I opened up my browser tab to check was I listening to and got jumpscared by AiCarly 😡

not even joking been listening since it came out and it's still in my favorite songs of all time

sampled foo fighters remo drive n the muffs i hope u enjoy <3

https://twitter.com/canofblissmusic

my crush sent an mp3 n said listen at hi vol but i think he j wants me 2b deaf n sad @ the same time

Written September 2021
Stream on Spotify, Apple Music & All Platforms: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/elxnce/late-night-recovery
Stems: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1R2jbljMBDrwpVmBw78ks7pejCwg-0I2Y?usp=sharing
Download via Bandcamp: https://elxnce.bandcamp.com/track/late-night-recovery

lyrics:
I realized who I'm talking to
it's not me or you
you don't care about me as much as I care about you

It's the pain in my stomach it's the way you kinda love it 
when I hate you
it's the flickering lights it's the chills down my spine
I can't live without you
and I can't do this anymore and all my guards are on the floor
I think I'm losing my mind but that's still better than waking up

Stream

Late Night Recovery

prod me
vox by me
largely inspired by https://soundcloud.com/quannnic/above

"i hope my friends are having a great time here cause i'm not"

LYRICS
u gave me ur diary
i tore out the pages
i know i lost ur trust in me
i wish i was faceless
i wanna move places
to somewhere that’s vacant
i know ill never see u again
but i loved being ur friend

i try and tell u everything, but i don’t think u even know
i don’t think u’d care if i was coloring the snow
now im stuck in a convention hall with no one that i know
and all my friends are having so much fun, but i just wanna go

u gave me ur diary
i tore out the pages
i know i lost ur trust in me
i wish i was faceless
i wanna move places
to somewhere that’s vacant
i know ill never see u again
but i loved being ur friend

bury the hatchet
fire and matches
everybody’s looking at you
bury the hatchet
fire and matches
everybody’s looking at you

bury the hatchet
fire and matches
everybody’s looking at you
bury the hatchet
fire and matches
everybody’s looking at you

u gave me ur diary
i tore out the pages
i know i lost ur trust in me
i wish i was faceless
i wanna move places
to somewhere that’s vacant
i know ill never see u again
but i loved being ur friend

u gave me ur diary
i tore out the pages
i know i lost ur trust in me
i wish i was faceless
i wanna move places
to somewhere that’s vacant
i know ill never see u again
but i loved being ur friend

hope you’ll see that im sorry
i know im complacent
i know i lost ur trust in me
it’s ur time i wasted
ur feelin this sorrow
i won’t see u tomorrow
but know that im sorry 
know that im sorry

im trying to change things (hope you’ll see that im sorry)
im trying to change (i know im complacent)
but i just can’t get to sleep at night (i know i lost ur trust in me)
i just say the same things (it’s ur time i wasted)
i just can’t set things right (ur feelin this sorrow)
ill see u in the next life (i won’t see u tomorrow)
u never wanna speak to me again (but know that im sorry)
but it was great being ur friend (know that im sorry)

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The broken glass
From the microwave
Is reflecting your glow tonight
Your eyes are telling me
That I'm alive
I hope all these beautiful memories
Aren't ruined by the clothes
I'm wearing right now
(Let your body eat you up)

I did something wrong today
And I meant it in the right way
And I don't know how to say this
In a polite way
But I'm a lightweight
And I overdose the truth

If I had it my way
I'd overdose on you
I'd tell you what I hold back
Every time I get close to you

(Is it true or does it live
In a daydream?) 

If I die tonight
Can I lay my head down
Knowing it was alright?
Lesson learned
Douleur

I could never figure it out myself
Maybe I'm the weakness
Giving you hell
Maybe I'm the void in your chest
That you've been trying to fill

And now we're breaking our hands
Just to make it work
I guess broken bones
Are what we deserve
And now I can't hold on
'Cause my grip is gone
And all I'm left with
Is silence in a daydream

If I die tonight
Can I lay my head down
Knowing it was alright?
Lesson learned
Douleur

Slow down
I can feel your gaze 
Slipping through the cracks
Along my skin as I 
Struggle to breathe
Know now
It takes a lot to walk away
It takes a lot to be the change
Every day


If I die tonight
Can I lay my head down
Knowing it was alright?
Lesson learned
Douleur

The broken glass
From the microwave
Is reflecting your glow tonight
Your eyes are telling me
That I'm alive

