idk what death is like, but i'm excited to find out !!

lyrics
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life flashes before my eyes
too quick to hold on to 
anything i hold dear
how weird
i wanna be the first of us to go
the first one to leave
so please

when it's time
if it takes
let it take it all away
when it's time
if it takes
let it take it all away from me
(from me)
(from me)

would it scare you a little too much
if i told you i want to know what happens next
what comes next?
would it be weird to say
i don't want to waste time
i just wanna skip to the end
until then...

(when it's time)
(when it's time)
(let it take it all away from me)
(from me)
(from me)

stream !

if it takes !

All i want is you!!!!

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Birlliant!!

as broadcasted on sleepy.zone on April 24th, 2023

—Entrance
1. Alaska Sargent - poem, chapter two
2. Alaska Sargent - Body Horror
3. monikrr - PHANTOM
4. Alaska Sargent - New York
5. Alaska Sargent - Are You Forgetting Something? (feat. fearozzles)
6. The Lovely Robot - ID*
7. Alaska Sargent - poem, chapter two
8. Alaska Sargent - Body Horror

Take One Good Look In The Mirror!—An Audio Presentation

why the hell would i spend a second more in this place
time will tell if i'll leave you the smallest trace
come and see what waits for you behind these walls
i'll be free when i lose all my reasons to call

so tell me you're happy
sitting in your rocking chair
night after night you just stare
at the men on the wall
losing their religion
while the clock ticks away from the kitchen
so tell me it's fine
to stay in your corner of the world
till the day you die
do you wonder where the time went?
do you regret how your time was spent?

well i'll be
lost in the sea
endlessly searching
for something more than this

and you wouldn't know anything else
even if it broke your door
and i'd rather be anywhere else
cause i want something more

anywhere that i can find something more

something more

this song is for kelly clarkson and one of the kids i taught named hazel
i hope you keep making art and spelling your name haelz cause that fucking rules
also you were right every time you called your teacher a girl LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL

H4YZZZ3L

Citadel

venomshank (w/ monikrr)

prod meeeee featuring monikrr everyone say thank you monikrr

lyr:
[mae]
strike back at the heart, tear the thing apart
take it back from the beginning, acting out the part
tear me into shreds, then pick up the shards
clean up and depart 

i can still see when my eyes are closed
venom injected, i decompose
daughter of arachne, joints bending and cracking
biting down on anything you expose
i dont have anything to uphold
suspended in air, movements so controlled
daughter of arachne, rebirthing and hatching,
fading out in passing

when i bite down, i bite down hard
sinking in ashes, im one with the tar

[monikrr]
keep spilling out nectar, i’m sinking my teeth
through my own skin, venom paralyzed me
tryna feign composure but it’s tantalizing
when my own damn blood’s never tasted this sweet

sucking the life out of myself and then discarding the rest
up all night weaving all my words, then getting stuck in the web
but it’s fine, at least you’ll say it is, you made it out in the end 
i don’t like you, and i still don’t like me, so tell me what happens next

uh, stargazing in my trunk, i
ah, i drove as far from home as i could drive
ah, it makes me sick we share the same sky
ah, the dirt, the air that i can't call mine
the skin you stole from me with your eyes
and bruised and battered on the worst nights
the secrets that i told all etched in your mind
if i could take anything back, it'd be my own life

[mae]
i can still see when my eyes are closed
venom injected, i decompose
daughter of arachne, joints bending and cracking
biting down on anything you expose
i dont have anything to uphold
suspended in air, movements so controlled
daughter of arachne, rebirthing and hatching,
fading out in passing

arachne (w/ monikrr)

it turns out we were really out of coffee.

Lyrics:

My water bottle's half empty on the floor
and I think I'm gonna over think this.

And we might be out of coffee
but we have energy to spare.

Chorus:
And I wonder what it's like outside today.
Do my friends want to come out and play?
What if there's nothing fun to do like splashing in puddles in the rain?

And I wonder what it's like outside today.
Do my friends want to come out and play?
What if there's nothing fun to do like splashing in puddles in the rain?

Why am I so lonely? Was it the funny jokes I told you?
Yes, I thought that they were funny but I noticed a peak in boredom.

Or was it just sadness? I can't tell.
We were probably just beating around the bush
I still take my weekly dose of Taco Bell
Still take my weekly dose of Taco Bell

Chorus:
And I wonder what it's like outside today.
Do my friends want to come out and play?
What if there's nothing fun to do like splashing in puddles in the rain?

And I wonder what it's like outside today.
Do my friends want to come out and play?
What if there's nothing fun to do like splashing in puddles in the rain?

[Repeat Chorus]

Citadel

monikrr

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