A sleepy, and delirious 3am composition that strives to capture the experience that is: lovesick driven insomnia....zzzz

Lyrics:

I toss and turn in bed
Waiting for you.
You know my window's unlatched,
So come on and climb through,
Climb through, 
Yeah, you!
It's seems the sweetest things
Are the first to turn cruel,
Turn cruel,
So cruel!
You say you love me to death,
But it's clear that's not true,
Not true,
My muse,
Fuse! 

Wicked love I'm sorry
Please don't leave me lonely
You're my one and only
You know you own me!
Wicked love I'm sorry
Please don't leave me lonely
You're my one and only
You know you own me! 

I live with numbness inside,
Which my vices can't soothe
No matter how hard I try
Nothing feels like you,
Like you,
It's true!
I swear it's so damn hard
Just to talk about you,
About you,
Yeah you,
Then again, it's just as hard
For myself not to,
Not to,
Here's my proof! 

Wicked love I'm sorry
Please don't leave me lonely
You're my one and only
You know you own me!
Wicked love I'm sorry
Please don't leave me lonely
You're my one and only
You know you own me! 

You know you own me....
You know you own me!
Oh, oh, oh! 

Now, I'm fighting my sleep
Hoping if I keep myself awake
I will see 
You again, my lovely mess
Oh, mind trickery
For the time being
Will have to do for me
Sandman go hang from a tree
cause in all honesty,
My mental state is practically on the brink
Im withdrawaling from your touch
Oh, babe can't you see
What you've done to me?!
You are my epiphany,
A twisted ironic dream! 

Wicked love I'm sorry
Please don't leave me lonely
You're my one and only
You know you own me!
Wicked love I'm sorry
Please don't leave me lonely
You're my one and only
You know you own me! 

You Know You Own Me


A Lasting Fresh Love....The Feeling Of Young Love....


Lyrics:

(VERSE)
The old ones
Are in a desperate hunt
For young love
They won't give up the hope
That someone
Will come and float their boat
And grant them
A lasting fresh love

The young ones
Are in a desperate hunt
For old love
They want to park their boats
And shack up
Fight over the remote
And dumb stuff
All of that dumb stuff

(CHORUS)
Love me! love me! love me! like you did!
Like you did when we were kids
Needing love more than oxygen
Would you breath would you breath me in!

(BRIDGE)
Oh Lovely,
Do you still love me?

The Desperate Hunt

For years I wanted to write a song for two of my biggest crushes: Elisha Cuthbert and Gwen Stefani.....I finally did it lol. Its playfully creepy, just how I imagined it would be. If you don't catch it, the song is written from a stalkers delusional point of view haha. Enjoy!

lyrics:

Oh my
was I Hitler in my past life?!
my muse your Pedi stool ive built sky high
with your golden hair and blue piercing eyes 
youre quite a sight
and quite frankly out of mine
its not right
is what my Doc says everytime
I lye down on his couch to speak my
"son, a girl such as her would eat you alive"
youre probably right
lets hope she brings her appetite!
appetite.

Elisha Gwen
oh, would you please notify me when
you have found the sense to end
all of these
fantasies running through my head!
When i see you on tv
im almost certain your speaking to me
oh if ever you cant sleep
just know
i own Egyptian Cotton sheets!!!

Oh my
your voice sends shivers down my spine
its wild
your sexxxy smile
can paralyze,
and just the same, electrify
this heart of mine
this has to be what love feels like
every night
i lye in be wondering why
you go and give yourself to countless guys
Love, how cant you see that id treat you right?!
Ill give you time:
ill be seeing you in a dress of white!
dress of white.

Elisha Gwen
oh, would you please notify me when
you have found the sense to end
all of these
fantasies running through my head!
oh, when you pose for magazines
im almost certain your teasing me
oh if romance lights your fire
hint the tint
of your rose
and through your window i will climb!!!

Elisha Gwen
oh, would you please notify me when
you have found the sense to end
all of these
fantasies running through my head!
oh, whenever my ears ring
im almost certain your speaking of me
and if secrecy's your thing
just know
ill be a secret you can keep!!!

ELISHA GWEN

This was my attempt at a happy\sad love song. This one was kind of a bitch to put together haha. I Hope that someone, other than myself, digs it! By the way, the beautiful piece of art that I used belongs to Anna Wojtczak. I couldn't resist using it.


lyrics

My beautiful one,
who is this love
that has your heart
all filled up?
And have they no eyes?
Because your mine!
I gave you my time,
I gave you my life.
My beautiful one,
look what you've done
You traded our love
for fun
I parted the sea
for you
I made you my world,
and my moon,
and my moon, moon, moon, moon........


MY MOOOOOON!
Someone help me I'm drowning
traces of her surround me
kicking my heart for loving,
picking at all my scarring!
Someone help me I'm drowning
traces of him surround me
kicking my heart for loving,
picking at all my scarring!


My beautiful one,
who is this love
that has your heart
all filled up?
And have they no eyes?
Because your mine!
I gave you my time,
I gave you my life.
My beautiful one,
look what you've done
You traded our love
for fun
I parted the sea
for you
I made you my world,
and my moon,
and my moon, moon, moon, moon........


MY MOOOOOON!
Someone help me I'm drowning
traces of her surround me
kicking my heart for loving,
picking at all my scarring!
Someone help me I'm drowning
traces of him surround me
kicking my heart for loving,
picking at all my scarring!


Oh, cant you see
you belong with me,
so baby please
give your love to me.
Oh, cant you see
you belong with me
my love!!!
Oh, cant you see
you belong with me,
so baby please
give your love to me.
Oh, cant you see
you belong with me
my love!!!


What do you do
when your heart's broke in two
by the one that you love,
and you're out of super glue?
What do you do
when your heart's broke in two,
my love?
What do you do
when your heart's broke in two
for the 2000th time,
and you're out of super glue?
What do you do
when your heart's broke in two,
my love?  

MY MOON

Party vibes, good friends, youthfulness, drugs, booze, and a shit load of listening to The Pixies & Modest Mouse are what made this song possible lol. The song is pretty self explanatory. I have found myself looking back at the past (yet again) with overwhelming adoration so, of course... I wrote another song about it. This song is the newest addition to the on going collection that I've been working on for some time now; Post Nostalgic Stress Disorder. I hope you dig it!

Verse:
Doing drugs to get in the mood,
A little alcohol to see the night through. 
Some call this substance abuse,
But pay no mind, they haven't grooved in your shoes!!!
Three O'clock we've all come down.
Oh, what the hell do we do now?!
Time crashes every party;
Its up to you to keep your life interesting!!!

Chorus: 
Doing drugs to get in the mood,
A little alcohol to see the night through. 
Some call this substance abuse,
But pay no mind, they haven't grooved in your shoes!!!

Bridge:
Just keep a watchful eye on your age love,
Before you know it you'll find you're no fun:
Day dreaming of all the shenanigans
That you were involved in when you were young!!!
Your vices are slices OF HEAVEN!!!

Post Nostalgic Stress Disorder

BUZZIN AND LUVIN

Monotonous Hotness is a Electric Indie Pop/Rock (solo) project which was inspired by my love for music, and all that it has done, and still continues to do, for me day after day. The idea is to give to people, what my favorite bands have given to me: love, happiness, hope, appreciation, nostalgia, etc. Pretty much all the stuff that is used to create a little escape from the chaos associated with life.

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