i fucking love this porter robinson inspired outro

@ayakoskillington: that's,,  that's crazy ,

pre-save my new song "honeydew": https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/monikrr/honeydew

i'm paintin' pictures
on another frame of mind
tryna keep my distance
to let it subside

cos i don't want it
i don't want the me that lied
but i'm getting strangled
by the rope of which we're tied

and i'll lose my mind
until you forget me
cut the string
and let me loose but i doubt it

it's all my fault and
i should take responsibility
and apologize
but that's outta my abilities

yeah
wasted all my time
using music to confide in
no matter how hard i tried
now i realize

that i'm stuck
my visions getting starry
and my words they turn to dust
too busy spouting nonsense
but i don't really give a fuck

cos this shit is pointless anyways
so far gone in just twenty days
the walls around me begin to cave
and i'm crushed by the weight of my sins

and i might be out of my mind
that or i'm real fuckin blind
it took me this long to discern
that i'm wasting my time
yeah i'm wasting your time

everything i say has no meaning
and i've been all caught up in my inhibitions
tryna devise and write every word i sing
but i'm still chained up by the weight of the blame

and i'm confounded
cos i sat and watched it wither away
my ethics are clouded
amenity is not my game

if i weren't so adamant
maybe there would finally be a change
if i weren't so inadequate
maybe i'd finally find my place

but that shit's pointless when they see through you
and i lose focus, never carry through
don't wanna be relied on when i'm just lied to
what does it matter to [you]

and i might be out of my mind
that or i'm real fuckin blind
it took me this long to discern
that i'm wasting my time
yeah i'm wasting your time

everything i say has no meaning
and i've been all caught up in my inhibitions
tryna devise and write every word i sing
but i'm still chained up by the weight of the

inhibition

no internet at my house B)

lyrics:
got no internet at my house
don’t have a job, i don’t go out
so i'll just sit here and pout
smoke another bowl and lay on the couch

i think i like complaining too much

i’ve become so very insufferable
i can’t get what i want immediately 
i can’t doordash the travis scott burger
i can’t text in the rice crew server
think i froze my monster energy
if i don’t have caffeine i just fall asleep
“i’m a trans ally” yeah you better be
if you’re a terf then you are dead to me

vsts yeah i crack that
just tryna make hits like i’m knapsack
no internet's not that bad
just reminded me that im sad

(complaining)

i think i like complaining too much

no internet

train - hey soul sister (monikrr flip)

say a prayer to the moon for me
before all of the stars in the sky blink out
the night has been been good to me
i just need you to play me out

give me one final melody
play me one that i used to know
say a prayer to the moon for me
i can take with me when i go

say a prayer to the moon for me
before all of the stars in the sky blink out
the night has been been good to me
i just need you to play me out

give me one final melody
play me one that i used to know
say a prayer to the moon for me
i can take with me when i go


and when the day breaks
and it all comes crashing down
and when your heart aches
cause there's no one else around

you'll be the only one
who knows what we used to be
i'll be your new sun
so say a prayer to the moon for me

i'll be your new sun
so say a prayer to the moon for me

daybreaks

write u out

kinda hate this song now but whatever

they run away from me when they see blood on my hands
all because i broke my braces on 100 grand
and by that i mean the candy, if i had money handy
i could pay for surgery to fix my teeth to put it blandly
or in other words to alter my identity
hide away my imperfections for the v/nity
to manipulate my image to appease a public vision
and preach about how i love my humanity

but what's the point when all we do is
run away from the people we're meant to be
and when all the lights we shine just burn us out
although i know i can't hide behind you forever
could you promise me
that you'll help me find who i could be

v/nity

WITH ADDTL. PROD. BY FORTUNESWAN

im in a landlocked state
but a mile away from my escape
can i find strength in you if i wish i didnt have to?
im in a landlocked state
but the shore keeps washing me away
can i find good in this? when will i get past “too soon”

did they take advantage when they fucked you too?
did she take your trust and all that money too
when its said and done, what else am i supposed to do?

if my hearts made of love does that mean that i have to??
the things that he said that i always come back to
head like a hole, need to get off the drip tube
and come home to you

LANDLOCK

gengar

the no drums version

original prod by camoufly

Garden - Jedwill (no drums remix)

We all flipped each other's samples AGAIN 
cover art by: medotexe

original sample: dreamgoth

(joe biden if ur reading this its me micheal....)

v/nity

monikrr

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