hate ~

sticks & stones - quinn , cover by me

so i tried a plug song lmao. i be dropping songs like crazy these days wtf

black catt+

took me a lil to finish but its finally out :D

seclusion cover by me ~ kaido

tired cover by me - scruff (sai)

first collaboration songjahsoqjwlw w @cheezy831 , mixed by @c4v

@mokioo

how can i? (wait.. wait um, yeah)
wanna be w u for 1 more second??
how can u expect this from me?
why do u think i gaf abt u?

how can u come around my place my place
fuckin w ur face face face
how tf u break that vase vase vase
take u all the way from first to second base, and thirdd (oh bro r u good?!)

wtf was that..
when i txt this bitch she gives me heart attacks.
sht is super sad D:
gave it all i got but shit is still so bad :/ (fck get a life bro stop venting.)

where tf is u at
coming over to my house and ill send u back home
i dnt wnt u round here no mo-o-ore
get the fuck up out my face u stupid who-o-o-re

who is u?
who is YOU?
who r u idku get the fuck out my crew
u dont even give me a god damn clue.
ill nvr fucking know u

@cheezy831

i cant think of you with me tn.
slits in my eyes cut sights no i dont feel right
cause im DYING
hoping things will be just fine.
(yk what?! whatevr. idc)
youre just a waste of time.
(hot cheezy tag)
what i say to u
changing up my own mind.
do not have a clue
im set up all the time
dont know what else to do
better every rhyme in fact im brand new

@mokioo

how can i? (wait.. wait um, yeah)
wanna be w u for 1 more second??
how can u expect this from me?
why do u think i gaf abt u?

how can u come around my place my place
fuckin w ur face face face
how tf u break that vase vase vase
take u all the way from first to second base, and third

how can i? (wait.. wait um, yeah)
wanna be w u for 1 more second??
how can u expect this from me?
why do u think i gaf abt u?

BoredofYou w/cheezy831 (scruff , clip)

i wouldn’t expect u to understand . (ang)

one more throw away song before i drop a good meaningful, well lyrically wrote, ep :)

x-clusive (open verse) :D

relatively old song but i still vibe every time i hear it :)

fine w/o yall

first time trying glitches. bandlab is ass for them😭😭

liar

missclick lol (f. iluvmsj)

i posted this song over a year ago and i still like it a lot today but i didnt like the mix, so i fixed that up as best as i could and am re uploading it :).

p. sai

[lyrics]

i hate when you cry :(
i hate when you feel
this shit in ur life ohh oh oh oh 

i dont want you to come around my place 
you get hella close to my god damn space :/
like why why why?
like why why why?

why why why wont you listen to me?
my life is locked but you have the key
you could unlock me!
make me <3 myself and then nobody could stop me

for now, where the fuck do i go?
looking for the one that i can call my own
looking for the girl that makes me feel at home
makes me feel at home

i been real friendless it makes me feel alone
in pain pretty often, but its never shown
i could use someone, but i am unknown 
they’d be an outlet, always on my phone :3

i dont want you to come around my place
you get hella close to my god damn space
like why why why?
like why why why?
x2

why?

random song i made like 4 months ago while i work on bigger things, maybe dropping covers soon iddkkkkk ill see! 

not gonan take the time to write the lyrics on this song for now im so eepy

look out your window

original song : https://soundcloud.com/thatcherblackwood/laurel 

original artist : @thatcherblackwood

i had sm fun making this it took me longer than honestly ive spent on any song but it was definitely worth it :)

laurel - cover

WOAH! - normal pitch

for mine

lyrics
id treat u right id show you right thru the door
i couldnt keep u out my life anymore
u did some shit i dont like ill admit
but i cant get u out my head

shes my type shit i aint know i had that
i relapse i back-track 
i said fuck the attack
i let down my defense
im scared of the end
losing the fear of commitment
the only one to fix it
x3

(11/11/24)

TYPE

i cut my wrists until i taste the iron
know i promised that i wouldnt but you made me a liar
(a liar a liar) a liar oh im not proud to be

its the last night that were talkin (?)
and i know love blinds we aint locked in
im drunk asf im too honesttt
u couldnt be what i wanted

i tried to forget abt u
but lifes not the same w/o u
(n i hate it)
(losing my patience)

intro: the voices

it is what it is and its been that
its 5am and she in my flat
beggin to come back, cant arrange that
put your shit in my past cause i hate that

i hate you, i love you no i cant choose
way more hoes than im use to
they all feel wrong cuz they aint you

so lets get fuckin honest
no i dont like the skeletons that you hid in your closet
and i dont like being played by the guitar pick
and i cant act surprised when you start shit

tracks cleaner than my dirty fuckin carpet
5 figures came and went just like all the stars did
guess she rly thought i wouldnt catch on it
you were mistaken you fucked up my heart bitch 

u were heartless. it is what it is (x2)

i told u so. 
it is what it is (x2)
iiwii (x2)

i.i.w.i.i.

