Malxcxous Intent

Song chosen at random for the “Malxcxous Intent” Album

Lyrics:

Days go by
I’m struggling 
between death and life
Gun to my head 
too many times
I’ve thought about pulling the trigger
Been so close I felt the lights flicker

Yea baby I been tryna die
Nothing ever going right
Seen a text from my ex 
Felt like shit a thousand times

And I know you want me out of your life
But I’m feeling like erasing myself tonight

appearance of my persona
Matches the hurt behind my eyes
Heart been feeling dead 
This one’s different from the other times

And I’m just tryna drown it all out for a day
Don’t want to show you any of my pain no

Days go by
I’m struggling 
between death and life
Gun to my head 
too many times
I’ve thought about pulling the trigger
Been so close I felt the lights flicker

(Right Ambient)
Been so close I felt the lights flicker

(Left Ambient)
Been so close I felt the lights flicker

Days go by
I’m struggling 
between death and life
Gun to my head 
too many times
I’ve thought about pulling the trigger
Been so close-
Been so close-
Been so-
Days go by
I’m struggling 
between death and life
Gun to my head

Days Gone

Lyrics: 

Tired of reaching out so now I stay low key
Living in a ghost town in my mind 
God telling me to take my time 
Devil inside tryna take my eyes 
So I only see pitch black

But I don’t want to have suicidal thoughts in the Cadillac 
Mood switching like you been flipping a light
When I travel a to b I stay out of sight 
Cause there isn’t a night 
where I don’t wanna be alone
Inside been feeling like I have to atone 
For they way I’m being treated
That’s why I’m grippin’ the chrome
Mistake my silence for patience
But I’ve just kind of been waiting 
I can see that everything’s about to implode 
Just waiting for the fuse to light 
So I can explode 
Cause I ain’t going out without no damage
I’m going catastrophic no healing 

Don’t worry for me anymore 
Cause there’s no saving me 
Life’s been on a tight rope 
And I swear it’s getting thinner

You ain’t ever heard me talk about anything realer
Then this shit, why do I have to be stuck in place feeling like shit
While she gets to reap the benefits of her own destruction 
Meanwhile I’m sitting at home plotting on myself 
With my smith and Wesson 

I’m only getting closer to the edge 
Only getting closer to the edge 
Only getting closer to the edge (edge)

And I’m Getting Closer To…

Lyrics:

Stuck in my ways 
Stuck in illusions 
Been fighting for days
It’s been abusive

Been hiding my pain 
Been acting clueless
Fight through the day
Just to be reclusive

And I’ve been stuck 
Going round and round 
Round and round 
Round and round 
Used to say that
Nothing could ever 
Hold me down
Hold me down
But things have changed 
While I’ve been writing down 
Words from my mind 
Decipher the code 
Just to make a song 
That they’ll never find  
That they’ll never find
That they’ll never find

Lately I’ve been out of control
Telling people that I sold my soul
But I just want them to leave me alone 
Cause no one’s there at night 
when I’m gripping chrome
No one there to save me 
And I’ve been stuck 
Going round and round 
Cycling through the chamber 
Hoping to fire a round 
Through my fuckin brain 
They saying I’m insane 
But put simply 
It’s just that some things have changed 
I used to have love but I lost it all
Used to beg for attention 
While she tore me apart
Every waking minute 
I put everything on hold 
Just to see if she even loved me anymore

I’m spiraling 
Going round and round 
Wonder if in the end 
I’ll just start to sink down 
Straight to hell never go to heaven 
Wondering if it’s cause I shot myself 
With the Smith and Wesson 
Guess I should’ve watched the clock 
Cause I knew my time was running out 
Didn’t realize 
That I had to fight a bout with myself 
Didn’t see the pure destruction 
Say she wanted change 
But confused me straight to corruption
Confused me straight to corruption

I’m Spiraling. (Round & Round)

Lyrics: 

Sit on the edge of tomorrow 
Constantly live in my sorrow
Sink in the ground
While I’m coming down
Accepting everything 
I’ve been blessed 
Now it’s gone away
I know that I’m okay
Now

Don’t know why you forsake me
My brains been erasing 
Everything inside
I know you want to see me suffer 
Well I want you to hop on for the ride
Cause I’m done holding back 
If you want to attack 
I’ll match every figment of your energy 
But the catch is 
I won’t bounce back.



