Sad lofi hip hop & slow beats with emotional vocals | <a href="https://open.spotify.com/playlist/71019EDcRamfMmOEEoTdEu?si=1ec25f545d764d3d">Sleepy Lofi</a> | <a href="https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2YHJ9HYj50h5eEmSKAySCw?si=d0581b98c902426d">Chill Bea

the bootleg boy

Spotify: https://ampl.ink/0vRvZ 
AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oTeQEty-fz0

Artist:
@alexvalera

Lyrics:
when your laugh fades away
your touch i can't retain
i was free, now i'm missing us
when our path goes away
our dreams don't remain
i was free, now i'm missing us

when your laugh fades away
your touch i can't retain
i was free, now i'm missing us

when our path goes away
our dreams don't remain
i was free, now i'm missing us


now i'm missing us
now i'm missing us
now i'm missing us

when your laugh fades away
when your laugh fades away

when your laugh fades away
your touch i can't retain
i was free, now i'm missing us
when our path goes away
our dreams don't remain
i was free, now i'm missing us

when your laugh fades away
your touch i can't retain
i was free, now i'm missing us
when our path goes away
our dreams don't remain
i was free, now i'm missing us

valera - missing us

Thomas Reid & Mookigang - Wanted (Ft. The Bootleg Boy)

You Broke My Heart Again

Lyrics: 
Remember all the fear inside 
Fell to the ground so tired 
Asking for some peace of mind 
And If I was born in another life 
Maybe I could find 
Could find a way to do this right 
To do this right 
Cause I’m still that girl 
With the fear inside 
So exhausted I 
Would take the hurt out my mind 
Out my mind 
 And If I was born in another life 
Maybe I could find 
Could find a way to do this right 
To do this right 
And If I was born in another life 
Maybe I could find 
Could find a way to do this right 
To do this right 
Cause I’m still that girl With the fear inside 
So exhausted I 
Would take the hurt out my mind 
Out my mind

in another life

Jan, 5 2024

in another life w/ the bootleg boy

Lyrics:

I just wanna go and fall asleep, I hope I never wake up
You just wanna go and follow me but all we do is make love
I just wanna go and rest my head until my final days up
You just wanna go and haunt my dreams, I hope we never make up

It was always fake love so don't you play dumb
I'm lost and anxious, our time awaits us
An hour later when we'll succumb
Can't resist now our time is up

And the knife in my backs the only weapon I need
And when it all fades to black I'll look at you as I weep

I just wanna go and fall asleep, I hope I never wake up
You just wanna go and follow me but all we do is make love
I just wanna go and rest my head until my final days up
You just wanna go and haunt my dreams, I hope we never make up

i hope i never wake up w/ the bootleg boy

I fall apart

the final installment from the I'm a reject EP with the bootleg boy & fudasca, thank you everyone for continuously supporting me and for the remainder of 2024 there will be a single every Friday leading to my debut album late 2024 / early 2025

i'm a reject (w the bootleg boy & fudasca)

loving you isn't easy (w/ the bootleg boy)

far from you. (belfa, the bootleg boy, oh haven)

time flies

Empty home...

Discover Thomas Reid:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/0dcxj82ddksd6tDDcJgbqo?si=-O1Ii6RgTaKCD8_BdvoQvQ&dl_branch=1
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/thomasreidmusic
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thomasreidmusic/

Discover Foster:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/6vCIRD06VaQwwaZS0TqiCz?si=PWnmWz7fR46aOA-QUCXOKA
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/foster615
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/foster615

Discover the bootleg boy:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/2i17uDAKnwPO7PlDT4nLaz
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thebootlegboy/
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@thebootlegboy

