I dont wanna think of you
Nor dream of you
On this chilly April night
Dont wanna be missing you
Reminiscing through
All our old memorable nights


uh uh 
Call it psychotic dysphoria
Thinking of Florida 
All we went through
Picking back to
Altercations, vacations
Where I wish I thought more things through
But the times so grimy 
(Its so sad then smiley)
Triple it,
double the shots
And untie the knots
Forget our differences
Yeah
Texting me hearts
(Your smile revive me)
Tell me, 
Is it the end or the start?


I dont wanna think of you
Nor dream of you
On this chilly April night
Dont wanna be missing you
Reminiscing through
All our old memorable nights


Did we catch some love dyslexia
Still down to sex with ya
But dont tell anyone
Cause its not the same wavelength
That shooked up the basement
Replacing you is going be one hard find, ey
Cause my new boo
Is too cute
To lose that 
Right to you
My train on the run
And its passing right through you
Like pass me that wine (yea)
For them dark times
Cheers to good sex 
And new rhymes


I dont wanna think of you
Nor dream of you
On this chilly April night
Dont wanna be missing you
Reminiscing through
All our old memorable nights

Brighton Beach Baby

I Don't Wanna

I really like you when I'm drunk
But I really like you when I'm sober too
And all of these things I do
To make sure to be good to you
They just come

I really like you when I'm high
But I really like you when I'm sober too
And all of these things I hear
As you whisper them in my ear
They feel so good

Uh, you know things like
Oh, you smell good
And I like the perfume that you used today
And I like what you're wearing today
And yesterday
But more importantly to say
Your smile looking extra, extra bright
Is that cause of where we're going tonight or
Is it because of where we're just at right now?
You know doing that finger thing that nobody really talks about and
The little things that we don't even speak of
Like making sure you're covered when you're already sleeping
And feeding me when I don't really feel like eating
And I don't think sometimes but you fill the in-betweens in
And there are so many words that I could put together
To compare my feelings to the blissful weather
But it's easier to just say 3
And hopefully you say them back to me

I really like you when I'm drunk
But I really like you when I'm sober too
And all of these things I do
To make sure to be good to you
They just come

I really like you when I'm high
But I really like you when I'm sober too
And all of these things I hear
As you whisper them in my ear
They feel so good

They just come

Blissful

Buy on iTunes

Simple Mistakes

Tina
Im trying my best 
to leave ya
How can it be so hard
To walk away
For once than choose to stay
Miss I wish you were healthy
Like a couple of green veggies
But veggies,
Are friendly and funny
So many
Reminders, that hide in the folds
Of my cortices
That know I wont allow for you to leave
So I act on my urges 
and let withdrawal 
take control of me
Like sugar
Its an abstinence
I feel fuller as my fingers slide
To get a feel of a suddenly
Skinny stomach on strike
Who likes to scream at night for you
And the nights in June

So what do I do
With and without you
Thought biochemistry was hard
But I cant figure out you
Very few got a hold of the Tina degree
Would even agree
To put in like 22 hours a week
If that could mean 
That I could pass your class
And maybe even get some ____

So what do I do
With and without you
Thought biochemistry was hard
But I cant figure out you
Very few got a hold of the Tina degree
Would even agree
To put in like 22 hours a week
If that could mean 
That I could pass your class
And maybe even

What do I do
Im trying my best to leave ya

Tina im trying my best to leave ya

tina

Parapapa By Monica Riskey

new song beches xoxoxooxoxoxoox 

lyrics:
Ooo you sitting by my side
Every single night
Like where we going
Ooo your fingers on my thigh
Staring in my eyes
Nobody notice
And then
You say
That you dont wanna leave
Im like babe
You gotta show me
That you're more than a homie

Starting with a slow
Drift then going faster like a shop
Lift like you some master
I dont know this or our way
But the only thing that matter
Is that you want to stay
So tell me what you really wanna do
Yeah yeah yeah
I dont know but i know that its you
Yeah yeah yeah
You got me oh so hooked
Yeah yeah yeah
Yeah
And you got me following
Your vibe like its inspiring
Hope that this love ain't borrowing
Cause otherwise it aint for me

Ooo you sitting by my side
Every single night
Like where we going
Ooo your fingers on my thigh
Staring in my eyes
Nobody notice
And then
You say
That you dont wanna leave
Im like babe
You gotta show me
That you're more than a homie

more than a homie >

like this for a tbh

welcome, we here and we sexy

Lyrics:
Dear love
If u near or if u even rlly far
I'll take my car to U
Or a private jet that I dont even have
So ill use my head