I wanna fly free
No more suffering
Spread my fucking wings 
White or black
Heaven or hell
Either way I’ll be okay
No more pain
No more stress
All it’ll take is my death
I’ve heard the screams
I’ve heard the cries
But it doesn’t even scare me on the inside
I hear voices
I see things 
Slowly becoming crazed
Now I’m only
On the verge of death
on the edge of tomorrow 
-
On the verge of death
on the edge of tomorrow 
-
On the verge of death
on the edge of tomorrow

The Edge of Tomorrow

Lyrics: 

Depression it ain’t getting better
Found clarity in stormy weather 
Fuck change ain’t nothing wrong with me 
I’ll just continue to sever 
My fucking bonds 
That hold me to this life
Scars down my arm
I’ll make a couple more tonight
Fear in my heart 
I’m going too deep now
Feel the tidal waves crashing 
While I sink down

Too many different things up on my mind 
going supersonic
Drugs don’t hit the same anymore 
unless it’s that chronic 
I don’t have no shame anymore 
No I fucking own it 
Turn myself into a demon 
Cause I know y’all see me bleeding
No one helping me pick up the pieces 
Damage everywhere my ears are still ringing 

Heart broken and I’m speechless 
Can’t find reason to conversate 
Lot of y’all left me in my darkest times 
Maybe it’s cause you’re wondering when I’ll die 

It’s not a surprise 
When it’s all I idolize 
Any figment of my imagination 
Usually includes suicide

Why do I smile when I know I’m fucking hurting 
Why do I lie when I see it isn’t working 
Why do I hide when it could fucking save me 
Why do I cry when my feelings 
always enslave me
always enslave me
always enslave me
always enslave me

Depression it ain’t getting better
Found clarity in stormy weather 
Fuck change ain’t nothing wrong with me 
I’ll just continue to sever 
My fucking bonds 
That hold me to this life
Scars down my arm
I’ll make a couple more tonight
Fear in my heart 
I’m going too deep now
Feel the tidal waves crashing 
While I sink down

Deeper & Deeper

Lyrics:

Nightmares on the inside
Crazy while I get high
Suicide what I idolize 
Hear that click revitalize
——
Disappointing everyone 
Can’t even control my vices
Cause some fuckin damage 
Now I’m ruining all the prizes 
(Now I’m ruining all the prizes)
——
Call Malxcxous if you want a killer
Smxle while he do it 
He love the thrill (yeah)
Low profile like a ninja 
Silent blood spilla
Psychopathic hunter 
On the prowl 
See the cases raining down
Bullets hot 
Just like my sound 
——
Born and bred then caged
Feelings out of place
Anger from mistakes
Positive thoughts and feelings 
Still floating in space
They still saying that it’s staged 
Swear it’s not fake 
Barely come out of hiding 
I’m so busy deteriorating 
I can’t even feel my high yea
(I can’t even feel my high yea)
I can’t- I can’t- feel my- high 
——
[BEAT SWITCH UP]
——
(Wah wah)
(Let’s go)
(Wah wah)
(Malxcxous)
(Wah)
(YEAAAAA)
(That boy he bout to SMXLE!!!)
——
I’m fucking coming out my mind 
Check the weapon twice 
Enjoy failure like another fucking vice
Love to play until I’m bloody
Open up the flood gates of hell
Let my evil spirits take over 
Demonic when I’m out of hiding 
Forever slicing 
Malxcxous became a killer 
Enjoy the SCARSSSS
——
(VOCAL FRY)
——
Body parts 
All around 
Cells & amoebas
Rushing for the life force 
Of the bodies on the ground 
Draining from the dead
Feelings fading 
 I’m seeing red
“Malxcxous intent”
Murderous events
——
[BEAT SPED UP]
——
Tried to be soft 
But they begging for the dark shit
Love to embrace my anger
While I go hard bitch
Never fix a fucking thing
Forever stay deranged
Unhinged please don’t pray
——
It’s a waste anyway
I’m fucking immortal 
My voice will never leave 
Voices inside they telling me 
Who’s next on the blood streak
(Ughhhhhhh)
——
(VOCAL FRY) 
——
Malxcxous suicidal 
He got no fucking idols
Forever hold the rifle 
DEFCON locking up his heart
Never be hurt again 
Lost all fucking sparks
Walls surrounding 
King of the Hill 
On my life
Like it’s a fucking bounty

