song is by Bulldog Eyes

https://bulldogeyes.bandcamp.com/

just reuploading stuff (also I realize how much I butchered the title, fixed it now lmao)

Cyndi Lauper - Girls just wanna have fun (Bulldog Eyes cover)

Hella

not exactly my typical thing, but bulldog eyes i have a sentimental soft spot for and i don’t much care for restricting what i do and don’t listen to for the sake of some sort of a genre guideline since that’s both unnecessarily tiring and just stupid, really. like what you like! embarrassment is formed on performative narrative.
((dropped a little bulcaniro scribble here bcs I felt proud of it and he’s one of my faves))

shadow ii - bulldog eyes

Girls Rituals "Deproliferation" - Nov 22 2022

I follow the motion line that comes out my chest
It leads me somewhere, I'm still confused
I think my path intersects with you
I don't mean to

I don't know what people want
I just know what I want so I get it for myself
Can't imagine what you'd want from me
Just as a joke I imagined a couple things

I was like the Kreayshawn to your SGP
I could be anywhere if you needed me
I could prove anybody wrong about anything
You've seen the worst in me.

If you find my heart's in tatters
Just remind me stupid things really matter
We could do nothing and put out static forever

If you find out my heart's in tatters
Please remind me that stupid things matter more than anything

I got a red, red ribbon in my hair
You're so cute
Goddamn you're so dumb
I got a red, red ribbon in my hair
I try to signal something but you're so ignorant

I like it.

I was like the Kreayshawn to your Spaceghostpurrp
I could do anything, you know I'll make it hurt
I could do anything wrong
If you needed me
I could do anything wrong

I was like the Kreayshawn to your SGP
I could be anywhere if you needed me
You know I'm lying, there's no guessing
You've seen the worst in me

Worst in me

bulldog eyes - donut

i will not know u like i knew u - bulldog eyes

lyrics:
god it sucks to want to want but  lord I’ve tried and i just dont
i need something to stay afloat, got cinderblocks for feet  i know 
“just try your best” i do i did, im standing on a falling cliff
“just take your pills” i did, i do, how many more until im thru?

this liferaft I’ve been granted is just cardboard and its slanted
and wherever i was going doesn’t matter anymore
its hard to care bout destinations when you’re drowning on the way
so if i hear another “years from now” i swear ill go insane

i miss my shrink i had in 2020, miss the years i left my room
the years where i could give a fuck about the things i feel or do
i miss when i was singing to nobody in my childhood home
when nothing felt performative, and bettering was full of hope

my god thou hath forsaken me, and birds are picking at my corpse
im strung out for you all to see, but all i get is: love this song
im overwhelmingly aware of everything that i do wrong
but how can i change that, theres nowhere to go if i move on

nowhere to go if i move on

and god how could i ever know  how useless it would feel to hope
the more i am disappointed the more i expect the worst i know
“just call the hotlines” oh i did, they told me to just go to sleep
“just call your shrink” and oh i will, but shes sick like she always is

this “bettering” im searching for is nothing but a canker sore
a wound that i keep touching so it cannot ever heal
its something i’ve been wishing since i was just a little kid
but it just hurt to realise the thing i want was never real

i miss the years i wasn’t sick, when i was ignorant in bliss
when i was small enough to play and never think about a thing
where i was on the swingset so convinced that i really could fly
now if i see a swingset  i can’t help but start to cry

my shrink thou hath forsaken me, a month between each useless talk
i keep on eating worthless meds and keep on getting worse and all
i want is to be better but what does that even mean?
i keep on wishing  i will wake up and this all would be a dream

Canker Sore

SNOWFALL

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3B55wQuD0WAsv6wAmbq7Hp?si=a83b0fb9710a4ae8
bandcamp: https://bulldogeyes.bandcamp.com/album/asleep
youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IYX9tB5F3yk&list=PLMiTnI-O2B9LXLQha4mXhQ8JAU-kNuTI7&index=1
tidal: tidal.com/browse/track/74381041
website: https://bulldogeyes.com

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i will call u half asleep and speak ur scripture into me
god is on the phone and they are telling u 
"ur dirty and ur sick"

i will call my east coast friends and ask them
"hey how have u been?"
friends are on the phone and they are telling u
"its different since u left"

what about god and what about your friends?

(original : https://blacksquares.bandcamp.com/track/treat-me-like-a-doll)

if you really want i can be the smog around you
i'll surround you with my love
no matter how much how could it ever be enough ?
i wanna take care of all your needs
i wanna give you everything
i wanna build a nest inside your lungs
and curl up and go to sleep as close as i can be to you

keep me, keep me safe. i need you, every day
keep me, it keeps me safe. i need you

treat me like a doll, i'll be fucking perfect
see the real me, buried in the plastic
every fucking day i wake up in a panic
spinning like a drill i can never stop
tearing up inside myself

i built myself from barely fitting parts
scraped up off the floor
bubbling melting in the heat 
melting u and me together
what's this stuff ?? is it even flesh ??
is it even blood ?? is it even me ??
i built myself from barely fitting parts
i still fall apart, i still fall apart

keep me, keep me safe. i need you, every day
keep me, keep me safe. i need you

treat me like a doll, i'll be fucking perfect
see the real me, buried in the plastic
every fucking day i wake up in a panic
spinning like a drill i can never stop
tearing up inside myself

treat me like a doll (girls rituals)

asleep

bulldog eyes - have i always looked this way?

That's how it goes. We all change, we grow.

Cyndi Lauper - Girls just wanna have fun (Bulldog Eyes cover)

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