Damn this isnt me
Watching myself lose my free
Dom- but
Um
Look at you

Cause I just do whatever
I wanna do and whenever
Even if that means posting weird videos to YouTube

And I know that u do
Wanna take a trip out to
Wherever were goin
Wish this map would show it
But,,,,, no it
Knowingly does not
In fact it takes pride in that
And cant say that I mind that

Dear love
If u near or if u even rlly far
I'll take my car to U
Or a private jet that I don't even have
So ill use my head

And u the type of cutie
Who makes me lose my duties
But unfortunately for me
That don't include my anxiety
So it consume me
Filled up in love
Cannot see
My
Self inside your
Blue green eyes

So why

Even try to raise questions
Yea I hate how perceptive I am
Feel a shift in the mood
Is it you or the moon
Y do I struggle to understand
When I just wanna dance w u
Even tho I see that u shy
Say dumb jokes, pull pranks on ya
Damn, what a vibe

Dear love
If u near or if u even rlly far
I'll take my car to U
Or a private jet that I don't even have
So ill use my head

dear love

Sunset Cruise

ye, s

ik long wait but no longer
#cas #cover shoutout #sexy

Summer Bubble

Purple

Production P.soul
Mad fun writing/making this song 

Hideaway (feat. Mshark)

Video by SCSSRHNDS : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bwtQT0YRapk
Video on Quincy's Channel : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I6VqfQ15PZM

Lost in the Manor review: http://www.lostinthemanor.co.uk/blog/2017/6/6/monica-riskey-bleeding-betty

Bleeding Betty

iTUNES

honey jack butterflies

lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vUjc3h9qIY0&lc=z22kwlrj1ta4yljwg04t1aokg44gqgxbmbl4gw3d4nirrk0h00410

Blissful (Demo Version)

Cold Gold

u ever feel nostalgic
Lyrics:
i miss just chilling at the park
with all my luna homies sitting looking at the stars
trading silly bands and just talking about death
and way too into jordans copping 1 straight to the 10

i miss routinely visits to the famous toys r us
remember my first ride on the b49 bus
my first time freaking out taking the Q all alone
missing my stop never thought id make it home
and yeah

I still miss home even through all of the fights
hiding under tables  while my parents fought at night

flipping out my game boy
cause I'm sick of all the noise
thinking of running far
and breaking all my toys
bangin on my piano
getting in tune w my rage
babysitters said its nothin
its just age
the moon came out and darkness took over
my room became a haunted house 
every time I was alone so

I miss just walking down the street
chilling by the bay with my sheepshead bay homies
talking about crushes while jamming to crazy frog
and having all my fortunes told with a flip of a card
and
i miss measuring my growing height
not knowing if I'm gunna make the cyclone ride
bumping into friends while we in the bumper cars
but now we got drunk drivers who took it way too far
and
i miss the innocence that was stolen
miss the birthday parties when we all went bowling
the awkward school dances that played soulja boy
wanting to be a billionaire like travie mccoy

skating down the boardwalk on my scooter
hours watching disney channel bloopers
scaring some kids with my new poppers
first time hearing brooklyn grasshoppers

but we were stripped of the new
time committing crime 
the high that we just pursue
bobby went from drinking coke 
to selling it
to madeline who now can't reckon
that she just can't quit

sleepless days and nights 
kids are in a constant fight
with the reappearing powder that 
never got the invite 
so

I miss the times i would lay
on dirty brighton beach 
hearing bout the train delays
and running to the big ol blockbuster
a business woman 
i was selling my old cluster
and
i miss the times i didn't understand
political arguments that got way too out of hand
and when I was handed my first cellphone I cried
Orange motorola pebl you bet I was fly

i miss the times when we were all sober
and there were no excuses to why you couldn't come over
and there was no being busted for ignoring texts
nah you were busting your own butt on heelys tryna flex

shit, a boy just pushed me
said its cause he likes me
so i pushed a girl
and now she wanna fight me
but she was kinda tall 
and i was like 4 ft
so i slid right under her 
and said call me when you're 19

i miss the times when we just did stuff
when i could bring home any hoe and there was no rush
nothing to compare our present cause there was no past
putting up a schedule living life like its a draft

but the luna kids never saw it coming
and when the storm came they just all started bugging
they all knew it was cold but didn't know that you could freeze
bars on more bars
still at home at 33
started with a cold pack
now we onto prozac
enough is never enough
so mix it with some cognac

i miss it i do too
speaking facts all my girls go truuuuu
but so much isn't true
its a cover up
shit gets so grey, when it start to open up
and you miss it
you do too
even when you couldn't cuss and had a curfew
only od that you knew of was of candy baskets
but sugar rushes don't make friends end up
in caskets