NIGHTMARES 2

Lyrics:

Killa from the CV 
Keep this shit on repeat
Idolizing suicide 
Drugs I’m tryna reach 
Killa from the south side
No matter what I let it ride
Even if the sun go down
I’m still finna shine
——
Diamond boy
Heart breaker
Love attraction 
Tree shaker 
Daily sippin 
Whatchu think 
Drugs combative 
Don’t feel pain
——
I’m still the same kid 
Who want a noose
Still here grippin iron 
Chrome when I’m feeling fancy
Blood what I desire
Blood trickle 
Till it make a stream
Mouthy bitch 
We know what you mean
Bodies in the trunk
Hit ‘em with a beam
Digging holes 
6 feet deep 
Closed mouth 
Withered dreams
Figments of thoughts and feelings
Evaporate tears 
Just to Smile
Young boy he grab that rifle
Putting it straight to his head
Fire off a couple shots 
Turn everything around red (red) (red)
——
Fuck the cops 
Fuck the opposition 
Bitch I’m in position 
Took a kill shot 
Did I leave a witness?
Know they out here spilling 
Too much going on for me 
To even fucking care
No matter 
Let the brain matter slide down the wall
Yeah you know how high I am 
Fuck it man we ball
Crucifix on my chest
Yea you better believe it
Razor blade hang off my neck
Looks can be deceiving 
Pistol on my hip
Rifle on my back
Someone let the dog out 
Cause I’m constantly on attack 
Ripping joy from the angels 
When they see my heart
Taking pride from the demons 
Cause I go too hard
——
King of the hill
Turned to
Killer of the season
Bitch I’m steady steezin’
Look at me glow 
Pulled up with gold and diamonds 
Just to let you fuckers know
I ain’t here for nothing 
Even if I come from nothing 
Ima make it in to something 
Have the whole fucking crowd jumping
——
(Yea yea yea)
——
I could give a fuck 
where you keep it tucked 
Talk about it 
know your limits bruh
I’m adaptive to anything 
Turned off the limiter
——
(Yea yea yea)
——
Bitch I’m flying high 
Like a rocket 
Silk in my step 
Moonwalkin’ 
out the cockpit 
Thoughts drippin’ gold 
Alchemy in the socket
Smoke rising 
all my past sins 
start to mock it
Eye in the flame 
see the pain and I can’t stop it
Holding the world in my hands
Used to pray for a chance 
Now I’m down to nothing 
Used to have it all
now I’m stuck with my mind 
Rumbling
——
(Rumbling yea)

I’m The Dissident Voice

Lyrics:

Mr. nicotine
Liquor fiend
Soul searching 
Behind the scenes
Tryna find the light 
Where the silence leans
Shadows speakin’ loud 
In my daily routine
Mind playin’ chess
Every thought a guillotine
Watch me burn 
In the gasoline
Fire activate me 
Like demonic fiends 
Spit infernos daily
I’m burnin’ through your dreams
Smoke in your reality
nothing’s what it seems
No
Nothing’s what it seems
No
——
Hell’s my playground
chaos in my laughs
Darkness in my veins
light flickers past
Gravitate to fire
but I’m born from the ash
Eyes on the throne
but I’m destined to crash
Riding the storm
but I’m tethered to wrath
See I’ve been riding the wave 
For a fucking while
Dreams been falling hard 
So still I run that trial
Hoping for a mental win
but I’m still stuck in the wild 
Bitch I’ll never win no
NO
NO-NO-NO
——-
(Ad-lib {Conversation})
——
{Malxcxous}
I AIN’T FUCKING DONE
——
Been hiding behind my past
If I let go of the masquerade 
I might as well crash 
Bitch I’m pulling guns and knives 
Got ’em paralyzed
every move’s a twisted design
Of my mental arbiter vice
My Heart be cold as ice
but I’m burnin’ through the sky
Feelin’ like a legend
watch me rise and never die
Always advertise 
My fucking mental health
One day it’s hey look I’m alive 
Then the next it’s always farewell 
Fighting demons inside 
but they ain’t never left me well 
No
Let me out of my cage tonight 
Actually let’s make it a cell
You don’t ever wanna cross me..
Why? 
You’ll find out in hell… Woah

