FP RADIO

Production by @colorhue
Mixed and Mastered by @blowebeats

LYRICS:

I can feel the emptiness coming closer
Almost broke, them i'm out of order
When i die, still feel my aura
Thats for sure i'm coming right for ya

Nights on my own with the knife i tore up
All alone, know i keep that door shut
In need of more love, but all i can feel is this hate
Wishing this wasn’t the way i was made

Call it what you want i call it my fate
I'm feeling like death, but isn't it great?
I’m holding my breath
But why do i wait
Alive in this world i can't find an escape
I thrive in my mind what a wonderful place
I wish i could stay here for all of my days
I offer a taste through songs that i say
for limited time i am rotting away!

I’m leaving, tonight!
There’s nothing left for me, in life
So i’m leaving, i’m leaving, i’m leaving, i’m leaving,
I’m leaving, I’m grieving, i’m bleeding, you see it!

There’s nothing left for me on Earth
I want to go just put me inside the dirt.
But i can not give up for i know what i'm worth 
got a purpose to serve i’m reversing the hurt

Hurt that’s in me, and hurt that’s in you
Put us together, that’s two.
My past is something i wish wasn’t true
There’s nothing i can fucking do. 

$igil  //  Consciiious Music
47sigil@gmail.com
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$igil - LET THE CROWS SPEAK (Prod. color hue)

WXLFE - H.Y.E.K.A.D.B.O.T.F.H ? [Prod. Chillaska]

prod @oilcolor

1/5/18


and still in my head, death fulfilled my last breath
and still I feel depressed
baby kill it, let me lay my head on your chest

late at night my mind gets blank at times
it’s not alright but hey I still get by
ask me why, reply every day’s my suicide
doing it wrong
making the fuckin goonie sigh
you can’t read me because every fuckin word’s a lie
conceded, never believing until I start to try
ruin confidence? nah, u can’t blind these eyes, rolled back
like these blunts passed to me, myself, and I

why oh why did I even try with you

fuckin up dude
"what you gonna do Boone?"
nothing, I’m not in the fuckin mood
less of you, that’s what I consume
devilish bruise left with the few
a mess of who be left untrue
a destined goone relaxed unto
these backwood moods kept grey in you
the fact is true, a devil stays in you
playing the mind day after day, night after night,
day after day, night after night

BOONE - AMOREVOLOUS prod. oilcolor

BARRIOS2

BIPOLAR [PROD. PURPDOGG]

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SIMP WITH ME , YOU ARE NOT ALONE. ERIK DOM LOVES YOU FOREVER <3

CRY FOR ME [prod. by ICEBOI QA]

HERE'S ANOTHER SONG FOR ALL OF YOU. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL OF THE SUPPORT , IT TRULY MEANS THE WORLD TO ME.

YOUR PRETTY FACE LOOKS BETTER UNDERGROUND [prod. by RODGER]

3 AM

black castle

BLACK CASTLE

Cujo - New Mombasa  (prod. iedekay)

Cant relate

(prod. screw)
Heavily influenced by $uicideboy$

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(PROD.YUNGREVRBGOD)
Youtube link: https://youtu.be/k2t61ESHs4g

Waste of time (whywudu)

SAMPLE: Beach House "Last Ride"
COVER ART By Elizabeth Gonzalez

she gon tell me that she love me but i don’t believe a thing  
mix of codeine and some white wine just to get my ass to sleep  
maybe i might do it just to forget all my buried dreams  
die a little just to live a little i can’t feel a thing 
 hindsight 20/20 i just feel nothing but this regret 
 girlie love me but i think shed be better off with me dead 
 ex been calling, what a stupid bitch romancing for the dead 
fucking cunt been acting like I never fucked her fucking friends  
see i don’t care  
about my life about this fight shit aint been fair  
write my life into a song just for no shares 
 i don’t fuck with none of you I’m on my own 
hit me up but do not disturb on my phone  
i don’t know what you been told but I’m not nice  
spend my nights drinking cheap liquor on some ice  
I’ve been told to try and try for some success  
but the thoughts inside my head might break my neck  
take me back  
way back  
every other night i try to find my way back  
every other night i try to side with my own light but in the end i leave my friends because under pressure i will crack  
so sad 
life has been a bitch 
so i fantasize about me with an open wrist  
(aw shit)  
i might take a sip 
only way to get these mother fucking thoughts to slip

Romance

SAMPLE: Bexey "Suitcase" (acoustic clip off yt)
COVERART: Elizabeth Gonzalez

i wake up dead inside i felt the same way 
yesterday. ill find a light to lead me to the right change 
every morning wake up more defeated than the last day 
losing hope and patience in this battle the pain won’t go away
i can’t look you in the face and tell you how I’m giving up
fuck me up 
run away from truth by getting black out drunk
what the fuck 
i try my hardest just to move along 
the weight inside my chest feels like i can’t keep going on
and when I’m gone you gotta you remember 
what i told u in that song that I wrote back in december 
my memory will fade if you stay strong 
i think i know my fate but i hope I’m wrong
every night i dream way back to 2016 
suicide boys, X, ghoste, bumping with some lil peep
lil jeep in my ear with some big dreams 
but the worst pain of all’s when its out your fucking reach
and breathe
if it didn’t work once try again 
if it didn’t work twice try again
give up on plan b and go back to plan a
questioning choices, I think i made a mistake
questioning who i surround myself with to this day 
thinking about the time I’ve wasted on the times i wait 
on some excess that i don’t need 
dead weight 
on my own 
got no home 
got a fresh slate 
living my life all alone fuck all you fuckers  I’m alive but i feel like a dead motherfucker 
ima ghost who i know then disappear 
out this world let go of all of my fears 
i know
I’m on another road 
but plan a didn’t work back in 2015 so why the fuck do i think it’ll work this week  
i wake up dead inside i felt the same way 
yesterday ill find a light to lead me to the right change 
every morning wake up more defeated than the last day 
losing hope and patience in this battle the pain won’t go away
i can’t lie to you 
I’m uncertain of the future and our times they flew 
whether I’m here or not i hope you find that happiness
I’m sorry that i never open up
with you its bliss but bliss is something that i miss
feeling it on my own is something that i strive for 
given up today: no i got something i’ll live for
to the ones i love just know that I am very sorry 
i know my reason will soon fade and ill be gone by tomorrow

Dead Weight

Glory to Jesus Christ ☦️

bye bye music video below

Waste of time (whywudu)

myle$

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