Name: Teen Spirits Monty Xon reedsnovember*+ by Monty Xon
Duration: 2 min 9 s
Description: This project was 99% created due to cocaine!!!!!!

i'll keep on waiting
waiting's what i do
four in the morning
panic fills my room
feels like i'm watching
the world end on the news
it feels like i'm breaking
when i'm right next to you

i'll keep on waiting
waiting's what i do
three in the pm
i wait to hear from you
stare at my ceiling
what else can i lose
is this what you're feeling?
i fear i feel it too

if you don't mind me asking
whatever happened
to all the things that we'd do?
my seatbelts been fastened
fill up my glass with
something that won't make me blue
(won't make me blue, won't make me blue)
(it's overdue, it's overdue)

i'll keep on waiting
waiting's what i do
my state of being
used to depend on you
as i'm maturing
i see now all the clues
the things that i fear most
seem to never come true

if you don't mind me asking
whatever happened
to all the things that we'd do?
my seatbelts been fastened
fill up my glass with
something that won't make me blue
(won't make me blue, won't make me blue)
(it's overdue, it's overdue)

written, recorded, performed, mixed, & mastered by Steven Pryce JR.

waiting. . .

I'm feeling fuzzy, I can't think too straight
Every noise makes my body jolt and shake
Do I pick it up or put it down?
No choice now 

I don't know what to do without it now
Used to the blade always calling out	
Stained with blood and ingrained with the sound
Of internal screaming, I want to shout out loud

She wanted something 
From me I couldn’t tell 
She wanted nothing to do with me
 Oh well 
I'm dreaming of the day 
You wanted something for me 
Or maybe thinking about all the 
Memories 
I don’t think you understand whats happening
I’m in love with you but you don’t even see me 
I’m trying to be the best thing you’ll ever need 
While I’m crying because I just want your company

I don't know what to do without it now
Used to the blade always calling out	
Stained with blood and ingrained with the sound
Of internal screaming, I want to shout out loud

I always fall into the cold deep sound
The water pulls me under, up and 'round
Beds of kelp wrap around my skin
Scarred and kissed 

I don't know what to do without it now
Used to the blade always calling out	
Stained with blood and ingrained with the sound
Of internal screaming, I want to shout out loud

I don't know what to do without it now
I lost the blade, an addict to it's sound
Streams of blood and scars left in it's wake
I need your guidance, I'm helpless, I'm shouting loud

sound ft. $ALEO$ (prod. GAXILLIC)

self doubt* w/ wulfparkwhite [jesse brown]

martyr (prod. by deadtilloctober)

produced by me
mixing by me and https://soundcloud.com/nico-284409189

(lyrics)
take my soul and dont give it back
kno she hate me too i cant control that

take my soul and dont give it back
i kno she hate me too i cant control that
pushed her away just like everybody else
but i guess its all good ill do it all myself

time after time its tried and true
i dont rlly give a fuck bitch how bout you
and i can tell from them eyes that you dont like living
yeah you look so tired and i wonder what did it
and when i meet my demise hope im smoking a spliff
i dont rlly wanna die but it is what it is...
(yeah it is what it is, i already been dead.
ever since you left, never care bout that.)

Ocin:
Take it all away from me
Nobody’s replacing me
Endless nights of devastation is all it ever did to me
I get lost in your voice girl you should know that
You can take what you want and never give back
I know I’ve been away for days now
Remember that it’s still all for you

Take My Soul (ft. Ocin)

(GhostBxy)
killed who i was 
all in the name of love
hate what ive become
so that i could have some
drugs
to fuck me up
feel smoke in my lungs
this isn’t who I want to be
this isn’t who I want to be
  
ive been on my own for a minute now
i really need to scream but i cant be loud
taking deep breaths to help calm down
but i wasted each breath trynna figure out
how to get out of this house i built
on top of a grave of someone that i killed

miss who i was
replaced by a face that i hate
why is it the same
wished for some light 
but then i got me some darker days

im beyond saving
my life only equated
to a broken shattered down old battered heart
the one thing i had was torn apart

rip me to pieces like letters in shredders remember november
when you tore me down

killed who i was 
all in the name of love
hate what ive become
so that i could have some
drugs
to fuck me up
feel smoke in my lungs
this isn’t who I want to be
this isn’t who I want to be

(Yungcray)
(I’m sorry bro but I don’t know your lyrics yet)


(GhostBxy)
killed who i was 
all in the name of love
hate what ive become
so that i could have some
drugs
to fuck me up
feel smoke in my lungs
this isn’t who I want to be
this isn’t who I want to be

And That’s All Folks… (w/ yungcray) (prod. Sorrow Bringer)

This project was 99% created due to cocaine!!!!!!

Teen Spirits Monty Xon reedsnovember*+

Hurt Feelings Monty Xon reedsnovember*+

Cimmerian (Ft. Phreyla) [Prod. Keyseo]

DIS A HYMN (YUNRIKO)

Mixed and mastered by our boo Lowtow

IF ANY OF YOUR 'FRIENDS' MAKE YOU FEEL LIKE SHIT ON THE REGULAR THEY ARENT YOUR FRIENDS. GIVE YOURSELF THE LOVE AND RESPECT THEY WISH THEY COULD.

Lyrics: (jux)
i’m 
A little more me than the last time
I’m
Tryna make it past the younger life
I’ll
Change up everything a million times
Try
To recognize me from another life


Hey get away
I’m just not my self today
Yeah thats what I always say
Stay down on my face
Let the day just rot away
While my family runs the same race

So separated
Growing pains you bet I’m changing
Time I got down rearranging
What defines me as myself
I think we need our fucking help

It didn’t make a sound when it fell
It just bowed in my sleep
Whoever cast a spell
Whispered out without a peep
I know that you can’t lift this curse
But I’m keeping on my feet
Out here tryna build a fleet
I should quit being discrete
Fuck anyone who tears me down
Just to sleep

Fuck anyone who tears me down
Just to sleep

I still hope that you find peace
It just wont be here near me
I’ve got enough my own disease
Itch inside my heart like fleas
Too many people need to please
When the ones who need me
Would never knock me to my knees
But gather round and hold it down
Warm my heart up like soft fleece

i’m 
A little more me than the last time
I’m
Tryna make it past the younger life
I’ll
Change up everything a million times
Try
To recognize me from another life

SMALL LIFE

TORN TEAL RIBBON FEAT. LUNA (prod. Tsurreal x Georgie)

Artist/ audio engineer

NEW MUSIC SOON ☄️☄️

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