Infernal Entity

Lyrics:

Fuck I’m drawing blanks
My mind is quiet 
Someone plotting 
For my demise yea
—
Paranoia 
creepin’ silent like a virus in the wires
Voices in the static 
whispers of death behind the tires
Pressure in my chest
I feel the flame before the fire
I’m built for war
So they can try
But they’ll fuckin’ expire
I’m the storm
They can’t outrun
Said I do this shit 
For fun 
I’m laughing and experimenting
Didn’t I say I love to play in blood
Testin’ my limits
never stoppin’ 
Until I’m drenched in mud
I’m playin’ with fire
burning the bridges
leaving em fucking stuck
I’m carving my name into the ashes
no redemption
just blood
I’m the nightmare in their dreams
Got the reaper under my thumb
They pray for mercy
But they don’t know where I’m from
——
VOCAL FRY
——
I run with extensions on my guns 
No need to reload 
Clip full of energy
watch how it explode
Keep it on repeat
I let the ammo flow
Shots hit like thunder
Better watch the ground below
Movin’ like a shadow 
but you know I’m never slow
Eyes all on me
but I’m quick to lay low
Silent with the moves
but my actions always show
I knew they wasn’t ready 
For this new Malxcxous flow
I spit infernal flames
But all my drip has conjured snow
Frozen in the game
but my soul’s burning with fire
Been stuck in the mold 
But I’ve broke free
Now I’m climbing higher

Demonic Steppa

Lyrics: 

[High pitched]
Her eyes
Her eyes

——

I see the light in the shadows
peace in the rain
Beauty in the struggle
growth in the pain
Even in the darkness
I ain’t ever alone
Found home in the hurt
made the silence my own
I rise through the darkness
heart full of flames
Turn scars into maps
never hid from shame
Truth in the tears
gold in my grave
I see the beauty
in the dark in every way

⸻

I walked through the fire
but it taught me to breathe
Ash on my soul
but I rose from beneath
Night got cold
but the silence was deep
Found a voice in the void 
where the lost ones speak
—
Pain ain’t a prison
it’s a path to light
Grew from the cracks 
like the moon in the night
I saw stars 
when my world went black
Beauty in the breakdown 
I ain’t lookin’ back.
—
Lessons in the lows 
that the highs never taught
Truths in the wounds 
that the lies never caught
I ain’t broken
just been through the test
Now I wear every bruise
like a mark of finesse

⸻

I see the light in the shadows
peace in the pain
Beauty in the struggle 
growth in the rain
Even in the darkness
I ain’t ever alone
Found home in the hurt
made the silence my own
I rise through the darkness
heart full of flames
Turn scars into maps
never hid from shame
Truth in the tears
gold in my grave
I see the beauty 
in the dark in every way 

⸻

Made friends with my demons
danced in the storm
They tried to break me
But I was already reborn
So let the sky fall
I don’t fear the collapse
Been buried alive
now I thrive through the cracks
Darkness ain’t death
it’s the space where I shine
Found beauty in the shadows
And I made that pain mine

Beauty In The Shadows

Lyrics:

[Malxcxous] (Attack mode)
DID YOU MISS ME?
AHAHAHAHAHAHA!

