Hello, you don’t know me yet
But I am about to break the lock where my secrets are kept 
And I am scared once you see my less than best you’ll fling your words of concern 
Make me want to forget 
That I ever opened up my mouth
Followed my passion of writing a college dropout 
Whose jobless 
Who has some commitment issues 
And is a complacent Christian 
And won’t contest the eternal 
Because 
I am a coward
Through and through 
I am a social chameleon
I really hate myself for it I do
I ghost so much my name of Casper is fitting it’s true 
Don’t get involved unless you wanna get heartbroken too
Stop, reset sorry I’m a little bothered 
This rapping's all kinda new
And I’m just tryna introduce a personality postured in such an awkward position 
I have a crush on this girl 
She’s really nice and thoughtful 
But I am crazy, but aren’t we all a little awful?
That’s not enough for me 
My smallest slips concur as a conglomerate 
Ferocious and fraudulent OCD got me telling myself that I am a terrible person
And for what?
Oh would you gander at the time?
This verse is almost over wouldn’t wanna give all my ailments and rhymes 
So I’ll just leave you with a nice to meet you listener bye! 
It’s almost time for you to meet with the other side 

We’re feeling pretty bleached (How)
Life’s got us on our knees (Did we ever get here now)
Honestly kinda sad
Raised from two different grounds (How)
Here we are rapping now (Do we ever go back now)
Bonding over the bad 
Yeah

Hello, this is me
Probably wondering what my name is but I don't believe it's important to
any of us, or anyone else
especially not to me not to you because I'm a liar through and through
Whats important is my belief
The belief that i am bigger and better than everyone else I've ever met
my secrets are kept
That i am not as honest or as thoughtful as i once set out to be, I'm just, me
Lie every-day
Lie away and away and maybe someday things will start to go my way
Pretend it's okay 
Never stopped and thought that I would ever start speaking from the heart
Restart
It's the end of my part
Hope you caught a glimpse of the thoughts that are tearing me apart
Unload my cart
Of the reasons i should be mocked, oh shh look at the clock

Commencement

No tracks but we’re literally trash man
I quit so much I deserve to be a trash man
How many lack of expletives you think that we could get away with until we’re a Soundcloud situation 

Dumpster diving yeah I'm digging my own grave
How many words do you think I gotta say
I know I'm not perfect, but neither are you
You're already listening to this song so whatcha gonna do

And I don’t wanna call you out color me embarrassed 
When friends and parents hear me spewing on a playlist 
But that’s the deal you get a brain and an ability you take it 
And refuse the force fed tropes

Yo now I'm back we're gonna show you the ropes 
I'm gonna have you saying holy like my best man is the pope
Serenade you, possibly degrade you
mame you, shame you, dethroned by a misanthrope 

Oh I don’t wanna tell ya
Feel like I gotta tell ya 
Okay sure I’ll tell ya
And not to sound too simplistic 
But I like my girls sadistic
Cause I like it when they
Hey, wait, oh, kay, no, no, no, no, no

And we know 
How it goes 
As we fight, against, the flow (And we know, that you don't)
Win or lose (And we know)
Judgement comes (How it goes)
With a buzz word I say just have fun (And we know, that you don't)

And we know
How it goes 
As we fight, against, the flow (And we know, that you don't)
Win or lose (And we know)
Judgement comes (How it goes)
With a buzz word I say just have fun

(With a buzz word I say just have
With a buzz word I say just have fun
With a buzz word I say just)

Three normal guys trying to live normal lives
All we're gonna need is a banana and a couple knives 
We're just here, pondering which move is next 
Wondering, who's gonna criticize us next

And we will not, be typical, today
Embrace the weird, three blondes were brunettes 
We’re just here, never really fitting in
On the real, it’s overrated anyway

Dumpster diving yeah my bloods boiling red
Scanning through the words I think I already said
You know I'm not perfect, I'm already asleep,
you're sheep, your hate seeps, don't creep I'm out bleep
No tracks but we’re literally trash man
I quit so much I deserve to be a trash man
It’s almost midnight gotta take my medicine
Then I’ll swipe right couple times like the simp I am

Sadistic sadistic 
I’m manic as much as I’m twisted 
I’m twice the college dropout as most of people predicted 
But that’s okay that’s okay
My turn to make a prediction 
We’re gonna be a headline 
Maybe then they’ll finally listen

Stop panicking stop panicking, we're not 
trappers wearing satanic bling
Being edgy's not our thing,
accidentally when we sing
Bombastic, spastic, sarcastic, overly enthusiastic, we were good now we're fantastic 

And we know 
How it goes 
As we fight, against, the flow (And we know, that you don't)
Win or lose (And we know)
Judgement comes (How it goes)
With a buzz word I say just have fun (And we know, that you don't)

And we know
How it goes 
As we fight, against, the flow (And we know, that you don't)
Win or lose (And we know)
Judgement comes (How it goes)
With a buzz word I say just have fun

Trash Man (No Tracks)

I just want a simple fix
You and me, apartment complex, and buying groceries 
We come back to candles
Put the Christmas tree up 
Then feel free to punch or hold me
I’m obsessive 
And if I love too much 
I start to hurt inside 
I start to self destruct
Let’s keep it simple 
My head is too messed up 
I can heat you up some food in the microwave 

I will not shoot myself in the foot
I’ve done it plenty 
And I’m kinda scared for you to get to know me
So for now, just kiss me