OrangeMotorolaPebl (Prod. By L.David)

This scary scary life man 
it make no sense
and my mama told me to live
without regrets
I could do whatever i want 
if i get those A's
and them hoes come and go
but ur gpa stay

ugh shit mama
i didnt mean to start drama
used to think it was my fault
for what happened to you and papa
drop her, pop her
rolled up ol' dollars
sick of hiding cut up 
bendy straws 
from baby brother
maybe mother we can work it outtt
i dont remember our last hangoutt
thats true
and she dont know what to do
and i dont know what to either
but this just isnt fair to us
after all i wasnt the cheater

This scary scary life man 
it make no sense
and my mama told me to live
without regrets
I could do whatever i want 
if i get those A's
and them hoes come and go
but ur gpa stay

ugh damn mama
watchu mean im a problem
after all the times you told me
u regret having a daughter
rising water
metaphorical slaughter
how the fuck can you say that
all because i was a talker
maybe mother we can work it outt
i dont remember our last hangoutt
thats facts
so she dont know how to act
and idk how to either
yeah constantly on relapse
but im still a believer

This scary scary life man 
it make no sense
and my mama told me to live
without regrets
I could do whatever i want 
if i get those A's
and them hoes come and go
but ur gpa stay
x2

gpa (Prod. YungJ Beats)

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4R7DzaTtzTJqJKcUiYpnEm
Apple music: https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/1969dime-single/1362951394
Google play: https://play.google.com/store/music/album/Monica_Riskey_1969dime?id=Bctwwoysn3mrk4rqwwfaac726ju
Amazon music: https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B07BPMBFSQ/?tag=distrokid06-20
Tidal: http://tidal.com/album/86337329
Napster: https://us.napster.com/artist/monica-riskey/album/1969dime

Lyrics:
Baby you make me feel so fucking good (oh)
Your hands on me, your lips kiss me
Just like they should (oh)
And I cant even lie i'm mesmerized (oh)
The way you touch, gives me a rush
Wish you understood (oh)

Yeah I can say I feel fine
Caught like one or ten shiny dimes
But one was special edition
Yeah from 1969
And its weird cause i'm feeling so tilted
Yeah I feel myself slidin
But I didn't even smoke yet i'm lifted 
Guess I am stuck i'm addicted (and I feel way too high)
She said "I don't wanna look stupid"
I said that I don't either
So lets go and get cupid
Give him a tip and a feature
And I feel myself drowning deeply
Into the ocean down deep beneath me
Dopa-dopamines do not leave me
Stuck in your eyes someone come free me

Baby you make me feel so fucking good (oh)
Your hands on me, your lips kiss me
Just like they should (oh)
And I cant even lie i'm mesmerized (oh)
The way you touch, gives me a rush
Wish you understood (oh)

Baby you make me feel so fucking good 
So good baby
Your hands on me, your lips kiss me
Just like they should 
Yeah just like they should
Yeah just like they should
Just like they should should should should should should
Should should

ViDEO

1969dime

had fun makin dis song and shakin my booty

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/25wf9g6p2LQ1ULuSR7w1g0
Apple Music: https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/need-you-single/1393795135
Itunes: https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/need-you-single/1393795135?app=itunes&ign-mpt=uo%3D4
Tidal: http://tidal.com/album/89872132
Google Play: https://play.google.com/store/music/album/Monica_Riskey_Need_You?id=B27wip2qk4bup2rkmq634trcs64
Amazon: https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B07DHBMLB4/?tag=distrokid06-20
Napster: https://us.napster.com/artist/monica-riskey/album/need-you

Lyrics:
Come over
You look so good there with your hair
And the perfume you like to wear
I'm like its over
For me I know its way too late
I wont fight it 
What if its fate

What are you drinking?
Whiskey or coke?
Constantly telling me 
Yes but then no
Goosebumps that you make me feel babe
Goosebumps baby you make me feel
You are my underground escape
Oh so much like that I

I said I need need 
Need need need you
I said I need need 
Need need need you
From the mountains so high
To the rivers so low
Always seek you
I said I need need 
Need need need you

Its crazy
The way that you just have my back
I never knew it felt like that
So come on baby
Don't focus on the little things
Thats where the end always begins

