base

me quedaré mirando el cielo
esperaré una señal
nada es mejor que este silencio
para encontrar algún espacio

es difícil conectar con mi piel
solo quiero descifrar el camino
la distancia ayudará a entender
que no siempre existirá claridad

claridad

candy girl :3

correr

Reforma

drama

cora

Akmmer - Scarred [Slowed + Reverb]

this one was made after watching this movie called the science of sleep. it’s a good movie u should check it out

french girl _4.m4a

The Architecture of Fear and Redemption is a record about how a person learns to disappear from their own life, and how they slowly find their way back.

For a long time, I believed there was something fundamentally broken about me. That belief shaped everything. It dictated how close I let people get, how carefully I hid behind emotional walls, and how isolated I allowed myself to become. Those walls were not built to keep others out so much as to keep me safe from being seen, and from seeing myself too clearly.

This album traces that inner architecture. The fear that convinces us we are unworthy. The defenses we construct to survive that belief. The loneliness that results when those defenses become permanent. And eventually, the uncomfortable realization that the isolation was not imposed from the outside. It was something I was actively maintaining.

The turning point was not being forgiven by others, or being validated, or finally being understood. It was recognizing that the way out was self-forgiveness. Not in a sentimental sense, but in the deeply practical sense of releasing the belief that I needed to be punished or repaired in order to deserve connection.

The ideas behind this record were influenced by the spiritual framework of A Course in Miracles, but this is not a religious album. There is no doctrine being promoted here. These songs simply reflect what has been true in my own life: that fear is learned, separation is self-reinforcing, and redemption is not something we earn. It is something we allow.

This album is for anyone who has ever mistaken emotional armor for safety, or silence for strength. It is a document of dismantling those structures, piece by piece, and discovering that what remains is not broken after all.

drama

monitos chinos

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