4/7/21, the day my mother abandoned me for herself

I'm falling, no one can save me. I'm better off alone,
I don't need saving, no one can save me.
Baby just hold me close,

Walking through the night,
Hold your head up, Ana, no,
I don't wanna hear a sound love it when I hold you close,
She said I hate her but I love that girl too much sometimes,
(Wanna be an angel but im fading to a butterfly)

I'm falling, no one can save me. I'm better off alone,
I don't need saving, no one can save me.
Baby just hold me close,

NO ONE CAN SAVE ME

produced by tsurreal

I'd say its fine
but i know its not
but im use to that
oh my god
I'd say its fine
but i know its not
but im use to that
oh my god
☆
i would give almost anything
to be with
you just for a day
theres nothing i wouldn't do 
to be comfortable
spitting empty threats to the sky
to the sky
but they dont ever come back
it dont ever answer
it dont ever make sense
it dont ever not hurt
not hurt
the last thing that hurt the worst
was her last words
☆
yeah, her last words
her last words
oh my god
her last words
her...
oh my god
oh my god
oh my god
oh my god
oh my god
oh, my, god.
☆

imy

her last words

New song “Overdue” featuring Horosha
Apart of the “Sunsets and Heartbreaks” EP

-lyrics-
Cause I finally walked by our spot 
And my heart didn’t even drop
I guess I finally moved on 
Yeah I finally moved on 
I can send that message 
Say go to hell
Or I could ask if you’re doing well
I can finally do that 
Without saying coming back 
I can finally do that
I can finally do that
I can finally do that 

Cause this is overdue 
But I’m finally over you
Yeah this is overdue 
But I sent that message through 

So I’m not gonna hesitate this time
I can see through all your easy lies 
I tried and tried but it wasn’t love
Yeah I’ve finally had enough 

Cause this is overdue 
But I’m finally over you
Yeah this is overdue 
But I sent that message through 

(Horosha)
Where memories should be 
there’s a gaping wound 
But now I’m finding out 
That there’s still things 
I can learn about myself 
(The things you run from, will set you free) 
So I sent that message through 
And I don’t regret it
Even though moving on
Will  be so damn hard
I’ll fight through all the pain
To be my own damn person
Cuz after everything
I’m still worthy of love

Cause this is overdue 
But I’m finally over you
Yeah this is overdue 
But I sent that message through 

Cause as time passes I know I can’t change
All the memories will stay the same 
But I can do this one thing 
Sit there and let my phone ring 

Cause this is overdue 
But I’m finally over you
Yeah this is overdue 
But I sent that message through 
And it said fuck you
And everything you do 
You tore me apart 
When you had nothing to lose 
Now it’s just me 
And I finally see 
That everything happens for a reason
What’s meant to be  

Prod. Immortal
Mix by Yago & Horosha
Master by kanashi

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OVERDUE (feat. Horosha) [prod. Immortal]

Well I think everyone I love has turned against me
And i think everything you told me was a lie
And sometimes, I pretend like I don't see it
But I think, deep down, it must eat you up inside

And I know that I'm selfish, I'll tell you I'm sorry
But then I fuck it up again
I know you're trying to help but when you call
I know we can't be more than friends
If I'm not enough for you right now
Go ahead and leave
Cuz It's not getting any better
You can blame me if you want

Well I think everyone I love has turned against me
And i think everything you told me was a lie
And sometimes, I pretend like I don't see it
But I think, deep down, it must eat you up inside

And she said don't go
The nights get so cold
But I still ran away, I hate LA
Can't eat, my bones show
And I know that you're hurting
For that, I'm sorry
But I won't let you take it out on me
I won't let go of my hopes
Don't say it's just a dream

I think I should call it a night
I've been staring too long at this screen
If you wanna leave, you can go
It makes it easy for me

Well I think everyone I love has turned against me
And i think everything you told me was a lie
And sometimes, I pretend like I don't see it
But I think, deep down, it must eat you up inside

sometimes, i pretend like i don't see it

prod me.
-lyrics-
there's so much to do in my life
so why you picking fights
cutting you out for the morning, cause, I cannot even eat right

when ur on me like that
holding the knife to my back
cursing and swearing, attack
me and you, are just trtying to get back

to the way it was
when ur on the drugs
you can t even, get up
honestly, im fed up

theres so much to do in my life
so why you picking fights
cutting you out for the morning, cauese, i cannot even eat right

when ur on me like that
holding the knife to my back
cursing and swearing, attack
me and you, are just trtying to get back

ima wreck, ima try
at times a really happy guy
i just wanna be a man
tough as hell, keep composure, what is that

i used you, to be a better man
in a past, I was blind, not a scratch
there were bumps in the road
2020 was a mess out control,

keep composure 84_

production and composition by: wisssery
written and performed by: popularreject x briz
artwork by: briz
lyrics: 

popualrreject:
…
I’ve been tryin
…
And to be real baby 
I’ve been lyin 
…
So tell me why 
You’re cryin…
I’ve been tryin 
…
Losing you
…
I’ve lost myself in this destruction
I find loveliness in nothin 
Losing you 
It’s so hard to sleep but I’m tired 
Hard to eat when I’m high like this 
And honestly I’m not built for this
But I’ll still stop and admire 

briz: 
But, 
Somehow 
I only blame myself 
And idk why 
Voices in my head 
Say I’m the bad guy 
Losin sleep and I’m tired 
Why don’t you try 
To meet me halfway 
If I asked you stay 
I wonder what you’d say 
…
You’d say 
…