I know there's something left for you

x2 dose

i hate how im margelia yea my insides are out
its a hard sell to pull me out of my house
i need some reassurance i wont bug myself out
when they all stare at me for wearing my blouse

yea i dont think that i can carry this weight
my teacher told me i should pull up my grades
i need some medicine, a cold mithridate
so when i walk the hallways i dont disassociate 

all my intentions, are they ever worth it?
if all i that i hope for never reaches the surface
theres a liar in me, a liar in me

i bottle my pride, and disregard if it kills me
i swallow my tongue at things that i know wont hurt me
hear a voice from within
you took a rib i never wanted to give

i need to make sure this is not a mistake
my parents tell me i should watch how i weigh
i pick some flowers from the shed that ive made
to form the crown which will keep me safe   

all my intentions, will they soon be worth it?
all i can hope for is that i’ll reach the surface
theres a liar in me, a liar in me
at least for now

callback

Avaliable on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5f8wXeQdrJBWStxqVC26KD?si=adcccc72fb194708

me on the guitar


[Verse 1]
You'll say it hurts for me to leave
i dont think thats true at all
the pain that you will feel is less
when u got friends to talk to
i retreat
i guess im beat
i retreat
guess im defeated

youll draw art for him and he'll like it
and i'll take the hint while im crying
i guess its a sin this shit im typing
though im feeling pissed i should 
keep these feelings to myself

[Bridge]
wasnt smart
for me to invest my health
into someone
i dont really want

[Chorus]
am i petty for wanting ur energy
i give it all to u but
this is not reciprocal
ik u care for me but its entropy when
ur not living up

am i petty for wanting ur energy
i give it all to u but
this is not reciprocal
ik u care for me but its entropy when
ur not living up

[Verse 2]
ull say it hurts for me to leave
i dont think thats true at all
the pain that you will feel is less
when u got friends to talk to
i retreat
i guess im beat
i retreat
guess im defeated

[Beat change]
You give me the
backhand of your love
you take me for granted
theres no trust
feeling all my senses
go to shit
now im lost, nothings there
I'm stuck with this

[Chorus]
am i petty for wanting ur energy
i give it all to u but
this is not reciprocal
ik u care for me but its entropy when
ur not living up

am i petty for wanting ur energy
i give it all to u but
this is not reciprocal
ik u care for me but its entropy when
ur not living up

[End]
ull say it hurts for me to leave
i dont think thats true at all
the pain that you will feel is less
when u got friends to talk to
i retreat
i guess im beat
i retreat
guess im defeated

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Petty

i dont sing cause all the walls r thin

submitted for goop week 7
https://soundcloud.com/goophouse

direct.me/nezerat
https://soundcloud.com/22hereknowswhen
https://soundcloud.com/shriekin-dreamer
https://soundcloud.com/m-e-w1
https://soundcloud.com/annieversary
https://www.instagram.com/il_dormiglioni/?hl=en

lyrics:

(Dormiglioni)
every day i wake up
time to put on make up
i put on the face i show the world

sometimes i just feel like
i can be different than you knew before

i hate the sound of my own voice
i like the way you look tonight
you always say i act a fool
its cuz i dont have me in mind
we go through ups and downs a lot
i guess that it just makes me hot
no i dont want to be alone
i play my best part on the phone
no i dont want to be alone

(nezerat)
i am someone else, i am not a man
i am venus trap, twisting how i stand
never wanna learn, i am what i show
you dont see the truth, browsing all the chrome

uh, yeah?

and im tired of being sickly, yeah im tired of being gross
when i am on the net, i barely realize that i am stuck
and all of high school all i ever felt was like a bitch fuck
now im swimming in the ocean, in the net i am stuck

(Dormiglioni)
all i know is that you make life complete
this i know, were gonna be set free
forget me not, its been oh so sweet
remember me...this way please

i am someone else, i am not a man
i am venus trap, twisting how i stand
never wanna learn, i am what i show
you dont see the truth, browsing all the chrome

no i dont want to be alone

nezerat, 22hereknowswhen, Shriekin' Dreamer!, mew1, annieversary, and Dormiglioni - CARLYCORE

Up! w/ vai5000

guitar by daniboi
released w/ angel radio

I hear voices in the dark
They say i won't make it out until im dead
And i believe that they're right
But they keep wailing while im trapped outside my bed

Aren't you scared then? That your friends are gonna die?
Or are you cold enough to forget it sometimes?
How do you work then? Power through the floating eyes?
The phantoms that remind you that your fucking despised?

I didn't sleep too well i had to hunt a ghost
Why are you acting like i wanted to invoke it
Always the skeptic telling me it's just a hoax even though
My bedsheets leak ectoplasmic vent posts

She told me everyone has them, and to valentine my time
I told her what they look like in a twisted mix of spite
And now i lose all motor functions and he's asking me to write
He wouldnt last a day living my life

I never do sleep well im haunted by a ghost and
They're always acting like i wanted to invoke it
Tell me i'm still a kid then treat me like a drone while 
My bedsheets are still leaking my blood

I'm a fool who thinks she's an empress
With the devil and death in my hands
When reagan and chris call the exorcist
The fisher price telephone takes their heads
Down a 5 and a half minute hallway
In an acid filled attic with teeth and gums
I cant off myself on a vhs tape
Or i'll become the ghost

Ghost Hunting

https://soundcloud.com/hugepoopfarting/pressure

nezerat, 22hereknowswhen, Shriekin' Dreamer!, mew1, annieversary, and Dormiglioni - CARLYCORE

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