Overthinking to much a playlist

Nothing seem matter anymore
Why am i here, i feel so alone
It’s like i got a dagger in my chest
All i wanna do is stay in bed
Think i got lost in the darkness
Trying to find my way back home
Why am i here, i feel so alone
I don’t wanna die, but i think i’m gone

Nothing seem matter anymore
Why am i here, i feel so alone
It’s like i got a dagger in my chest
All i wanna do is stay in bed
Think i got lost in the darkness
Trying to find my way back home
Why am i here, i feel so alone
I don’t wanna die, but i think i’m gone

Losing track of who i’m supposed to be
It’s hard to feel free
When you’re stuck in the in between
And all you want is someone to take you far
Away from where you are
A place to find your heart, again

Oh i’m not ready to give you up just yet
But right now it’s tough cause you can’t see the end

Nothing seem matter anymore
Why am i here, i feel so alone
It’s like i got a dagger in my chest
All i wanna do is stay in bed
Think i got lost in the darkness
Trying to find my way back home
Why am i here, i feel so alone
I don’t wanna die, but i think i’m gone

why am i here, i feel so alone

lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TCp1Jqe02xE&ab_channel=ghosthands

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third-person

first day of the rest [prod. pekarot]

lyrics

words leave room to misjudge
i need extra time to talk thats why i rap so much
waiting for a single to blow up
tighten my circle
but im introspective cant grow if the grounds not yet fertile
but her eyes deceptive one look and im sucked into the wormhole

so ill kick rocks in my head
i guess
im numb
i think my minds gone

i know im too much sometimes
its all right
im all right
break me till im hollow
and come see me tomorrow
i found conscious inside of the grotto
magic in a cup
im lost in a bottle
drunken sailor
im not drunk right now
just give me some time
give me some time ill be fucked up by the end of the song
ill give you a rhyme that youll like and youll want
this isnt the song that you play in your car
its the type of song you listen to when all hope is lost
youre punching your walls
theyre not picking up calls
im nothing without you baby i cant even walk
my bones are made of chalk
my bones are made of chalk
my bones are made of chalk

im so sorry every lyric sounds the same i met you at the party
big brown eyes but you want to be barbie
baby youre so perfect
i dont need anybody else
i dont need anyone else

words leave room to misjudge
i need extra time to talk thats why i rap so much
waiting for a single to blow up
tighten my circle
but im introspective cant grow if the grounds not yet fertile
but her eyes deceptive one look and im sucked into the wormhole

chalk (p. michael harrison)

prod me<3

lyrics:

take these wings of mine
and clip the feathers
i'm alone like most the time
so it's whatever
put out all the fire
suffocate in the smoke

put my heart on ice
save it for the next
one that sets it alight
guess it's for the best
dead where i lie
so could you define hope?

i've been spending time in places i should never go
all my friends have become people that i hardly know
take me back inside there's nothing quite like this cold
kinda poetic how i am always on my own

if you ask me
don't know what it's all for
i attack me
only i can hurt me to the core
let's keep it classy
don't get blood on the decor

WHY CAN NOTHING EVER BE LIKE HOW IT WAS BEFORE?
BEFORE

smoke

DIVINE EXPERIMENTS

---lyrics---

I had an image inside of my head
But you ripped it shreds
Said you wish I was dead yeah
Meaning, can’t feel my heart beating
I’m meeting the one who put us on this earth yeah
Treason, so damn to your reason
For giving me pain and all of this hurt yeah
Feening, but I’m still believing
That we can just go and you’ll give me my shirt yeah

Darling know that I’m done
Warning the war isn’t won
Fighting? What you fighting for?
Fire burns in my lungs
Tired giving it up
Crying? What I’m crying for?

I got a hole in my chest but I’m trying my best just to go and live and survive
I got a knife in my back but the story don’t track so I think this the end of my time
The end of my time and the end of the book
The start of a life whereas mine as you took
And my body shook at the thought of it
I should’ve gotten it
Sit down relax and record yeah

I get so nervous the times that I think about
Thinking, I’m thinking I’m blind
I get so tired just talking, so tired just walking
Sit down, relax and unwind
But I’m at a point in my life where it’s grind or give up
Leaving out calories I’m on a cut
Hating the way that I don’t feel enough
Pen with a note fully covered in blood

Darling know that I’m done
Warning the war isn’t won
Fighting? What you fighting for?
Fire burns in my lungs
Tired giving it up
Crying? What I’m crying for?
Darling know that I’m done
Warning the war isn’t won
Fighting? What you fighting for?
Fire burns in my lungs
Tired giving it up
Crying? What I’m crying for?