[Hook/Chorus]
These violent thoughts, they don’t let go
They march in line, they want that smoke
No peace in my mind, just fires and foes
It’s a war inside — let the blood flow cold

[Verse 1]
Pulse like a war drum, bangin’ in rage
Been locked in this mind like a beast in a cage
Every step I take
shadows follow me close
Every breath I make
hear the devil toast
—-
I ain’t scared of hell
I’ve been down that route
Where the angels cry and the killers shout
Sleep is a myth
I rest with my eyes wide
Plotting my revenge under pitch-black skies

[Hook / Chorus]
These violent thoughts, they don’t let go
They march in line, they want that smoke
No peace in mind, just fire and foes
It’s a war inside — let the blood flow cold

[Bridge]
Say a prayer, but the gods don’t hear you
Just echoes of hate in the smoke and fear
You- Tried peace, tried love, but they just fed the flame
Now I walk with ghosts who forgot their own names

[Outro]
So if you see me in the calm
You better run like prey
‘Cause a storm like me don’t fade 
it slays
One spark
one word
and I break that chain
Let the violent thoughts speak 
let ‘em bathe in pain (x4)

Reign in blood YEA (x4)

CARNAGE 2

Lyrics: 

Murda murda
I’m bout the fucking murda
That psychopathic Killa
Triple 6 I’m a sinner
Don’t hold me down 
Got the angel of death on my back
Caffeine and nicotine 
Taking off the edge
——
Now run it back
How fast can you pull the hammer back?
Yeah you know I’m in attack mode
I’m a maelstrom from psychotics
And I swear I got no options 
Psychiatric patient 
They just want me for my profits
You don’t give a damn
About my monumental stack of problems
Blanket diagnosis 
They wanna keep me at the bottom
Funny how I’ll kill ya and think nothing about it 
Got a couple screws loose
And I lost the screwdriver
——
I’m twitchin’, 
vision flickin’, 
seein’ red in the mist and
Voices in my head sayin’ 
load another clip
Yea
Grim reaper ridin’ shotgun
swervin’ in the hearse
Every bar a body bag
I’m layin’ down a curse
No peace
just war
got a razor in my grin
Feastin’ on the pain
yeah, I’m baptized in sin
Midnight creepin’
blood drippin’ off the chrome
I ain’t never goin’ back
hell’s where I call home
——
Black cloak draggin’
I’m stalkin’ through the static
Carvin’ pentagrams in flesh
rituals get graphic
Graveyard shift
I’m diggin’ deep in the dirt
With a smile on my face
while your soul gets hurt
Hear the screams echo
I’m laughin’ with the crows
——
Sippin’ blood from a chalice 
while the full moon glows
Skin mask stitched
I’m the butcher of your dreams
Chains clank in the dark
split your silence with a scream

Malevolence > Silence

Lyrics:

Memory slippin’
like water in my hands
Blank stares
Feelin’ lost
I don’t know where I stand
Panic in my chest 
like a beast that never sleeps
I smile in the mirror 
but inside I just weep
—
Voices in my head 
got me questionin’ the truth
Did I say that
Did I do that
Can’t find the proof
Every second’s cloudy
past is like a myth
I’m drownin’ in the silence
can’t catch my drift
Woah

——

My mind gone
I can’t rewind
Tryna find peace 
That I’ll never find
Every thought a battlefield
Another breath 
Yuh
another shield
—
My mind gone 
I walk alone
Feelin’ trapped in my own warzone
I forget the day
I forget the face
But the pain don’t ever 
get erased
No

⸻

Paranoia got me lookin’ over 
both my shoulders
Even when it’s calm
feel the weight like boulders
Eyes wide in the dark
but my vision ain’t clear
Feel like somethin’s lurkin’ 
but it’s just my fear
—
Depression on my back 
like a shadow in the rain
Writin’ rhymes 
just to bleed out the strain
I don’t need a stage
I need a place to scream
Somewhere they don’t call my trauma 
just a dream

⸻

My mind gone
I can’t rewind
Tryna find the peace 
That I’ll never find
Every thought a battlefield
Every breath 
another shield
—
My mind gone
I walk alone
Feelin’ trapped 
in my own zone
I forget the day
I forget my face
But the pain don’t ever 
get erased