deftones who🤷‍♂️

lurics:
u keep ur tabs on me
ur blockin my chest so i cant breathe
u dont want me wanting self esteem
i shouldnt be making myself bleed

i drink but i dont feel a thing
i dont feel a thing

u keep ur tabs on me
ur blockin my chest so i cant breathe
u dont want me wanting self esteem
i shouldnt be making myself bleed

my mirror dont show who i use to be
it watch me lose myself everything

bleed

lyrics:

dont u get caught up w me
i gave u everything and got a thousand reasons to leave
is it our drinks talkin? or the coals on our feet
are you gon keep walking even further from me
are you gon keep stalkin, my instagram feed
and u know its not healthy u know its not healthy 
and yo momma aint helping 
your new bio screams help me
all your whereabouts stealthy 
theres nothing u can tell me 
im gone

i was 6 days strong i cant feel
im so damn high idk whats real (i forgot)
n im drunk so i said god take the wheel
n ur drunk so u write essays bout how u feel

i dont rly care no more i dont
n i kinda feel bad but i think i dont
but am i wrong?
cuz i knew i wasnt before but i still played along
ik i would make this song at one point or another 
i was like 9 shots deep when i found me another
i was like 6 feet deep until i met all my brothers
im getting like way too deep i think i needa shut up
but whyd you tell me to shut up?
i think we needa talk
ik u been thru some stuff 
but i done been thru a lot
i think im loosing my mind 
i think im going insane (slow down)
goin crazy, (slow down)
g-g-goin

you could post 1000 pics but are you locked with me
you checked me way too many times feel like im profiting 
i forgot what i believe i feel lost baby
tell me
are we still talkin?

mf im walkin
u found out what u didnt wanna know thru the stalkin
is that my problem? 
youre digging too deep for the good of your conscience

ts took me a lot
i was feeling dead right 
feeling dead when u left
feeling fuckin clueless
tell me how to do this
tell me keep my head up
when im fuckin losing
u tell me that ur fed up
im fed up with illusions 
i was feelin fucked up
believing my delusions 
falling to seclusion 
coming to conclusions 
this is the conclusion x2

outro:
run away from yourself
ik u try, n u try
run away from yourself
n u tried, n u failed

stalker

ow my earssss fuckkkk my headphones kept popping i had to restart my pc like 5 times my boof ass pc wtfff someone buy me a new gpu and maybe cpu would be nice aand maybe some food im kinda hungry

lyrics:

(intro)
ill get raw cuz i wont post ts
held my hand n told me trust me so i fkin did
now im questionin my intuition 

(chrous)
lemme break that down,
think u know someone till they turn around
yk she been hurt,
but she dont make u feel like no rebound
boy keep ur head up dont be droppin the crown
gotta fake that confidence if ur alr down

(verse)
im ngl she had my heart in pieces
im ngl forgot why im still preachin
ngl hardly had shit to believe in
those 8 months were a blur but these last 8 months i been fighting my demons
yeah heardly had shit i succeed in
like damn near finding my meaning
like damn near feeling im worthless
took advantage the fact that im nervous
took advantage of me on the surface
on my card n u purchase
swipe ts, swipe ts

(intro)
ill get raw cuz i wont post ts
held my hand n told me trust me so i fkin did
now im questionin my intuition 

(chrous)
lemme break that down,
think u know someone till they turn around
yk she been hurt,
but she dont make u feel like no rebound
boy keep ur head up dont be droppin the crown
gotta fake that confidence if ur alr down

(outro)
boy keep ur head up dont be droppin the crown
gotta fake that confidence if your alr down

whos right

is it me or us

lyrics:

it must be nice reading directions
so many mistakes but u count all your blessings
like its the 4th time this end in therapy sessions
its depressing, its depressing

does it feel nice feeding your addiction
do you feel right telling me i miss ya
and i know damn well i dont
do you blame me? its depressing

so tell me why i still need your permission
get drunk all night if i start to miss her
its strong but i still taste your lips
i fuckin hate me, its depressing

so am i depressing? or do you suppress me?
am i depressing? my lifes getting messy
am i depressing? i think ik
tell me am i depressing, why hasnt it left me?

is this the end for me as ik it
u say u love me but struggle to show it
i threw some money in her face she love it
i threw some bs at her she above it
avoidin drama cuz its rly nothing
she wanna keep me so she kept on frontin
tryna keep me unstable by pressin buttons
girl are u fucked up? its depressing

so am i depressing? or do you suppress me?
am i depressing? my lifes getting messy
am i depressing? i think ik
tell me am i depressing, why hasnt it left me?

