Man.. I'm Too Old For This

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Down 4 It

One of my more straightforward set of lyrics ;(

don't hesitate baby i'm here
you won't make a mistake so have no fear
i've been longing for you, i've been nonstop dreaming
of our rendezvous
and your stylish shoes

i just wanna be invited
to your thoughts with instructions provided
if only you knew just how much u make my heart stop
stop

don't you care what i like?
i want you to know me and all of my minds--
all my many psyches! just like anyone else,
i have ninety-nine thorns, but a hundred petals
but which one weighs more?

i'm at a loss for words cat got my tongue
in exchange he returned a cigarette burn
cuz it's a lose-lose situation
an abomination,
but still i wait here, patient
like a lone vase carnation

i just wanna be invited
to your thoughts with instructions provided
if only you knew just how much u make my heart stop
stop

Heartstop

body language - kali uchis cover

lyrics:
winter
our love once glimmered
you made my wrist hurt
no sorries were heard

my old boy--
his brown corduroy
i'd rest my head in
now feels so foreign

you're not forgiven
your one condition
left my wrist hurting
left my wrist hurting

you cried
so my pain would subside
i need to satisfy you
to attain silence

you creeped me out
cold outside the car and in your mouth
you dropped me off
warm inside the building-- my nerves thawed

that's when i saw him
my stress was forgotten
left my brain hurting
left my eyes burning

my face red, my heart beating
he even said he likes my singing
butterflies creepin
got my heart beating

my wrist hurts

the same sun shines on our rose colored glasses
why did i think we were so different?
we both have red blood and love the rain
why was i so specific?

our energies were perfect for each other
glued by the pureness of our youth
look to the clock- it's got me hypnotized
i look back and now he's gone

it's now occurred to me that maybe we have lots in common
but still you lack the love of your own temple
i'm learning my curves and my sharper edges
but you have fallen back a few more levels

our energies were perfect for each other
glued by the pureness of our youth
look to the clock- it's got me hypnotized
i look back and now he's gone

Alondra Flipping Her Hair / FEELINGS

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sleeping in ur sweater
i'm not sure you'd like it way much better than this
the smell of your cologne- it
relaxes me, produces melatonin to sleep

i feel so very sorry :(
for ur last gurl-- i cut short that party for me
but i could not resist ya
and our souls knew well that u could not resist me

bluer skies when i am ur gurl
psychedelics enhance ur world
but seratonin has never blown in
the way it did when u came back

sleeping in ur sweater
it's 4 am again and we are still on the phone
i feel so very tired
but ur humor makes me feel immune to the groan

bluer skies when i am ur gurl
psychedelics enhance ur world
but serotonin has never blown in
the way it did when u came back

Sleeping In Ur Sweater

SORRY FOR THE MASTERING.... I DIDN'T KNOW ANY BETTER... PLZ DON'T BASE UR VIEW OF MY MUSIC OFF OF THIS SONG'S QUALITY

fake lashes

thanks ricky ( @idwtkms ) for playing guitar for this track!! u rock!!

u kissed her on the mouth didja
the girl in my nightmares
i guess her blonde was blonder than
my dull hair

u remember that young summer
ur youth's first bliss
our new love said she's no more
than to reminisce

but it's naive and not right
old lovers always reunite
where oh where did i go wrong
i couldn't fulfill u
so u took her home

i knew she was ur cigarette
i'm the nicotine patch
time passes, ur sick of it
expected relapse

and i just think it's funny how
i thought it straight
u said "she's in the past, right now"
then the future came

i don't care if someone else
put you under their own spell
but she makes me feel like i did something wrong
i couldn't fulfill u
so u went back home

but it's not my business

i couldn’t fulfill u

letra:
i didn't know
the wind that blows
takes me somewhere new
windows down
my eyes are LOUD!
my freedom will scare you

i like joy ridez 
in summer time
remind me i am grown
i see blue skies
as red and white
this flesh is now my own

this teenage ecstasy
my world's reflecting me

i like joy ridez
i love boy time
he saturates the scene
with colors i
have never spied
upon the moving streets

remember when 
i would depend
on his soles to press the brakes
that time is gone
i'm now my own
but baby, he's still my fate

the wind
caresses my tough skin, i'm like
a kid
with a fresh new heart in tin

my eyes are green
they can be mean
but i can calm them down
i'm self aware
with purple hair
am i what life's about?

