I'll disappear, but that doesn't mean I'm trying to forget you.   I'm just trying not to be a negative influence on you. It is not your fault that you are tormented daily because of me and my words and actions.      I know you follow me, keep up with my news, and are still around me.      I know the world hasn't been fair to you.      I know that I have wronged you so much that even in this situation, I made you feel let down. I know that I am selfish and a bad person. This will be the last message I write, and it will be the last thing I write on any application. I am tired of telling my story everywhere. I only care about your opinion, but it no longer exists.     I am satisfied with you and I love you and I will always be. No one will take your place because my heart was created only for you. You took it in spirit and mind. I will stop because I am tired of talking to you through songs. Our relationship was not trivial for me to express in songs. I can no longer bear it, and I do not want to.     To make you suffer more.         I am a person who has lost everything and is about to perish.         I hope that life will have mercy on me and bring me together with you one day, even for just one hour, and this is what I will live for.      You must never hold yourself responsible for my guilt or responsibility for what happened. I want you to know that if time went back, I would choose you and choose to live all of this again. For me, a moment with you is worth sacrificing even my soul. And know well that I am around you and with you in every moment, even if you do not see me, I am around you and I feel you, even I see you in the stars and the sky.Goodbye, paradise of the world.I will not forget you until I meet you 🧞‍♂️🧚☼☽

Mohamed Elrefaiy