(its rly nothin)

whos depressed

lyrics:

listenin to myself talk ab my problems got me thinkin
5am in the crib n im still fuckin drinkin 
drunk asf when i wake up
tryna wake up 
remember bad choices i made last night?
god can i wake up?
ttm, im depressed asf
fuck that bs that mess me up
fuck all that head shit talkin me up
fuck all my self esteem talkin me up

nobody know better than me the extent of my lyin
nobody know better than me the extent of my lyin
nobody know better than me the extent of my lyin
u wont tell me what i do wrong but tell me how to do right

couple bullets in my dome brain dont feel right brain dont feel right
suicide my only option js to feel right js to feel right js to feel right
permanent solutions to my problems yeah it feel right, yeah that sound right yeah that sound
if i did right if i did right tell me did i do right

whos listening

lyrics:

bleed every day my eyes are bloodshot as shit
lost track of time generally im, losing my hair to stress

any pill to keep me from being depressed
clean room but im still a mess
cant sleep its already 5am
cant stick to easiest of regiments

bout the time of the night that i get to writing my sorrows
all that emotional weight that i borrowed
all the providing that left me hollow

wb the trying that got me no where?
i never talk to no one this is unfair
i never talk to god i dont think he hears
i rarely go out without a few beers

getting high and cryings inspiring 
normal motivation expiring
constantly put myself into hiding
said im fine we all know that im lying

bottles stack in the collection
i dont need help w oppression 
fuckin throw in my chips like im a restaurant 
n u need more than racks on my head for me to get gone

whos faded

lyrics:

i spent most my life runnin far away
i dont give a rats ass what they say
i been doin drugs fuck if im okay
i been doin what i want fuck what they say
i want that bitch bad minute maid
just a down bad bat in a cave
i cant point out which drugs fried my brain
it was her fake love keepin me sane

my hearts in it first
pretty little face put in work
convince me bs ig u never learn
how did i forget my fucking worth
suicide like my head to the curb
wrote my note so yall know it wasnt her
i could make sumthing, whats it worth?
runnin from my pain left me in the dirt

whos pretty

lyrics:

its my 3rd time at the bar this week i hardly speak to me
ignore my bodies cries for help ik i proly need more sleep
ignore my therapist cause she dont really know whats best for me
cut back the weed and the drinkin, pill popping im overthinking

im not perfect but i try
scared of fallin asleep every single night
was that a dream or was it real life
i think im too good at numbing my mind
x2

whos distracted

lyrics:

i lowkey tried ts but i,, idek what im saying, its fucking 6 in the morning. 6 in the morning im not even an ounce tired, im still here.

know i got issues, know ive made some mistakes
but i js hide in my room, n figure out my pain
id love to break my phone. id love to run away
doing drugs all night barely sleep the next day

barely miss my friends they been testing my patience
barely feel human ive been dissociating
ong can u blame me?
ive been less of an attention hoe lately
i’ve been putting less pressure on me
i been tryna build my self esteem

didnt know it was a glass window, didnt know u could see through me
love how u callin me bat shit tho, when u aint seen shit from me
pressed ab my history for what?
its been a lil minute tho
my bad i made u feel so invisible

whos crazy

lyrics:

do i sound shallow cause im damn near empty 
hide my hollows the ones with lead please
yea dont hide my bottles from me
i was 16 barely smoking weed
i thought i was up w everything i need
i thought i was up w everything i need
now im 20 sum i barely fw me
n im not cryin for help cuz noone listen to me
they js send me on my way just make sure he on his feet
yea im walkin in my lane but im drunk and stumbling 

drunk n stumbling
drunk n stumbling
yeah im drunk n stumbling
drunk n stumbling

tell me do i sound shallow cause im damn near empty 
hide my hollows the ones with lead please
yea dont hide my bottles from me
i was 16 barely smoking weed
i thought i was up w everything i need
i thought i was up w everything i need

whos down

lyrics:

burn the house down 
x8

id kick u out if i had the guts
u ripped them out of me
i tried to slow it down when u rushed
cause its breakin down my self esteem

i took xr after xr after
i cant ignore the laughter ignore the laughter
in my room i drink my liquor after
in my head i point my pistol at her

burn the house down 
x8

mokio

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