its not like that

Official Music Video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kzuucAG0brg

~☆~Lyrics~★~


I'm getting tired of this shit 

You can all suck a dick 

Put a gun up to my forehead pull the trigger hear the click 


Of a keyboard and mouse 

Never leave this fucking house  

Spending hours in the darkness cause I can't look at myself 


So I'm Silent staring at screen 

Praying God from the machine 

Could Reach inside and cut my strings 

Free what's trapped inside Dream 


Ones and Zeros Flashing lights 

Could simulate a better life 

A place where I can be alive 

Don't need a body now cause I 


see a little silhouette of a girl 

She tells me how to disappear into another world


What you see  

Is it me 


Am I more real on a screen 


Im betrayed 

A body weighs 

me down 


When I drown 


Never found 


Wires wrapped around my brain are  

Killing me but ease the pain  

Dead is better than insane  

Cause then I won't feel anything 


Buried deep 

The Wired reap 

-er sings 


No hope of exiting 


What you see  

Isn't me 


Trapped by a body and a screen 


Im betrayed 

Either way 

I drown 


Never found 


Not a sound

Emo Girl Ex Machina

Features

cold hart - Amtrak (ft. Doves)

old song from sometime in 2018/2019 idk

i dont like candy
and i dont speak to mandy
she told me
i was a waste of space
and i just agreed

can u please talk baby
we all love you like crazy
but im like a dog
i sit around
and im fuckin lazy

but i think i found
another reason
to love u

Infinite Friends Vol 1

reason demo

Rooster Debut

Phone

coldhart - aight dis me (p. rrarebear) [2018] **calvin exclusive**

5 - Rinsed - Dean Blunt

RIFT Two

Cream Soda

v.rxyyy - matrix (ayeblood)

SURFING

DESTINE

shitty icehead cover

European coins

Dean Blunt & jonatan leandoer127 - Wuthering Heights Medley

JayDaYoungan - Iron Slang
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Baby23

Nightmares

Stream

Alex G - Dalmatian

make it come alive


d̷̨̩̫̠̃̋͛͂j̵̥͙̭̤̊̀̂̓̐́̄̃̂̔̈́͌͊͂͜ḳ̸͌̓́͌̊͆̿͠í̸̲̘̙̬̝̤̬̳͍̘̝̄͌́̍̑́̾͊̓̂͊̉̈́̌w̵̢̞͍̳̯̤̽̃̿͌͝ï̸̢̛̬͉̻̠̯̲͆̃̍́ͅ, kiwistor3, i love to be in the woods and especially when there’s water running through it.

t-proofofexistence

its not like that

moon_is_beautiful