That laughter eerie asf,but this feels like a filler episode of death note

super unique sounds off this, i love the vibe this gives

this beat is crazy brodie I fuck with this heavily!!

beat by bapop x daniel saint
written by cal meloblu 
vocal prod. by prodkeech

lyrics:

Times when I wanted to pause
My thinking to get across 
All bad days that build exhaust
I know it hurts, but fuck it

Times when I wanted to pause
My thinking to get across
All bad days that build exhaust
I know it hurts, but fuck it

But fuck it, I'm lit up
You bring up my vibe 
I'm kidding, just give up 
You bring up my drive

To keep going
Running back on the days I was closing 
Down and all my self love you would throw it
Way down into the deep, and so now

I notice that you don't try
And I used to wonder why
You found your new perfect guy
I loved you with my full heart

You land a hit on me as I tear up 
At my lowest point, girl
My heart, it split as I'm taking a look
At my mind, too crowded

You found one, bitch, you replaced
Me, now left with nothing

Times when I wanted to pause
My thinking to get across 
All bad days that build exhaust
I know it hurts, but fuck it

Times when I wanted to pause
My thinking to get across
All bad days that build exhaust
I know it hurts, but fuck it

Wanted To Pause

POUR A SHOT  & ROLL UP

4ever

Written By: Michael Conover
Production By: Retnik Beats & Lavito Beats

Clock is ticking, but it's moving slow My thoughts are darker than the night, I know Every breath feels heavy, my heart is racing I can't escape this feeling, it's suffocating Try to shake it off, but it won't leave It's like a shadow, what always following me Death on my mind, I can't deny (na, na) It's a constant reminder, I can't hide
Wait, ah, ah 
Everywhere I go, it's always there Fear of losing everything, it's hard to bear I see it in the news, I hear it on the radio (what?)
I see it in the news, I hear it on the radio

It's a reminder that life is fragile, you never know (know) When it comes knocking on your door Take away everything you've ever lived for
Try to push it away, but it creeps back in The thought of losing everything, it's a sin Death on my mind, I can't deny It's a constant reminder, I can't hide

Yeah
Wait
Wait
Ah, ah 
I don't want to live in fear But it's hard when it's always near Try to find some peace of mind But for now, it’s death on my mind
Yeah 
SESH

Panic Mode

Suffocating (Prod. Retnik Beats & Lavito Beats)

FOR REAL

What’s the point

LEAVE

how the fuck im 20 + my life is wasted

20 YEARS OLD
LOOKIN IN THE MIRROR 20 PIERCINGS IN MY EAR LOBES
I GOTTA SEE CLEAER MORE RESPONSIBLE THAN VOICES IN MY EARS IM STEARIN CLEAR HOE
I WANTED TO DIE SO BITCH I SWITCHED THE FUCKIN GEAR YO, PUNCH IT INTO REAR HOE

MIGHT BE REVERSING BUT I AINT GOIN BACK
DEALIN WITH THESE CURSES AND PANIC ATTACKS
I JUST CANT MANAGE THE FACT, DAMAGE MY STAMINA TO THE MAX 
IM HAMMERED RUNNIN TO DABS, NOW I JUST RAN UP THE RACKS

THERE IS NO EXCUSE, IM AN ADULT, IM RUNNIN TIGHT AND NEVER LOOSE
I STILL MISS THE DAYS DRINKIN MY APPLE JUICE
CHANGE YA ATTITUDE, I GOT FOOD AND WATER HELLA GRATITUDE
HARLEY D’S WHILE U GOT ON SOME BATTERED SHOES, I DONT GOTTA ASK FOR 2

GROWN UP, SO QUIT YOUR COMPLAININ AND FUCKIN SHOW UP
THE FUNDS FROM YOUR PARENTS ARE FUCKIN FROZE UP, LIKE OUT ON YA OWN NOW
JUST WALK DOWN THE ROAD PAL AND DONT SAY SHIT TO US U BITCH LIKE GO GET YA OWN GAL

rest in peace to all who that ive lost, i couldn’t stand it
grief and depression causin unrealistic damage
wish i could chill at home everyday, and blaze shit and fuckin play, that’s lazy im sayin damn bruh, cmon 

like man up, damn i really miss smokin my weed dreamin of santa 
but i know when i fiend im just one step closer to cancer
thinkin pleasure is the only answer, destroying my mind because it is rancid, honestly 

i just love bein mindless to numb the pain
since u came back u took all that shit away, wait mistake
u ecstatically make me attached only to back away
this is the second year you’re not here and it’s an awful day

dreamin of a better day, i remember dreamin bout growin up
i never thought that life would fuckin suck this much
guess who isn’t showin up, cuttin my classes and gettin stoned as fuck
givin my all to the corps controllin us

bitch i’ll be a corpse if i do not quit it
like i gotta shift my mission and ditch shit that leaves me trippin
kicks are for kids, bitch
im not one, workin my ass off and it is not fun
see me and they know they cannot stop em

fuckers better stock up
time was down so bitch i raised the clock up
mind was down degrading screamin stop, fuck
waitin for the day i break and rot up
a lot’s tough, the gossip is toxic, until we’re all forgotten 

i cant believe that im 20, used to think 14 was plenty
notice how over the years i slowly feel more and more empty
livin where i am renting, im stackin up debt for my future
always thought i was a loser now i make hits on computers

im 20 years old
lookin at my life like where the fuck did all the years go
i remember when my sister almost ripped my earlobe
that was back when we were only 4
thinkin bout days before, better days are at the door

20 𖤐PROD. $TATIC + MR.

"Epoch" prod. M.B.

A simple but poetic/musical message to everyday life produced by #Platinumcardshorty feat. #FRIZZO SMUG

I BE THINKING

ANYTHING V3

𝔐𝔲𝔰𝔦𝔠𝔦𝔞𝔫.
𝑀𝒶𝒹𝑒 𝐼𝓃 𝐵𝒶𝓁𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒.™️

"Epoch" prod. M.B.

M.B.

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