What are you drinking?
Whiskey or coke?
Constantly telling me 
Yes but then no
Goosebumps that you make me feel babe
Goosebumps baby you make me feel
You are my underground escape
Oh so much like that I

I said I need need 
Need need need you
I said I need need 
Need need need you
From the mountains so high
To the rivers so low
Always seek you
I said I need need 
Need need need you

Need you need you
I need who I need you yeah

SPOTIFY

Need You

Available on all Major Steaming services <33

(i love you)
Echoes
thought that I loved you 
but i let go
maybe i knew it from the
get go
but now im stuck talking to 
all these echoes (yea)

you aint even wish me a
goodbye
you were settled on the
badvibes
i dont think that we see
eye to eye
constantly refusing
to comply
memories that 
overshadow me
twisting on trail
like some alchemy
left that shit long go
on dead end
now moving so swiftly
confuse em

cause you
look so good 
and i 
run from my mind
it hurts me
to see you see me run(ning)
running from all of these

chorus

its so dark
and its cold
how am i to 
find my home
sos no gps
she keep on looking
but i cant contest
nah theres no navigation
praying for my destination
cant get caught at the wrong station
god me holy and patient

prechorus

chorus

i dont know
i dont see
somehow darkness follow me
what it take
not afraid
lost my heart nothing at stake

echoes
thought that you loved me
but you let go

Echoes

Out on all social media <33333
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/monicariskey/fja8

Producer: Yusei

Chorus:
Dear myself
yes to you
i apologize
for all the dumb shit that i do
to u 
and to us
forever holding on to your trust (love)

but with my luck im scared to lose it
im really pushing
what i really shouldnt
tripped up got hooked on 
when i wasnt looking
now i feel torn up
try to run 
you see me booking
fake flexin when im cookin
c me set a fire
say the big words 
dont cover up that ur a liar
you got caught up 
bitch how can you deny her
now we caught up in them late talks
feelin tired

chorus

fucking vivid
too explicit
talking more in my mind 
late at night
when im
dreaming
than the 
evening
so the conversations end up being- one sided
and the night get lonely as each homie
taken their prescribed pills

Apple Music/Spotify

bathroom breaks

:))))) out on all streams <3
the link that says bye is just spotify :)))))))):0

Lyrics:
Do you really think im cute
or atleast the way you say it
cause i think im pretty
funny looking
but hey ill surely take it

along with all your love
cause i know i cant replace it
otherwise im out of luck
and nah I will not take that

Both b's bubbly 
im feeling like a saint
she calling my home her home
no complaints
and if she ring me late at night to save her from the sea
ill put on my fur jacket tell her
b there in uh breeze

How you feel about this route
or do u wanna go another
cause sometimes im just not too sure
and thats when I begin to stutter

along with long replies
cause i would never wanna miss a thing
staring in your eyes
and counting all my dopamines

feeling your vibrations
got me hooked
in the books
everyday im learning
something new
loving you
i think i would even pay money
to hangout with you
but the best parts are all priceless
and thats just what im into

music video :)

in uh breeze

OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS

peep the french flag... Thank you to Suther Kane Films for this opportunity!

lyrics:
Hips are bumping
Emotions start running
You could say its love but
I would rather say its fun
And baby

Move in silence
No ones gotta find out
But as you move closer
My head turns right to the corner

Damn my baby
Whatchu mean i'm crazy
To be holding on
To something so damn hard
Don't you see my purpose
I am so determined
Out to win this game

Baby I got no shame

I fell in love I truly d i i i i i d
These other games are just for fun and kicks
I never meant to truly tri i i i p
But now I did and I cant get back in

Wasn't on purpose
I don't deserve this
Give me respect babe
Its not a service
We went through heaven and hell
Much like a circus
Took off my safety straps
I hit the surface
Ouch it fucking hurt but you are worth it
I cant explain my thoughts but you just toss em
Seen so so so many eyes 
So many people in line
Baby girls and guys
But you just 

Crying trying lying to your face
Driving so deep down the belt parkway
Hitting the gas 100 on the highway
Car on automatic 
Why you think that way?
She's so dangerous (yea)
Running on adventure
She endanger us
Now were in danger of
The possibility
Losing you and me
So hold on tight
Cause I just won't let that be

I fell in love I truly d i i i i i d
These other games are just for fun and kicks
I never meant to truly tri i i i p
But now I did and I cant get back in

