Recorded, Mixed and Mastered by: ​⁠​⁠@Jonahlevrai 

Artwork by : ​⁠​⁠ @MONAIM2 

Beat by : ​⁠​⁠ @fatcatbeats 



LYRICS 
SUMMARY 


I can’t believe how they gone in a second 
Claiming that I put them second 
Like i used to be on their laps trading my pain for their comfort 
Let it be shown in the record 
That i was to be leaned on and they were to offer acceptance 
They say that it takes an effort 
Effort to be the shepherd 
Often to hold a leverage 
And on every promise delivers 
So call me selfish better yet  undependable
Im that big fish swimming in the center pool 
Call the Interpol 
They want the selfless disease to be an international 
They call it rational 
Behaving like a prophet can’t fulfill the prophecy and it became marginal 
Imagine all 
the heavy weight on a youngster’s shoulders
Like captive elders 
What they finna do 
They can’t set a foot beyond the freedom borders 
Live in order 
Until chaos is big enough to take it over
Sober or shit faced trying too much will make you HOVA 
So no more charity cases 
No long faces 
The case is 
We’re nothing but comfort chasers 
Simple basics 
You have to be the threat to know what being safe is 
Malicious 
Only when you block the plans of an ambitious 
And vecious 
When you show up at my radar as a suspicious
Precious 
The lessons learned that made me courageous 
Patience 
Is the key to expertise in so many majors
Collecting favors
To make a name for my self and a legacy for later 
I ain’t second guessing this matter 
Lover or hatter 
Im going DARTH VADER 
One more step and I’ll press the detonator 
By that here’s what i mean 
I’ve killed enough dreams 
I pulled enough strings 
I watched enough streams  
Of people making it while i have been 
Helpful to every being 
Friends and family make a regime 
In which you feel 
Owned  with no self esteem 
So scream 
Fuck them fuck you imma do what I want 
Imma turn my life around 
and become the next pun 
And if my plan did fail 
I won’t be blaming no one
That old ship did sail 
And it’s time for me to have fun 
So set back and chill
And watch a god become one
A god of all evil 
A god who’s mouth lethal
Can’t control his ego 
Still can seem to see through 
All the fucking people 
Used to care about them I couldn’t tell em that
For self preservation I’ll do it all again 
They suggested the change they couldn’t handle that
With low self esteem rides along the fuckin pain 
Not that They Dont get it they don’t know all that 
They lived so long in shit they can no longer smell 
Sorry ain’t got no comment on this or that 
It’s a fuckin society not a chain of command 
What I’m wearing 
Am i Arab or barbarian 
Does it bother you hearing 
That i got my own lyrics
Don’t mid me interfering 
Why asking instead of feeling
Why hating instead of cheering 
Im not seeking appearance
Im not spreading awareness 
Im just living my music 
Something that’s worth abusing 
troubling but still amusing 
It’s crazy 
That I show my standards in my bars 
Cuz I know they lazy
Keep my beliefs to my self to keep them amazing 
So give me something to think that it will be surprising 
Or do your self a favor and do what you were raised with 
So have the decency to say 
That you don’t know who to obey 
Every thing you see is fake 
And you rather run and play 
Than to choose to be awake 
Well it’s hard for me to stay 
And claim I don’t know the way 
So I apologize again 
If i got nothing to maintain 
I started to think it’s in my veins
Sure it does make me insane 
But i no longer give a fuck if everybody agrees im lame 
I will never be a shamed 
Cuz I don’t call all this a game 
I call it LIFE and life is full of fucking change .

SUMMARY

Surrealist is an every birthday mood for some people

MONAIM

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