BLIND (prod. autrioly)

Overthinking pt 4

Apple Music - music.apple.com/us/artist/ollie/1325387508

Produced by RRAREBEAR
Additional Guitar by Chris Godfrey
Violin by Nelson Moneo
Mix & Master by Jay Kurzweil

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Blue Nights

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Ollie - Blue Nights

room23
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a small ep i made a while ago that i've always enjoyed and i wanted to share with you. thank you for listening and i hope you enjoy!!<3

stream: https://open.spotify.com/album/61UDJucnEc2sYoFtazVc0v?si=tWTbMcjTQje-8e54gdML1A


starstruck

lyrics:

Guess that I have never done a thing right in my life
Only see me when it's dark, never in the spotlight
On the streets in the car, I'm just tryna clear my mind
Only keeping the scars that I need to remind
All the rest gimme stress, I don't need to rewind
I'm the best of the less than, never gonna shine
It's a test I guess but I'm never gonna try
I'm better than the rest but I'll never be that guy

Opened up my heart
And you shut it down
Don't know where to start
Do you feel it now?
Try to maintain a good mind space
But I lie awake, think about you
Give you all the time and space
That you might crave
But I'm dying to still be around you
I guess I'll see you when I get back
I guess I'll see you when I get sad
Only ever see you when it gets bad
Only wanna be me when I get mad
Got you in the beamer in the backseat, nasty, crashing
Never gonna see you in the morning
Make it last, please
Never gonna be the man that I was being last week
Gotta get some sleep
Dream of love, everlasting

Guess that I have never done a thing right in my life
Only see me when it's dark, never in the spotlight
On the streets in the car, I'm just tryna clear my mind
Only keeping the scars that I need to remind
All the rest gimme stress, I don't need to rewind
I'm the best of the less than, never gonna shine
It's a test I guess but I'm never gonna try
I'm better than the rest but I'll never be that guy

starstruck

grieving you

grieving you (feat. autrioly)

Discover Thomas Reid:
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Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/thomas-reid/1218506790
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thomasreidmusic/

Lyrics:


i believe

in dear jesus

sprung a leak

soon i’ll see his throne

i won’t hurt anymore 


when i sink

save your crying

i’ve got no more room left on my stone

how i’ll miss you so


but i

will always be close


unless you

let me go


i believe

i’ll see heaven

dancing in the streets made out of gold

never felt so warm


when i’m cold

i’ll be quiet

but don’t worry, babe i’m not alone

i won’t leave you so


cause i

will always be close


unless you

let me go


i believe

in dear jesus

sprung a leak

soon i’ll see his throne

i won’t hurt anymore


Sink

lyrics 

[maesk]
flickering the lights
you need to lie down
heavy is the crown i hope you take my side

i sense the night
don’t need my eyes now
i sense our souls bound 

girl hear me out
you were the only one that could sweep the acid rain
and hit the box the angers in
why am i here?
this isn’t how i had envisioned the stories
i had to fight off the enemies that had their love for you pouring

my right hand what have i become?
you traded all the rest of us for fame
you said that this was fate
and now you lost your way
crawling up into the attic to recite the passages because you forgot that memory fades

took it for granted your stance on the calling
you took a seat while the world was watching
i envy those that can see others fall
and change up their tracks while the whole west is foggy

you had dreamed of that cottage
now it’s just one with the wind in your stomach
spiralling around like an enigma comet
now all we have left is rubble in a forest

[deadboymike]
left in the forest, i slept by the sea.
i cant explain but its happening
the path that ive taken
led me astray, broken my body
just split it and twist it

took it for granted your stance on the calling
you took a seat while the world was watching
i envy those that can see others fall
and change up their tracks while the whole west is foggy

oh im still calling
oh im still falling
oh im still calling
oh im still falling

heavy crown

heavy crown ft deadboymike (ryan kelly)

Pour another one up for the whole damn

If I Had An Airplane (Ft. Emily James)

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus- Your Guardian Angel

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grieving you (feat. autrioly)

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