospheric pads and drifting synth textures create a hypnotic pull that defines the track’s emotional core. The song unfolds slowly, inviting listeners into a cinematic sonic space suspended between light and shadow. Lyrically, it reflects the desire to remain within the safety of a dream before reality arrives. “Don’t Wake Up” serves as a gateway into the album’s dream-state aesthetics, echoing the essence of hypnagogic drift. The album "Hypnagogia" released on December 15, 2025 on all major streaming platforms.

Don‘t wake up

07 John (but my friends call me Dante) - Thirteen Times - Lament of A Loss

Crystalline (Free download)

Official Music video-
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t8Up_2P_CpU&feature=youtu.be

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Sample used 
Holly Henry - Calgary

Othos & Defussion - Luna

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Out now on all streaming platforms:
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Subdue

Inspired by "Abyss" by Everous.

Listen here: https://soundcloud.com/everous/abyss

Aggressive and Peaceful
Soft and Loud
Eternal and Temporary
Lost and Found

Shades of Blue

Www.shadesof.blue

Refract

With @lostfosho in the Vocals/Lyrics

Lyrics:

I turned, I turned, I turned
I turned, I turned, I turned

I turned every weak emotion into madness
and my soul was getting darker, darker and darker
This heaven always turns to hell
I was lost, blindly in love, demons were haunting me
and you tried so hard to steal my light
cut my wings every time I started to fly

Every time I started to fly
Every time I started to fly

You were the poison
You were the salt in my open wounds
You stabbed me on my back when I was crying in your arms
You ripped out my heart and crushed it in front of my eyes
I thought that I was safe
You were the poison
You were the salt in my open wounds
You stabbed me on my back when I was crying in your arms

When I was crying in your arms

I was drowning and you were watching
I was drowning in my blood
I was drowning and you were watching
Why you didn’t help me?
Why you didn’t help me?

Every time I started to fly
Every time I started to fly
Why you didn’t help me?
Why you didn’t help me?
Why you didn’t help me?
Why you didn’t help me?

(You ripped out my heart)
You tried so hard to steal my light
cut my wings every time I started to fly 
and you tried so hard to steal my light
cut my wings every time I started to fly

You ripped out my heart

Why you didn’t help me?

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The Poison

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The Poison (Feat. Lostfosho)

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For those with eyes to see and ears to hear:
Know thyself.
I love you all utterly. Please try to love each other. Thank you.
I tell lies that become truth and all of the truths I tell are lies.
Truly the new aeon is dead, crashed upon the rocks of the oldest aeon birthed anew. 
93 93/93

I am also:
@vaerminamusic

@sekai-collective
@voidcallcollective
@harmonyhaven
@apostate_media


Hmu for mixing/mastering

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K.O.: https://www.instagram.com/awkward_tidings
Apharel: http://itincursdust.deviantart.com/

I don't know who made a lot of the art I use here unfortunately. If you come across the names of pieces and the wonderful artists who made them: please let me know so I can adequately credit them. Thank you in advance <3

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