We're going out tonight
You and me are going downtown to see the lights 
Not the same ones they put up every year
But we're not here to spread our Christmas cheer
I'm here to stop all lies, in the place it all began
To seal gaps in the holes of the future of our lives 
Hope to gain back your trust and to make you laugh
To forget the past, to love me, make it last with this social outcast

The breeze is freezing us to death 
But it's not the reason I'm holding my breath
It's the moments like this and the times we share
The things you do to show that you still care
One day later down in the lives we lead
I'll be honest with you but also honest with me
Those days will be so glorious
But for us til then it's an off-white Christmas

Off-White Christmas

Up the stairs room 414 
She opens the door and tell me what does she see
The body of a man in his purest form
Resting peacefully 
Sunset motel, middle of nowhere
Three guests this year what is it there for
Dont know how they plan on getting there
Seeing dark skies in the dry desert air

Back to the room the scene of sin
White walls with one stain of crimson red 
Must belong to the man unconscious 
With a vile wound that is better left unsaid 
Her purple purse holds gold earrings 
Bright red lipstick eye shadow 
Some common things 
That a woman would bring 
Until she pulls out a body bag 
Loads the man up carefully 

You know back when things were going through tough times Beating on her often, he pretended to be kind 
She barrelled through sacrificed her psyche
While her man decided to cheat nightly 
Well this one specific night made it obvious
Went out west when he thought she was oblivious
Saw two cars pull up, it was all setup
Waited for departure before the stairs she goes up

At the door she gave a knock
With a trembling knuckle that was previously bruised up 
The man opened with an aggravated attitude
What stood before him was a woman just a little too 
Used as she shoved 
Mistreated as she cussed 
Till death do us part?
I think I have heard enough 
She swung the knife
We know the rest
She thinks of this
Loading up the man 

She knows that killings not her hobby
Ambulance paramedics in the lobby
Clerk stalling for time, describing the sitch
They pulled up in the ride she plans to hitch
All going up one final time
The clerk following them closely behind
Behind the door, what's in store
Red seeping accentuates the white, carpet floor

The woman lunges at the paramedic on the right 
Stabs him with a knife 
He screams then dies 
The left, paramedic couldn’t do anything 
He had a knife in his back 
Courtesy of the clerk, with his timing 
Three people were dying 
The woman tying up her body bags
Clerk and her dawning
The paramedic uniforms 
Ambulance of five
Sirens blaring through the desert night

Mystery At The Motel

Nothing lasts, isn't a saying of the past
It's the way it's always been, and to my friend you may ask
Back in olden days, when people thought it'd never change
Of course it did because nothing stays the same

People that are selfish that you don’t wanna bother
Trying to move forward like a fish out of water
Growing up in cities shot in total decay
Bust the door wide open what will we do today
Nowadays 

It’s so crazy
Try to change me
Won’t phase me
I’m walking on the ceiling and I’m (Nowadays)

I've never been keen to visualization, contextually speaking
The way I show what I think, the cracks in my mind always creaking
Never thought myself one for writing a short story
Nowhere near famous but we're celebratory 
Maybe one for longer stories, somewhat a novelist 
Forget what we've become, down with the globalists
The world should be one big happy place, not a monopoly 
But rather we stick together, unification and understanding 

This new way
Under the reigns
The people change
New exchange
Feels strange
But we change
We're never the same
We have only ourselves to blame
A tidal wave, come together with our brains
A sonic blast 
A shockwave, overcame what we thought before
Future memory in store
lie in wait, the clock we race
Old selves got in our way, our future selves keep pace
Nowadays me come out unscathed 
Younger days are over
One year sober
Continue to get colder
You'll wanna realize when you're older
or else you will burn and smolder

I have a heavy weight sitting right on my shoulders 
I realize how to handle it as I’m getting older
It sucks that this is something that we’re all gonna miss
So let’s push it to the limit fight whatever resists 
Nowadays

It’s so crazy
Try to change me
Won’t phase me
I’m walking on the ceiling and I’m (Nowadays)

Sucking in the socials like a line of coke it’s worrisome 
Once I once again realize I’ve sped through all my stimulants 
All I need is sleep and I continuously sleep on sleeping 
All because I am a slut for stalwart narcissistic thinking 

I don’t like my jaw
It makes me look like a monkey
That’s what they said they thought it was funny 
In grade number 7
Maybe I should get a sense of humor 
Nah it’s cool I got a sense of psyche
And I can sense that I feel more senseless 
Due to the fact that I claim better feedback 
Yet I cannot find a better comeback 
Calm down 

Anyway
I got a job I got a rap group 
I got a girl that I talk to every day and though we’ve never met in person she’s the apple of my eye though I prefer the ocular to my grapefruit
Those are roses primed to smell
And I would if my mind was well
But it’s not right now cause I have a friend who literally says
President elect is going to run our land in the ground 
The same man who threw his Burger King bag right out my side window on the highway 
I should have kicked him out 
I never get political 
But I always defend in the lyrical 
I’ll take pride in maintaining earths face 
I’ll take pride in being called a snow flake

People that are selfish that you don’t wanna bother
Trying to move forward like a fish out of water
Growing up in cities shot in total decay
Bust the door wide open what will we do today
Nowadays 

A heavy weight sitting right on my shoulders 
I realize how to handle it as I’m getting older
It sucks that this is something that we’re all gonna miss
So let’s push it to the limit fight whatever resists 
Nowadays 

It’s so crazy
Try to change me
Won’t phase me
I’m walking on the ceiling and I’m (Nowadays)
Falling down

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