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please please please let me get what i want (the smiths/deftones cover)

beware - deftones

xerces - deftones

Decalius - Lifeless (DSBM) (Ft. Saad).mp3

blinded

always been you (prod.grayskies)

composer: trynacommunicate

Lyrics:
Better days
My mind slips away
For you i would stay
Be my lover baby
Sadder days
Your love drifts away
My mind still will say
Be my lover baby
Kinder days
Kiss my pain away
Lovers for the day
Be my lover baby
Better days
My mind slips away
For you i would stay
Be my lover baby
Sadder days
Your love drifts away
My mind still will say
Be my lover baby
Kinder days
Kiss my pain away
Lovers for the day
Be my lover baby

my lover

https://open.spotify.com/track/2hYbO2dtisIjU2uWNRaz4S?si=9c58068ccd954923

Decalius - Shotgun

Lyrics:

My love you and I
Could consume the night
And Become one with the sky
As we fall and my faith is recalled
Every part of me thralled by your touch
Why?
Is this love? I don't know
Could you entrust me your soul?
As we fight fire with sound
I ask could you stay for a while?

As the wolves begin to howl
And the moon stares back and frowns
This world is crumbling as time counts down
Before the end arrives

My love you and I
Could consume the night
And Become one with the sky
As we fall and my faith is recalled
Every part of me thralled by your touch
Why?
Is this love? I don't know
Could you entrust me your soul?
As we fight fire with sound
I ask could you stay for a while?

Avalon

Oh I
Wasted all my time
With you
Now I
Can't close my eyes cause i
See you

My bones break
I left it all up to you
S afe 
Before my love 
All my mistakes
I tried to change
But I still shake
I still shake and I
Tried to save myself and I
Tried to save myself

Oh I
Wasted all my time
With you
Now I
Can't close my eyes cause i
See you
Oh I
Wasted all my time
With you
Now I
Can't close my eyes cause i
See you

Now I
walked too far away
I saw the line
And I crossed it
I'm still your disease
I don't know how it feels right here
If I breathe you in
I'm just your disease
Oh I'm just your disease


It's more than just not being able to hear anything
Or make contact with anyone
It was as though
As though for a time I didn't exist
It was though I had no place in the world

Oh I
Wasted all my time
With you
Now I
Can't close my eyes cause i
See you
Oh I
Wasted all my time
With you
Now I
Can't close my eyes cause i
See you

Oh I, I
Wasted all my time
With you

i felt as if i didn't exist

abandoned evil (feat. jxzzytrip)

FRAILTY

track 4/5 of the ep, prod. blvnkface

wrote this one while awaiting the inevitable outside a hospital, awaiting the news was the worst part of grief.

Waiting Outside a Hospital

david goggins x jon jones x tom platz - callmyphone frappa

Decalius - Excluded From Humanity

Decalius - A Miserable Life...

[Chorus]
You’ve been So long

[Verse 1]
The pain,
It runs deep in me
My heart aches
A million reasons why,
That I can’t 

[Chorus]
You’ve been So long
You’ve been So long

[Verse 2]
Just want too,
See you remain
It feels like I’m going insane

[Chorus]
You’ve been So long
You’ve been So long

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