Lyrics:
Is it my fault
That I'm
All on my own
I sure hope
That you'll call

Is it my fault
Everyone I know's gone
It's so cold
empty home

Yeah
I’ve been rotting away in these sheets
Wondering if you’re in somebody else’s
It’s been a month, every week it only gets harder
Ain’t felt this broken and empty
Yeah I know it’s probably my fault you don’t have to convince me
You really fixed me
But now that you’re not here to hold me together I’m falling apart
Yeah
Numb to the core
Cold to the touch
Without you it’s dark
Can’t see myself in the mirror cause I don’t exist if I’m not in your heart
And you’ve made it clear you’ve moved on
I hate it here
My moods gone to a new low
Don’t know how to let you go
So…

I’ve been
Holding my breath
No reason to breath out
I’m turning blue
You’re pulling my lungs out

Comparing my life to everybody else’s
Without you here, this living feels selfish

Running away
I think of you everyday
I’ll throw myself in traffic
Just to see something change
Or to see if you care

I can’t take blank stares
Baby smother me with pillows
Till we float in the air

Is it my fault
Everyone I know's gone
It's so cold
empty home

Thomas Reid x Foster x the bootleg boy - Is it My Fault?

Pensive

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Front Porch

A confession from the quiet place no one ever sees.
This song was written in the moment when the façade finally cracked — when survival instincts, old wounds, and unspoken fears all collided. Deep Inside isn’t about blame; it’s about the hidden machinery of a life spent holding everything together while falling apart on the inside.

Layered vocals, cold textures, and a stripped-down pulse carry the story of someone who spent years running from their own truth — until the truth demanded to be heard.

This is the sound of clarity breaking through.
No heroes. No villains. Just a man facing what he’s carried for far too long… and choosing to heal.

If it resonates with you, you’re not alone.

Lyrics:

There’s a place beneath the breathing,
Where the heart remembers first.
Where the shadows touch the sunlight,
Where the silence doesn’t hurt.
I feel you there in whispers,
In the truth you never speak…
And I answer with the part of me
You carried when you couldn’t look at me.

I’m not calling, I’m not reaching,
I’m just standing where we stayed…
In that place beneath the panic
Where your soul and mine were made.

In the quiet, you still know me —
In the quiet, you still care.
Though your mind keeps shutting doorways,
Your deeper heart is still aware.
I’m the echo you don’t silence,
I’m the calm you try to hide…
And you’re the truth I learned to carry
In the quiet, deep inside.

You feel danger when love finds you,
So you turn before you fall.
But the part of you that met me
Never left me… not at all.
I’m the warmth you didn’t guard from,
I’m the touch you let inside…
And the moment that you opened
Was the moment you were mine.

Not to hold you, not to claim you,
Not to pull you back again…
Just to meet you in the place
Where all your fear forgets to win.

In the quiet, you still know me —
In the quiet, you still care.
Though your mind keeps shutting doorways,
Your deeper heart is still aware.
I’m the echo you don’t silence,
I’m the calm you try to hide…
And you’re the truth I learned to carry
In the quiet, deep inside.

And if one day your breathing settles,
And the storm inside you sleeps…
You’ll feel me in the spaces
Where your guarded heart still keeps
All the pieces that we opened,
All the moments you let through…
Not a promise, not a prison —
Just the part that stays with you.

In the quiet, you still know me…
In the quiet, I’m still there.
Not to claim you, not to follow —
Just the truth we couldn’t spare.
I’m the echo you don’t silence,
You’re the memory I don’t hide…
And we still meet in that forever
In the quiet, deep inside.

Deep Inside

TRA$H - WORRY

dreams of you

spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/track/0f0gfm6wHjhqrBMHBn9Ajr?si=YAZdXbsdSkysNqsOJWi7CQ

dl: https://www.dropbox.com/s/3ymcdxsntjajpfp/I%20Don%27t%20Sleep.mp3?dl=0

Also available on apple music and itunes

Sarcastic Sounds - I Don't Sleep

Fellow music lover that wants to grow himself and others

far from you. (belfa, the bootleg boy, oh haven)

MOOKIGANG

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