Suck it Up

inspired by poison gf,, i <3 noriko 
prod. me

true perspective ☆.* ##b4sisters

produced by redmosk

lyrics:

It’s been so long since I woke up not feeling like this
I try my best just to ignore it but I can’t hold it in
I try my best just to be honest, don’t know where to begin
I’d put my pride down for me not to feel this again
(x2)

I’d put my pride down
Set it aside now
And fantasize bout 
how it would be better if I said the way I felt
Instead of something else
I’ll tell you everything until I’m nothing but a shell of myself
Cuz I’m nothing without my thoughts
All the things that cause my brain to rot
I can’t help it
I feel helpless
I hate that I felt this way and there’s me to blame

It’s been so long since I woke up not feeling like this
I try my best just to ignore it but I can’t hold it in
I try my best just to be honest, don’t know where to begin
I’d put my pride down for me not to feel this again
(x2)

pride

produced by grayskies

lyrics:

it takes time to materialize your fantasies
in due time i'll find myself a remedy
or write songs, obsessing bout the melody
i'm headstrong but it's bout time that it gets to me

i shut down and shut my mouth
tryna save some face
a clenched jaw and a sweat drop

bout a second fore i break
if it all falls down
just know i gave it my all
til there was not more i could take
i don't call
and now they're saying that i changed up
it fucks my brain up
(x2)

they don't even try to see where i'm coming from
cuz when i needed it more, i had no one
but i don't even blame em for it
yeah, i would never shame em for it
i'd hate but i can't afford it

i'm way too focused on me
i'm giving into my hopes and greed
but they try to paint like it's much worse than it seems
and they wonder why i'm tearing at the seams
i try to bear it til i

shut down and shut my mouth
tryna save some face
a clenched jaw and a sweat drop

bout a second fore i break
if it all falls down
just know i gave it my all
til there was not more i could take
i don't call
and now they're saying that i changed up
it fucks my brain up
(x2)

break

thx for 200K monthly on spotify!!

I don’t really like to talk unless it’s worth my while
don’t feel right anytime I smile
jaw been locked for a gawdamn while
u changed up the way I change my sound
I’m too RAW, hittin like smackdown
punch-in like Rock (Lee), drunken fist style
in due time they’ll give me flowers

better put some respect on me
try to catch up, u gon need a whole damn team
the way I drop now I don’t even let them breathe
not a single mf who could play in my league

thought I told you tell me your regrets
the greed you hold inside ur chest
don’t self destruct I’m not against you
I’m tryna get inside ur head

it don’t even make sense to me
they don’t even wanna talk to me
won’t even acknowledge me
(no they won’t, no they won’t now)

I’ve been fighting tooth and nail
til my skin is running pale
til I’m on my last inhale
til I got nothing left to share

drunken fist style

🎁

lyrics: 

u know I can’t help u, u can’t help yourself
go head fix ur attitude, u can go to hell
don’t act like I’m a friend of u, must be someone else
go and put ur fucking head to use and the way u felt

yea yea 

kick back
don’t give no fuck
bout her, bout him
put ur head down
get them bucks
for u, not them
tell that bitch there ain’t no us
just i, just me 

u really know how to kill the vibe, the mood
this bitch never match my groove 
can’t waste my time on u
hit me like “what’s the move”
bitch hit me like “what u doing?” ah
“what u got going on? 
“I’m tryna get along”
“I won’t do u wrong”

I’m kicking that bitch out the door uh
she cannot kick it with me
why u acting like u know sum
u not apart of the team yea
bitch I know I don’t owe u none
u never done shit for me yea
talkin bout u gon blow sum

u not doing shit to me
that’s straight blasphemy
my brodie gon blast for me
my brother gon clash for me uh huh

u ain’t got no one to do shit for u
I wouldn’t fuck with u either, fix ur attitude 
fix ur- uh fix ur- uh
fix ur attitude
huh huh huh huh huh
fix ur attitude
huh huh huh huh huh
fix ur attitude
huh huh huh huh huh
fix ur attitude

attitude

why do shorties write rhymes?

made ts bc bored
original by aldn & glaive if u somehow dont know it
idk 
cover art is some stupid discord glitch me and some peeps found that happens when screensharing ur own screenshare
btw no i do not want "a girl inside my phone to be my yin and yang", i have a boyfriend

lyrics:

She said, "Oh, I didn't see you there
Give me a sec', I'm just doing my hair"
And he said, "Fine, but I don't know what to wear
Can't make a decision when you look and you stare"
Now, what will they think when I say I'm not there?
She said, "There's no need to worry, there's no need to care"
But she doesn't understand the weight that these thoughts can bear
It feels like every step he takes is another glare
Now everything hurts, the feeling gets worse
Living in a shell of a body that's cursed
The fight that was fought, with no one to talk to
When you wake up and there's no one around you

Bloodshot red eyes
You make me feel like I might die
I might die, don't cry
Most the time, realize I'm not the good guy
Take my time, tellin' lies, I never reply
Bloodshot red eyes
You make me feel like I might die
I might die, don't cry
Most the time, realize I'm not the good guy
Take my time, tellin' lies, I never reply

Everything you say about me comes back like a boomerang
I just need a girl inside my phone to be my yin and yang
And they been doing crazy shit, her boyfriend bought a wedding ring
And I might have to pull up on his block and let my pistol bang
We could dance all night if you wanted to
And no, I'm not gonna lie, girl, I wanted you
And they keep asking how I'm doing, 'cause I walked in too
Yeah, my life's been Hell, but I walk on through
And I swear to God that I can't explain
And I been running out of dopamine, life is pain
And I might leave this shitty town, just go M.I.A
And I been blowing up fast, might just blow my brain

She said, "Hi, I didn't see you there"
And my mom said, "It's rude to stop and stare"
And my dad always said that life is never fair
And I've always needed help, you were never there

Bloodshot red eyes
You make me feel like I might die
I might die, don't cry
Most the time, realize I'm not the good guy
Take my time, tellin' lies, I never reply
Bloodshot red eyes
You make me feel like I might die
I might die, don't cry
Most the time, realize I'm not the good guy
Take my time, tellin' lies, I never reply

redeyes cover but i cant sing lol

moonlline

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