popularreject: 
I’VE BEEN TRYIN 
…
AND TO BE REAL BABY 
I’VE BEEN LYIN
…
I TEND TO SMOKE UNTIL IM PARANOID 
I ALWAYS SEE YOUR FACE
INSIDE THE PLACES THAT I CAN’T AVOID
… 
BUT I’M NOT THAT ANNOYED 
I WENT THROUGH MY HELL 
AND NEVER ONCE DID YOU SAY “ATTABOY”
YOU DIDN’T KEEP THAT IN MIND 
LATELY I BEEN OUTTA LINE 
TELL ME IS IT HARD TO FIND 
ITS SO HARD TO SLEEP BUT IM TIRED 
SO HARD TO EAT WHEN I’M HIGH LIKE THIS
AND HONESTLY I’M NOT BUILT FOR THIS
BUT I’LL STILL STOP AND ADMIRE 
YOUUUUUU
YOUUUUUU
YOUUUUUU
YOU-uuuuu

briz: 
But, 
Somehow 
I only blame myself 
And idk why 
Voices in my head 
Say I’m the bad guy 
Losin sleep and I’m tired 
Why don’t you try 
To meet me halfway 
If I asked you stay 
I wonder what you’d say 
…
You’d say 
…

popularreject:
I DON’T WANNA DO THIS ANYMORE 
TEARS FALLING OUT YOUR FACE
ROTTING OUT 
THE FLOOR BOARDS 
DON’T KNOW WHY YOU SAID 
WHAT YOU SAID BEFORE 
IT FEELS LIKE THERE’S NOTHIN 
NOT A THING THAT I’M GOOD FOR
…
It’s time to kick this shit in overdrive 
Feel like a computer and my system needs an override 
…
Hold me close at night 
Please just hold me close tonight 
And if I were to die glimpse of a flashing life
All I’d see before my eyes is 
YOUUUUUU
YOUUUUUU
YOUUUUUU
YOUUUUUU
It’s so hard to sleep but I’m tired 
Hard to eat when I’m high like this 
And honestly I’m not built for this
But I’ll still stop and admire

it's so hard to sleep but I'm tired +briz (p. wisssery)

prod. me

lyrics
--------
cuts
cuts, cuts
away
breath
breaths, i take
make
me afraid
everyday
to take
take
me
\away

i know, we all want to be, something special
some will put the work, and others, stay, stay, stay
inside, and never say a single word i wonder why
but the different sinario, is others getting high

doing nothing with their lives
but their social, get it right
we all walk these different paths, i know i get it
ima try

im such a sad guy
i cry at night, inside
no one ever gets me why
i try, i try to fight

cuts
cuts, cuts
away
breath
breaths, i take
make
me afraid
everyday
to take
take
me
\away

motionless.

i feel like, i passed away
in that dream, on the 17th, of august I'm afraid
don't take me away.

0.01 siren w/ @ssappyy prod. splashgvng

prod. safeatlast, no samples <3
@breckenford

dont leave me alone here
i dont know what you see here

so i try and i try just to make you remember
the way that you left me alone in september
drink on my own ima drink til december
wont pick up the phone no i wont ever answer

so please let me go
i dont need you no more

say what you want cuz i wont ever listen
my body cant go on i cant make the distance
i cant tell my rights from my lefts whats the difference
if you were to stay or just leave in a minute

i wont admit it
ive reached my limit
ive reached the end of my life whens the next one
cant bear to look in your eyes since i messed up

i pray to see u once again
either its heaven or hell
i hope that ur resting well

i hope that we meet again
cuz i been trapped inside this cell
and i cant break myself out

[FøRD:]

break me out the cell I said
remember when I used to win
that’s in the past
honestly I’m feeling better with that

long as I get through my day
dodging ur traps, knowin that you want me back
don’t get attached
gone in the morning in fact
losing the feelings I had
treat me like crap
doing it back
yea just so yk that I’m mad

i cant tell you what I want in my life no more
telling the truth I think it’s time to cut the cord
deathly afraid of heartbreak cuz i can’t afford
anymore time with a girl who only ignores
so what do I do? Stick to my lonely
substance abuse “I don’t need you”, not what you told me

break me out the cell I said
remember when I used to win
that’s in the past
honestly I’m feeling better with that

long as I get through my day
dodging ur traps, knowin that you want me back
don’t get attached
gone in the morning in fact
losing the feelings I had
treat me like crap
doing it back
yea just so yk that I’m mad

don’t get attached
gone in the morning in fact
losing the feelings I had
treat me like crap
doing it back
don’t get attached
gone in the morning in fact
losing the feelings I had
treat me like crap
doing it back

i hope that we meet again ft. brecken

Distant memories
_____________________________________________________________
Lay on an open field at night
Where the stars' our only light
With a kiss she gave me life
Just to burn it all & watch me die
& I coped with the way the smoke made me feel
Made some friends on the way, it felt so real
but The abyss doesn't pick and choose
Push away the closest to me & self abuse

Distant memories I hold
At the time I didn't know
They are worth their weight in gold
My only comfort on this road

How could you know who I am
If I don't even know who I am
How could I set up a plan
If I don't even know where I stand

I will never figure this all out x2
Better to accept it now than pout x2
Nowadays I'm always filled with doubt x2
But life will never have a perfect route x2

Distant memories I hold
At the time I didn't know
They are worth their weight in gold
My only comfort on this road
_____________________________________________________________

Produced & mixed by John Wehmeyer & Weepings
Written by Weepings
Mastered by Weepings
Eternal September | 2023

Distant memories

A song about the pleasure of a late night hamburger

siren w/ @ssappyy prod. splashgvng

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