⸻

Time slips by
And I’m just tryna hold on…
To who I was before 
I broke and went gone…
They say it gets better
but it’s just takin’ too long…
So I bury my truth 
in the beat of this song…
I don’t know where I been…
But I’m still here.
Still writin’.
Still fightin’…
In all my tears..
——
I’m still trapped 
I’ve been stuck on the inside
Clouded judgement 
Next to the memories that I can’t find 
Everything I know is 
slipping through my finger tips
I can’t stand to watch this anymore…
I’m trapped inside my skin
Need an escape 
Need a way 
for the world 
to come back to me 
—
Need a way for the world
To come back to me

Faded Memories [Prod. SPHYNX]

Lyrics:


My willingness to live has been erased
I find no happiness in anything 
So pray that I won’t die as soon as you leave
My memory continues to fade
The more you cloud up every vein of mine
You told me to move on yet I still tried 

LOVE DOESN’T FADE
IT’S ONLY SIDELINED
BLOODBATHS IN MY MIND 
IM NOT TRYING TO DECLINE
THINGS THAT ENTER MY PSYCHE
SOMETIMES THEIR OUT OF LINE
BUT I’VE STILL GOT PLENTY OF TIME 
TO RESUSCITATE ONCE MORE

The hobbies that I’ve tried to keep
Are the same things making me weak
And I’m waiting for a lobotomy
But for now I’ll just count sheep
Fuck I can’t sleep!
My mind is clouded by every vision of you 
I can’t escape!!!
I can’t escape!!!

LOVE DOESN’T FADE
IT’S ONLY SIDELINED
BLOODBATHS IN MY MIND 
I’M NOT TRYING TO DECLINE
BUT I’M RUNNING OUT OF TIME
CAN I PLEASE REWIND?
PUT MY LIFE ON PAUSE 
SO I CAN SETTLE THE SCORE

I smile when I’m away
Because it’s distracting 
But as soon as I’m back home
I feel it all collapsing
I’m in the eye of the storm 
That we created 
But as soon as you left 
It became a void 
And now I hate it..

Love Doesn’t Fade

Lyrics:

Mind on fire and I’m burnin’ both ends
Life on the edge
I don’t need no friends
Smoke in my lungs
tabs melt my brain
Drift through the void just to feel no pain
Rush or rust 
I don’t do no sleep
Chasin’ death like it owe me peace
Crush them pills
sip that sin
If I see dawn
I’ll do it again
——
Heart beat racin’
mind misplaced
LSD lace got me feelin’ displaced
Nicotine fiend
lungs full of rot
Tryna find peace in a place God forgot
Pop me a script 
don’t ask what it is
If it numb my soul
then it is what it is
Weed got me floatin’
liquor bring rage
Still ain’t escaped 
From this self-built cage
(WAH)
I jump off cliffs 
just to feel alive
Adrenaline highs 
where my demons thrive
Void in my chest 
that I fill with the smoke
Friends said chill
And I just said
“Nope.”
——
I ain’t scared of the reaper no more
He sittin’ shotgun 
when I crash through doors
Life too slow
I press fast-forward
Hell ain’t hot 
when you’ve been there before
——
Flashbacks twist like a Rubik’s curse
Thought I hit bottom
then I found worse
Doctor say slow
I say not yet
I ain’t tryna feel 
what I might regret
I see colors drip from the walls
Demons laugh 
when the last tab falls
Bottle to the lips
middle finger to the sky
If tonight’s the last night
I won’t even ask why
——
I got scars that don’t bleed
Thoughts that don’t leave
All these thrills just sedate me
Every high trying to erase me
Can’t stop now
I’m too deep in
Soul been gone
all I got’s this grin
So I ride that wave till the lights go black
And if I don’t wake then I’ll just play this back
And if I don’t wake 
I’ll just play this back
Yea yea yea

So Many Vices

Lyrics: 