my boyfriend swears
i can be compared
to the blinding golden sun
this means the world
spins round this girl
..or are we all just one?

he said
"well give me company
for the time being
we come and leave alone
for now just walk with me"
-
JOY RIDEZ
written by sophia nance, mastered by saul perez
cover art by chriz eagle (chris aguilar)

Joy Ridez

ur just about as cute but cold as a snowflake
i say i'm always here til i need a quick break
but i still took ur hand
so i should understand 
ur darker past

i didn't know i'd fly with u
different feathers same sky blue
but ur past is big to chew

i'm baby pink ur saturated crimson
i call u an alien to innocence
u have ur own home i'm one of two twin beds
ur just a lot to

drink it til it all goes down
continue ur an adult now
u sweat cuz u don't like 2 trip
but that's why ur friends tell u shit

my eyes will never roll again

my love began as selfish
the kind of a kid
an epidemic caused by an insufficiency
of self security
a loss of purity
kissing my trance

but ur the one that showed me bout loving u right
love doesn't know what difference is or a past life
ur world has shot u down
my world is just uptown
now turned around

did those ladies take a piece of ur heart
while they slept in ur silk sheets in ur arms
i'm tryna understand
the dynamics of a man
with change

i'm proud of u for staying strong
cuz i know life has felt too long
my anger is a grain of sand
but we can rule our fertile land

don't drink it til it comes back up
u can say no u've had enough
it brings me joy the choice is ur's
cuz u r ur own and i'm my girl

MY EYES WILL NEVER ROLL AGAIN

My Eyes Will Never Roll Again

Blow Ya Mind

an archetype is all i am
a hyper tongue is all i have-
a one dimension woman

and suddenly, it's clear to me
you're not the man i used to see
how dare i even call you a man?

my mind was young, my eyes were green
i wasn't over seventeen
i thought that you'd know better

now when i try to socialize
i stop myself and eulogize
the scar left in my center

but, really, have you ever heard
the rhetoric placed between my words?
you don't - i just produce some sound

my mouth runs til you turn to me
and your attention exists in my dreams...
wake up! ciao ciao for now

my label hides in shallow jokes
the woman everybody knows
avoid me at the party

i'll corner you, your boyfriend too
you'll watch the clock until i'm through
for days i'll feel embarrassed and feel sorry

don't get it twisted- it's not your fault
my self-pity caused my downfall
but you were my religion

i worshiped you - you damn well knew
my knees were low, eyes at your shoes
a perfect kicking distance

but, really, human's all we are
made of stardust yet we trail so far away
you're not from the clouds

we're from the dirt and back we go
idolization's so last year - i've grown
but still - ciao ciao for now!

Death of the Idol

something like a meditation for myself when faced with my intense anxieties and existential crises:

I wish we liked the same things
I'm red, he's green just like the palm trees
I like the rain, he likes white lightning
his knowledge is quite frightening

say what's a girl like me gotta do to get some love
that's not a game that requires luck?
well daddy told me I couldn't trust
a boy who wouldn't let his life rust

his eager nature amuses my,
my basic desire to not waste a life
his hand is out and bigger than my collegiate goals
for eighteen years they said not to take this road

my existentialism says he's worth my while
I'd rather die than turn away from his smile
he fascinates me far more than these loops and nodes
for eighteen years they said not to take this road

but what's a girl to do when she gets confronted by
the rule of thumb of a structured life?
well I'm sorry but this ain't '45
I was born dead, now I'm raised to come alive

but what's a girl to do when she gets corrupted by
the privileged norm of the simple life?
said I'm grateful, but I'm rotting inside
the assorted rose wants back to the wild

White Lightning

21 yrs old LTX/ATX

singer, songwriter, producer :8)

proud mother of a cat named Boo

Modern Sophia

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