Give it to me cause I know you want to
I won't tell a soul
Nobody'll know no
I'll give it to you cause I know you want to
I won't tell no one
Babe it's just summer fun

Spotify

Blue

i accidentally fuken deleted dis ... also this def aint rnb but i also dont know what the heck this is! (was advised) idk :))))

lyrics:
your sweet ways 
got me way too hooked
i hear my mama yelling to me
bout my sweet tooth
but it dont seem like i mind
peeking in your eyes
as im floating in your vibe
yeah you got me way too high

now im swimming
hoping that i dont drown
u know you set that rhythm
i have given you my crown
and if you wanna fly to mars
just give me the word
ill give you my pink spaceship
along with the password
and youll zoom
faster than anyone
our story has just begun
i know its been troublesome
but seemingly
im just drawn to you
and u r drawn to me
looks like my sweet tooth goin give me cavities

your sweet ways 
got me way too hooked
i hear my mama yelling to me
bout my sweet tooth
but it dont seem like i mind
peeking in your eyes
as im floating in your vibe
yeah you got me way too high

im hypnotized
im hypnotized

spoti fyee

sweet tooth

im so happy 
yet so sad
all of these emotions
i dont understand
think im good
then go bad
sent u a text
but never got one back

im so happy yet so sad
2 half naked 
dressed in plaid
taste of jack
in my teeth
still thinking of you
last week
we dont speak anymore
i still feel that in my core
furthermore, by the way
ur ex txt me to this day

im so happy

im so happy
yet so sad
all these woes
keep stabbing backs
heart attack
i cant sleep
stained my covers and my sheets
old receipts
in my drawer
hope my new thing
dont explore
in a war
with the time
and my will 
to take whats mine

Spotifyy

im so happy

[Verse 1: Hadji Gaviota]
In your fingers like a Tech Deck, next
Hope you don't leave me on your desk
But I know that's out of my control
Throw my hands up off the Cyclone
We'll make a day at Luna Park
I'm down to stay til after dark
Pass a J round to Graham Parker
You're prolly more the type for Arca

[Pre-Chorus: Hadji Gaviota]
Ooh, I'm open, yeah
I'm so open
Just wanna get you spoken for

[Hook: Hadji Gaviota & Monica Riskey]
But baby I'm so open, hoping
Your dock will let me rope in, chosen
I wanna have you spoken for
Loud enough to hit the ocean floor
But baby I'm so open, hoping
Your dock will let me rope in, chosen
I wanna have you spoken for
Loud enough to hit the ocean floor

[Verse 2: Monica Riskey]
Wheelin' on my Heelys, flex
Way too risky when I sent that text, yeah
I claimed that that was out of my control
I almost fell right out the Cyclone
Busy boolin' right by Brighton Beach
You got me feeling ways that I can't speak
And I never thought I'd see the day
That we'd calmly chill on Sheepshead Bay

[Pre-Chorus: Hadji Gaviota & Monica Riskey]
Ooh (oh oh oh oh), I'm open, yeah
I'm so open
Just wanna get you spoken for

[Hook: Hadji Gaviota & Monica Riskey]
But baby I'm so open, hoping
Your dock will let me rope in, chosen
I wanna have you spoken for
Loud enough to hit the ocean floor
But baby I'm so open, hoping
Your dock will let me rope in, chosen
I wanna have you spoken for
Loud enough to hit the ocean floor

[Bridge: Hadji Gaviota & Monica Riskey]
Busy on the Ferris we go
You taking my hand, don't let go
Just don't look down below
I'll try, I'll try, ooh
But baby girl I'm burning up like 3005
3005, you keep a smile, you got me strapped in for the ride

[Hook: Hadji Gaviota & Monica Riskey]
But baby I'm so open, hoping
(I'm so open for you)
Your dock will let me rope in, chosen
(I'm so open for you)
I wanna have you spoken for
(I'm so open for you, for you)
Loud enough to hit the ocean floor
But baby I'm so open, hoping
(I'm so open for you)
Your dock will let me rope in, chosen
(I'm so open for you)
I wanna have you spoken for
(I'm so open for you, for you)
Loud enough to hit the ocean floor

[Outro: Monica Riskey]
I'm so open for you
I'm so open for you
I'm so open for you, for you

Stream this baby

Tech Deck x Hadji Gaviota

newton's 3rd

Spring Lover

Just a Russian Jew in Brooklyn sTill assimilating to the 21st century life with a guitar in one hand and a booty in the other 

Contact  - Monicariskeymusic@gmail.com

Monica Riskey

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