You ever seen fear run?
That’s what happens when death sees me comin’.
I don’t wait on fate—I walk it down.
Let’s go.
⸻
I ain’t runnin’ from the reaper
I been chasin’ that b***h
Dressed in black like the smoke 
From a full-clipped wish
Every step got weight
every breath like fire
Death gonna freak 
When I’m in that all black attire
——
Blood in my boots
grin full of grief
Made peace with the pain 
like I signed a new lease
I don’t cry in the dark
I stalk through the flames
With a blade in my voice 
when I speak my own name
——
Took L’s, 
took losses, 
buried my pride
But I ain’t never been the type 
to lay down and die
I want smoke, 
I want static, 
I want that crown
My gun automatic 
If death got a throne
I’ma walk it down
Made it fancy took em’ out with the chrome
Ah’ ah’ ah’
Made it fancy took em’ out with the chrome
Ah’ ah’
⸻
I walk it down
don’t blink
don’t shake
Don’t think
If the devil wanna dance
I’ll control the ring
No light
No guide
No path I’m going down
I made my own 
Made em bleed out with my sound
(WAH)
I walk it down
I ain’t beggin’ for peace
I came to eat pain 
and leave the feast
Ain’t no backin’ off
no turnaround
If death take a step
I’ll walk him down
If death 
Take
A
Step
I’ll walk him down
I’ll walk him down 
I’ll walk him down
⸻
Fangs out
soul raw
Taking over
My reflection ain’t human
it’s somethin’ more
It’s the look of a beast 
that’s been starved too long
Now I bite through my pain 
just to prove I’m strong
——
I don’t flinch at the casket
I stare like a drone
Like, You came for me? 
Shoulda left me alone
I been fightin’ since birth
Playing with trap since youth 
So I’ll spit in the void 
Just to show I’m ruthless
——
Ain’t no savior
ain’t no rest
Just smoke in my lungs and steel
in my chest
Tell death, 
“Lace up, meet me now”
’Cause I ain’t slowin’ down
Yeah mane, I walk it down
Yeah mane, I walk it down
⸻

Walk Em’ Down

Lyrics:

Born a menace
didn’t ask to be iconic
Now I’m public enemy 
for breathin’ too tonic.
Woke up, chose peace 
still caught a thread
“Why his face look like he wish he was dead?”
——
I just walk in
and the vibe goes south
They write think pieces 
cause I opened my mouth
They say
You’re problematic
And I think that may be true
But I’m still put on a smile
Even when things are blue
——
Posted a pic 
Now the oppositions out to get me
Thinking it’s about them 
When I murder my feelings on a beat
Most things are satirical
That’s why I love being lyrical 
Even when I am nice 
bitches treat me cynical
Ha-ha-ha
I think it’s funny when I post 
People either think it’s about them
Or they treat me like a ghost
asking where’d I go 
When I go ghost
Bitch I don’t wanna be home
Everybody treats me like an outcast 
Hoping that I won’t relapse 
But when those feelings come back
It’s bottle after bottle
Pill after pill
Staying up at night 
Cause I can’t fucking chill 
Losing my mental battle 
going into psychosis 
Only freedom from this hell
Is a ton of overdoses
And I’m still fucking loaded
Up to the gills 
Like a fish outta water
And I pop a seal
And I’m coming back
Slaughter after slaughter 
Wait woah I need to fucking chill
I’m going too deep now
It’s getting darker 
To the point I can’t see now 
Demons they got a grip on my heart
And they love to hear me sing 
About suicide 
It’s everything I glorify
And surely I’ll find 
That it’ll all be to my demise 
When I fucking cut too deep 
no one will save me 
I’ll be too far too reach 
Burning eternal 
Where my bars cook infernal 
I could be a prince of death 
I may be 1 of 4 
And if I’m choosing wrath 
Then I’m going straight to war 
Doesn’t matter where I go 
Either way that’s right
I’m find a way to end it 
But only on my own time

Rage Baiting Since 2001

Lyrics:

This ain’t a phase
this is fate in disguise
Blade on my lap
got the heat on my thigh
Whispers of murder 
just dance in my head
I write love letters 
With iron and lead
Twist of the wrist
now my gun starts to sing
Chrome got a voice 
when the .40 go ring
I don’t just dream it
I do what I said
My fascination 
got a body count thread
——
Polished the blade 
like I’m prepping a bride
Mirror reflections 
of red in my eyes
Every knife in the drawer 
got a tale untold
And the Glock got a grin 
like a monster in gold
I ain’t twitchy
I’m patient
surgical calm
But the silence breaks quick 
when I open my palm
——
One pull
one swipe
let the canvas scream
I turn murder to a moment
sharp like a dream
——
Blood don’t bother me
it’s part of the calm
Like a verse in the dark 
where the lost belong
——
Heart full of static
mind like a maze
And the steel’s my compass 
through crimson haze
I ain’t just loud
I let actions preach
Leave sermons in blood 
on a backstreet scene
Karambit curve 
like a predator’s grin
And the SIG never lies 
when it sinks through sin
I move like a ghost 
with a blacked-out creed
Where obsession meets justice
and vengeance feeds

Gun Metal Sickness

Lyrics:

I was hellborn
Flames in my veins
Raised in the dark
broke outta my chains
I don’t want peace
I want reign
So kiss the crown or drown in pain
——
Lucifer laughed when he saw me ascend
I’m the villain’s villain
the devil’s best friend
I spit in the sky
made lightning bend
Tore wings off of angels 
just to find a trend
No filter
no leash
I’m a beast off the meds
Turn gold to rust with the thoughts in my head
Got ops in the shadows
prayin’ I’m dead
But I thrive in the black 
where the cowards fled
——
Who want smoke?
Who want smoke?
You want smoke?
—
Who want smoke?
Who want smoke?
You want smoke?
—
Who want smoke?
Who want smoke?
You want smoke?
—
Who want smoke?
Who want smoke?
Who want smoke?
Who want smoke?!
——
They want me censored
Want me to fall
But I write my name in blood 
on the wall
I’m the nightmare 
sleep won’t recall
In the mirror smilin’ 
when empires fall
Snakes in suits 
wanna dance with the curse
But I’m poison laced 
in a sick universe
Soul’s too cold
heart too immersed
I was built for war
now watch me burst
I’m going supernova
Somebody better call a hearse 
—
I’m going supernova
Somebody better call a hearse
—
And when I die
light the fire
let it burn high
Ashes rain down
cover up the sky
——

Hellborn

Lyrics:

Yeah I’m feeling evil
I might stunt like knievel
I got some things I’d like to invest
But I’m frozen cold sub zero 
Body becoming blue and black
Color of a bruise 
Feelings of a heart attack
pressure in my veins 
Drowning in this silence
can’t escape the pain
Lost inside my mind
thunder crackin’ like the rain
Thoughts runnin’ in circles
like I’m locked in a chain
[YEA]
Battlin’ these demons
but they already know my name
[HAHA]
(Defiant)
Still I lace my boots
marchin’ through the flame
Built from all the hurt
now I weaponize the shame
Scars on my soul
but I wear ’em like a badge
Turned every loss into 
lessons I could stash
Seeing the light now
Like I tossed a flash
Now I spit the truth
And it cuts deep like a gash
Voices in my head said 
I’d never break free
Now I’m breakin’ mirrors 
just to find the real me
Pain in my chest
but I breathe through the smoke
I was hiding the pain
Now I’m burning the cloak
——
They say my lifes a joke
But I already know
That’s why I reinvent my hurt 
You lost for words?
You should’ve known 
That I’m the master of self destruction
I’m showing new signs of early deaths
And comatoses
Overdoses
Reaching for an all new time high 
People used to plead for me to stop it 
But I’ve weaponized my pain 
So now I got a new rocket 
Bout to blast 
Then blow up
Like my my life isn’t on the ballot
Fuck it all
Cause bitch we godly
We won’t ever die 
As long as our voice is out there
Even when I’m ashes 
Don’t resurrect me

Profit From Being Demonic

This is the legacy I’m leaving behind. 

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